Love of the Past

Meaning of your presence

"Darling!" call Word.

I ignored his call. I walked outside the room. Word's chasing.

"Lin, honey .. You're angry, are you?"

I opened the door without saying a word.

"Darling ...."

"Tau ah, I'm as good as you."

"So I can't go?" ask Word.

"No one else can be told to leave?" I immediately turned around, making Word stop his steps suddenly.

"It's important business, honey. Our partners want to start opening a new mine. They need our help."

"Not us, but you!" I pointed at her bare chest. "Udah ah, I'm tired. I'm males arguing."

I put my foot in the bathroom, let him stand.

Word waited until I finished soaking, without a word coming out of his lips.

"Honey," he hugged me from behind as I opened the closet to pick a dresser. "You're still angry, huh?"

I'm still quiet. I took a dress and went back to the bathroom.

"Darling ...," pulled my arm, "don't get angry, please. I can't if you get gini."

I suddenly felt sorry for him.

"Yes, I'm not angry."

"Smile dong if not angry," touched my chin with two fingers.

"Gee, I'm not in the mood anymore" I said as I walked back into the bathroom.

I came out after fully dressed. I covered my wet hair with a towel. The Word is not in the room.

I sat in front of the dresser. I put some moisturizing spots on my face. Also a little powder and spa lips. Don't forget the hand body serum that I like very much.

I heard the door open and close again. I'm peeking. I saw the Word coming with a tray. I stood up and hurriedly took over the tray he was carrying.

"This is for you, honey. A cup of hot chocolate and a few pieces of your favorite black forest" he said as I placed the tray on the table.

"I can take it myself if I want, man," I said. "You don't have to bother."

"For me, there is no harm in a husband serving his wife" he said with a smile.

It's always like that. He knows how to make my anger go away.

"You must be cold, drink the chocolate first," he said as he thrust a cup with a picture of maple leaves.

"Thank you" I took a cup from her hand and I sputtered a little. "Want to?"

"No, for you."

He moved to sit on the arm of the sofa I was sitting on. The towel I was wearing to cover my wet hair.

"No, man," I said as he began to dry my long hair with a towel.

"Ssttt .. shut up. You also want my hair every day."

I just kept quiet and drank back the hot chocolate that Word brought me.

"Man," Ielp.

"Yes, honey," she said as she continued to wipe my hair with a towel.

"Sorry, yeah. I was emotional," I murmured.

"It's okay, honey."

"I .. I don't want you to go away from me. I want you to stay by my side," I said still in a soft voice.

Word's hands stopped drying my hair. He squatted in front of me. He took the cup I was holding, put it on the table. I held both my hands and held them tight.

"Darling, you know, I don't think I can believe you're saying that. Hearing you ask me to always be by your side, it felt like a dream," he let out both of my hands.

"I'll always be here, honey. I'm not going anywhere."

"I didn't mean to lock your steps, man."

"You didn't lock my steps, you locked my heart" she said with a chuckle.

"If you must go, go" I said at last.

"How are you?"

"Let me at home with Arum and Mom."

He hugged me right away.

"Man, you're still sticky. Shower, gih," I said.

Word took off his embrace and kissed my forehead at a glance.

"I love you so much, baby," she quickly passed to the bathroom.

...

The next few days I could not be far from the Word. As long as I see her at home, I will ask her to take me to work or pick me up in the afternoon. Even if he goes to the office, then he must call me as often as possible.

"Man, I don't want your anther to the airport. I don't want to see you go" I said as I helped her with the suitcase.

"It's okay, honey. I don't want to see you sad either" he said, holding both of my cheeks. He gave me a warm kiss on his lips.

"You really make me fragile without you" I said, hugging her.

My embrace.

"I promise, I'll tell you as much as you can. I also try to keep you until you sleep" he said. The top of my head.

It felt reluctant for me to break my arms. But he has to go.

"Mom, the latitude nitip is the same Arum, yes," he told Ms Ratna, my in-laws.

"Wong both mother's children are signed. No need to be asked also definitely guard mother, Le," replied Mother while rubbing the back of her eldest son.

"Be careful, Man. I kept saying" I said with teary eyes.

"Yes, Honey. Sure." Fucked my old forehead.

Word got into the car and waved at us who were still standing at the door.

Mom rubbed my back, trying to give it some peace. I hugged my mother-in-law.

"Two weeks isn't long, Lin," comforted Mom.

"Since marriage, Lintang has never been left the same old Mas Firman, Mom," I said.

"No force. Tomorrow will be home again, too" continued Mother.

"Yes, don't be sad. Usually Mas Firman went three months, six months instead," said Arum.

I took a deep breath. Trying to think of something else so that for a moment can forget the Word.

I can't sleep tonight at all. I kept flipping my body to the right and to the left, but still did not get a comfortable position. I'm used to sleeping on the bosom of the Word. Enveloped by the warm embrace.

I covered my face with a pillow, trying to sleep.

"Mbak why?" asked Arum at the dinner table this morning.

"Bak can't sleep like hell, Rum," I replied lethargicly.

"Definitely think of the Word, huh?"

"Yes, lah. The thought of Abim," my seloroh.

Arum.

"You look at the shoots, Nduk. Do not need to do business first," suggested the mother who came out of the kitchen.

"Yes, Mom. I think Lintang wants to rest first," I said.

"You love your mother's son, Tho, Nduk?"

I don't want to smile at my mother's questions.

"Yes, dear dong, Mom. If not dear, why Lintang want to marry Mas Firman," I replied blushed.

"Mother was so happy, with her. You know very well, how much your son loves you, Lin. He always refused every mother to know the children of mothers. He's been adamant about keeping you, his first love since Junior High. When you got married, he was like that, so happy. Especially when she thinks you're pregnant again. He's a real sueneng."

I let out a breath.

"Yes, Ma'am, Lintang tau. If the pregnancy went well, surely now Latang is nine months pregnant or maybe just giving birth," I said sadly.

"It is the destiny of the Gusti of God, Nduk. Patient one," he said as he rubbed my hair.

"Please¹, Mom."

"Udah, breakfast first," Mother said. " Mommy makes fried rice, good."

He took two fried rice sticks to my plate.

"Satur suwun², ma'am," I said with a smile.

Suddenly, I felt my stomach uncomfortable. The nausea radiates from the stomach to the chest. I closed my mouth and immediately ran to the room.

I just hit the bathroom door. I put my nausea out in the sink. I was vomiting there.

"Are you okay, Lin?" Mom was standing at the door.

"It's okay, Mom. I'm sorry, Latitude suddenly got nauseous and wanted to vomit" I said, washing my mouth with water.

"Have you got it?"

"Udah, Mom. Two or three weeks ago."

The nausea came again. I go back down in the sink. Mom came in and helped me by rubbing my back. I waited until the nausea disappeared.

"Call the doctor, Dek!" mother's orders when she led me to bed.

"No, Mom. The latitude only gets wind, because it was malem did not sleep," I refused.

"There's no reason. Word of your nitipin to mom, so you are now the responsibility of mom," he said firmly.

I could only lie down weakly on the bed.

Remarks:

1) Ingredient: yes

2) Mature suwun: thank you