LOVE SONGS OF LOLOBATA

MUDPLONG

I don't think about tomorrow. What I have to do today, live as I can. The transition from one activity to another is almost without pause and time goes by so quickly. In addition to daily activities at home and taking care of many things about the foundation, I have to keep taking the time to weave while thinking about the design and motif of pandan woven bags that are suitable for grandmother's souvenirs. Tired for sure. Two nights later at dawn my mother always woke me up who was asleep in the front room because of the incredible sleepiness.

Fortunately the affairs of the great aviary and the deer can already be handled well by Mr. Koli. I just watch every morning or evening while hearing birds singing, taking pictures, and observing the development of all aviary residents with the help of small binoculars.

"The results of caterpillar and cricket cattle are excessive, Fifa brother. There are people who are interested in buying. Can I sell it?" ask Mr. Koli while showing some wooden tubs where the disgusting animal was bred.

Wuih, a lot. I think it's only natural that some of it is sold for additional income, Mr. Koli. The animals will continue to breed. Too much waste too.

"Could only. Just make sure we don't let any of our birds starve."

"Surely, sister Fifa. Sa likes working with birds and deer like this. Sister Fifa does not need to worry while going to Makassar. Sa promise take care of them like take care of your own son."

"Thank you, Mr. Koli. If there is something, do not hesitate to discuss with Fahira's doctor. Reported yes every day."

"Surely."

My marathon work made the profile of the foundation and the proposal was completed on time. Yesterday's been revised by Andi, Jim, Hans and Bray's doctors. Friday afternoon this afternoon my heart is plong. Insha Allah tomorrow morning ready to go to Makassar without leaving the burden of work.

Hope open. Jim has already helped send those proposals and profiles to several of the company's business partners. Hopefully, there are some of them who are eager to fund this rare bird conservation activity. The development of the official website of the foundation by IT consultants has also been completed. Yesterday I was trained to manage control panels and back-stage websites at the time of handover website work from a team of IT consultants. They still provide maintenance guarantees and are willing to help if I face operational constraints. This website will be a place where we share our activities through posts, photos and videos about our activities. All documentation since the manufacture of aviary, office construction, the activity of caterpillars and crickets as bird feed, as well as special coverage of our various activities will be stored there. Because there is no other staff, the activity of filling the content of the website is also my duty with the help of doctor Fahira. It'sit's okay. I am always happy to gain new knowledge.

Friday evening Bray proposed an online meeting to discuss the progress of the foundation's activities and the next work plan. I who already feel plong feel happy to be given the opportunity to see 'the beautiful' even though only from the video conference. In the video footage captured on a laptop screen, the man appeared paler and slightly thinner than usual. Is he sick? I dare not ask.

"Sorry, I can't go back to Lolobata yet. There's still some business to be done here. But I always monitor the development of bird conservation activities through videos and reports that you send. Thank you for the hard work of the bidadari halmahera foundation team" he said firmly.

His voice sounded a little hoarse. Either because he has a sore throat or my internet signal is not good.

I like to see her white skin as smooth as the flawless skin of a baby. No pimples, blackheads or other blemishes dared to perch on his face. Not many men have such good skin. The hair is straight styled with a middle cut or curtain haircut model where the top is left long and thick while the lower head is shaved short. Fifi said, at first glance, her hairstyle resembles her favorite Korean actor, Park Bo Gum. I don't know what Park Bo Gum looks like because I've never seen a Korean drama, but I like a hairstyle that gives a sweet and masculine impression.

With online meetings I can freely stare and pay attention to every detail of his beautiful face without feeling embarrassed. Those in the meeting were all staring straight at the screen. No one would have guessed anything if we looked into the details of someone's face, let alone he was the most dominant person in speech. The big screen kept on casting its face.

True said Fifi, having a handsome boss can be a fatigue relief entertainment. My behavior that afternoon was the same as Korean drama fans who felt at home for a long time staring at the star of his idol. The difference is that I can't vent my feelings freely. Throughout the meeting I held a smile in my heart until it grew. As a result when the meeting was over I couldn't stop smiling like a madman.

"I've sent a little revision of the timor reindeer content. After this can be uploaded to the website."

"Good."

"Good."

I smiled to myself. Long ago I heard Aga who just said a good word. Whatever the question and statement I just answer with the word 'good' without awkward. Hihahi. My silly soul suddenly went out without any control.

"During this work Fifa has exceeded the schedule plan activities kok, mas Bray." bela Jim who seems to object that my day off is still burdened with responsibility as well. Jim knows best during this month I try hard day and night doing my job, studying, and helping Jim work. It may be time to take a break to find new inspiration.

"Yes. But still he has to be responsible for the activity plan of the next month. This leave was given for humanitarian reasons because Fifa had never met her father's family at all. If the company employees, the rules will not be able to leave the holidays if it has not even been a year of work" he replied in a high tone. It was like an emotion of anger was being held back.

"good. I must have done my job during the trip. Just maybe it can't be intensive."

Bray smiled triumphantly. Presumably the man was happier to see me obedient and a little tormented by the endless work charged at me. Let it. The pay is pretty decent. I'm glad my hard work is appreciated with a smile. It is undeniable that smile is what I always look forward to. Smiles that contain caffeine trigger enthusiasm and heart palpitations.

"The 2nd payment will be for me next month. Make sure all work is done as planned. Please pray also so that the assessment process runs smoothly and successfully."

"good. Thank you, Bray."

I was really happy, relieved, and even more excited to hear the news of the disbursement of stage 2 payments. A positive attitude gives you good luck. By repeating the word 'good' many times, kindness is born by itself like a magic spell.

Yesterday Jim had told a glimpse of the development of internal disputes about the company's CSR program.The bad news, shareholders did not agree to issue CSR funds for the foundation. But the good news is Bray remains strong with his commitment until he replaces all company funds that have been used for the construction of facilities, pre facilities and operational costs of our activities with personal funds.

"The bottom line is, the foundation is no longer affiliated with the company. Initial cooperation contract canceled yes, Fif. I changed the foundation's cooperation contract with Mas Bray personally."

I don't know if I should smile or not when I hear about Jim's new development. I should have been a little bit broken because under the new contract Bray is still committed to the funding of the foundation for at least a year even though it must be paid with his personal funds. But is his commitment trustworthy? My brain is hard to imagine where the amount of replacement funds equivalent to the price of hundreds of cows. What kind of a man is that? In my village, no one has that kind of money.

"Mas Bray gave up one of his luxury cars sold to fulfill this commitment. So we have to try hard to complete our plan before the prospective investor comes for assessment of cooperation. Establishing an electric car battery factory is the dream of Bray. Hopefully, our efforts will not be in vain."

I can't speak except to guarantee. To hell with our different goals and dreams. All my burdens today are plong. Work targets are reached and the source of funds is no longer a problem. From this incident I came to the important conclusion that we do not have to worry about the future. Just do your best and leave the results to God's terms. Sometimes what we think and make the mind restless is not necessarily happening. Vice versa. What we thought was a beautiful hope after approaching turned out to be just a mirage.