Love of the Past

Extra Part - Let me feel it

I'm going home soon after dropping off the school eagle. Don't forget I reminded Mr. Min to stop by the market before coming home.

"Sir Min wait at Mc. Aja, yeah. Let me go down by myself to find the water guava," I said to Mr. Min.

"Want me anther, Ma'am?" tawang Pak Min's.

"No need, sir. Thanks though. Then anyway tumben Mas Firman asked for a water guava," selorohku while getting down from the car.

I have circled the traditional market that is not too broad, but have not found a water guava seller.

"Firman asked for water guava, anyway. Why don't you ask for a lot of mangoes or oranges" I murmured.

Because I did not find a water guava seller, I intend to go home soon. But suddenly a street vendor passed in front of me pushing his wagon.

"Mangs! Rujak!" my yelling.

The street vendor immediately stopped and turned to look at me.

"You want the water guava all yes, Mang," I said after standing in front of his wagon.

"Sadayana, Neng¹?" tanyanya.

"Muhun, Mang²."

"Don't go to nyiram³?" asked the seller Rujak made me jump.

"No, Mang," I replied hurriedly.

"Oh, kirain Mang tea, Eneng again craved," said the Rujak seller with a smile.

I immediately paid for the water guava and passed after saying thank you.

Ngever? The hell time, Word cravings?

As soon as I got home, I immediately went into the room, wanting to make sure that the Word was okay.

"Man, Word!" call me.

"Yes, honey," sounded the voice from the bathroom.

"Have you taken a shower? He said he wasn't feeling well. Though do not take a shower first," my cerocos when I saw the Word was dressed neatly.

"I'm better, baby," she said, pulling my hand. "Thank you, yeah. I'm sorry you bothered with me."

"It's okay. The important thing is that you are healthy" I said, caressing her cheeks that began to be decorated with small beards.

I took my hand and let him catch it. Habits that are ingrained.

"You smell so good, baby," he said, sniffing my hand.

"Then anyway? I don't wear perfume, really," I said.

"Surely," she kept sniffing, making me uncomfortable.

"His bury is abis?" I tried to distract him.

"I threw up again" he replied.

"You should eat, honey. You will catch a cold. Eat again, yuk!" take me.

"I don't want to eat, '" he said.

"Keep what?" ask me with a crinkled forehead.

"You .. you."

I immediately swallowed my salivary.

"Say you're sick? Want to do it early in the morning?" elakku.

"I don't know, Lin. But look at you, smell you, my mind goes straight there" he replied.

"Your mode."

"Biarin," immediately pulled my waist, making me stick to his chest.

The fragrant sakura-scented soap spoils my nose. The word looks so much fresher after the shower.

He started sniffing again.

"Why the hell, Man?" ask weird.

"You know, honey," she kept kissing my shoulder up to my neck. Every now and then give me a little bite there, making me squeak.

The Word pushed me to the bed.

"In a moment, yes," please.

I can only nod.

Without asking any more, he immediately fondled me. It makes the room hotter than the weather outside. Not just once, the Word even does it over and over again.

"Man, we have to pick up the Eagle, you know," I remember as he closed his lips that kept kissing me.

"O, yes," she replied in a bitch.

"Udah, take another bath there," I said, pushing against his chest.

"One more time, yes dear," he asked.

"Later to pick her up," I reasoned.

"Well, take a shower" he said, holding me in the bathroom.

My body really feels tired. But the Word looks fine. He helped me get dressed.

"Honey, was there a water guava?" tanyanya while buttoning my dress.

"Dapet, but eat first, yes," I said. "I put it in the kitchen."

After getting dressed, we headed to the kitchen.

I was in the kitchen making sandwiches filled with chicken fillets and vegetables, while Firman waited at the dinner table. However, how shocked I was, when I returned, Firman had almost finished the water guava I had bought. There were only a few left on the plate.

"Darling ... What did I say?" my question while glaring.

"But this is seger, dear."

"Yes, but eat first" I said, pushing the sandwich I made for her.

Without many words, Firman immediately ate the sandwich. I was amazed at it. I don't think I've ever seen the Word eat that gluttony.

"You're gonna throw up again?" my many.

She shook her head.

"Well, let's go get the eagle" he said. "Let me drive."

"Together Mr. Min, yes," I suggested. "You'll be tired."

The Word looked healthy and vibrant, much different from how it was this morning. I just watched without commenting.

Along the way to the Eagle School, Word hummed a little. Things he rarely does. He would sing when he held the guitar. I stared at him for a long time. It's completely out of his habit.

Suddenly I remembered the words of the rancher. Ngever? Could it? But a few days ago I tested it, the result is still line one.

I started connecting everything that's happened since this morning. Word vomited, asked for a water guava, smelled unusual odors, his desire was so high, a big appetite.

"Man, abis from Eagle school, we're going to the hospital, yuk!" take me.

"I'm okay, baby," she said, holding my hand over her lap.

"Not that, but ...."

"Not to worry. I'm fine" he replied with a smile.

Yeah, nevermind. Maybe I'm making it up too much. Maybe I'm too obsessed with wanting to get pregnant right away, so get in touch. Who knows, it's just a coincidence.

"Rather than going to the hospital, how about we go to the playground ? Itung-itung invite Eagle to play," he suggested.

"Yes, it's up to you" I replied.

Sure enough, as soon as the Eagle came out of the school gate, Word immediately took us to the playground. We played until the afternoon almost.

We came home tired.

"Come, honey, Mama bathe first," I said as I led the Eagle into his room.

"Let me be, Lin. You take a shower, gih. You seem very tired," said the Word while rubbing my hair.

"Not anything?"

"It's okay" he said with a smile.

...

Again, I woke up from my sleep hearing someone vomiting in the bathroom.

"Darling, why else?" ask me while walking closer to him.

Word shakes. He kept vomiting without throwing anything out.

"I called Doctor Deni, yes," I said, helping him lean over the head of the bed.

The Word can only pass. I called the family doctor immediately.

"Here, sweetie," I offer you a cup of warm tea for the Word. His forehead was decorated with droplets of cold sweat.

"Thank you, honey," he immediately drank the water up to the toilet.

"Kill?" my many.

Word nodded.

There was a knock on the door, I immediately stood up to open it.

"Doctor Deni" I said to the family doctor, who is more than half a century old.

"Bi Sri said, Word is vomiting, Lin?"

"Yes, Doc," I said, taking him to the place where the Word lay.

"Why, Man?" asked Doctor Deni while taking out his equipment. My husband's blood pressure.

"No idea, Doc. From yesterday, every morning wake up always nauseous, but no afternoon," replied the Word.

"Want to eat?" he asked while pressing the stethoscope on the chest of the Word.

"Eats a lot, Doc. Even more than usual," this time I answered.

Doctor Deni smiled, "You're okay, man. Your stomach's fine too."

Doctor Deni cleared his stethoscope.

"Any other complaint?" tanyakanya.

"From yesterday I wanted fresh fruits and drinks, Doc," I said. I remember Firman spending a few cups of soursop and orange juice while waiting for the Eagle to play.

Suddenly Doctor Deni laughed.

Me and the Word look at each other. Confused to see Doctor Deni like that.

"When you're pregnant with an eagle, who's cravings?" tanyanya weird.

"I, Doc," I said.

"It's like that, isn't it?"

"What does that mean?" I still don't understand.

"Well the Word now, isn't it?"

"Better," I said, remembering.

"Try me, which is checked for latitude, not Word," suggested Dr. Deni.

"I'm pregnant, Doc? I thought that too, anyway. But I check, the result is negative."

"To the obstetrician?"

"No, take a testpack."

"Try USG, Lin. If using a testpack, the pregnancy is still young like not being detected. Who knows you're actually pregnant, but the Word gets a craving," Doctor Deni laughed again.

The Word immediately rounded his eyes. I can estimate what's on his mind.

As soon as Doctor Deni came out of the room, Word immediately pulled me into his arms.

"Man, this is an estimate. Don't be so grim," I whispered.

"I'd like it if it really was a cravings. I used to want to replace you to feel the pain of giving birth, but it's impossible. At least now I can feel the unpleasant morning sickness in your place" he said, peeping at the top of my head.

I was so moved to hear it. The longer we were together, the more he loved me. How lucky I am.

He looked down and kissed my lips briefly.

"Bath bath. Abis anther Eagle to school, we go to the hospital," he said, flicking the tip of my nose.

*Remarks :

Sadayana, Neng?: Everything, Neng?

Muhun, Mang: Yes, Mang

Do you want nyiram? : Do you want to*?