Love of the Past

Secret Neva

"What's wrong?" eldar asked as they were having breakfast and Neva looked less excited.

"There's nothing, ma'am."

Eldar grabbed the hand of Neva sitting in front of him. "Night, while we sleep, you look restless. Is there something you're thinking?" ask Eldar.

"No." Neva shook her head while trying to smile. But Eldar knew something was troubling his wife.

"Darling, if we go home this afternoon, you don't mind, do you?"

"Absolutely not." Neva had wanted to go home but she had no good reason to tell Eldar. He did not want to disappoint Eldar who had planned this vacation for them. So when Eldar expressed his desire to go home, Neva immediately agreed.

After the bath and fulfill the desire of the husband who wants one more round, both of them went straight home after bathing for the second time.

Once at the apartment, Neva immediately changed clothes and prepared to leave.

"Honey, where are you going?" ask Eldar.

"Eh, Miss Lorry called me, there's something I have to take care of at today's show."

"It's Saturday, Ev."

"Mas, you know that my work doesn't look at holidays."

"But you've permission."

"The thing that happened there needs me. Now I'm going first huh?" Neva kissed her husband's hand before leaving by leaving her apartment unit. Eldar called someone.

"Please, follow my wife" Eldar told someone he called.

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Sidney 6 years ago ....

Dona, who sees Neva coming out of the office where Eldar works in a state of chaos, immediately holds her best friend.

"Hows it? They got any word on Eldar?"

Neva nodded. "Eldar has been leaving the company for 2 weeks. She stopped when she found out I was pregnant. What do I do, Dona?" Neva hugged her best friend while crying very hard. He's very desperate.

"Let's sit down first." Dona invited Neva to sit in the concrete box near the company entrance. Maybe this bench is where the employees wait for the bus to come home.

"Is there a reason Eldar applied to resign the company?" ask Dona.

"Say he wants to go back to Indonesia. He came back without taking me with him. He's really mean. I hate him, Dona. I hate him so much! Eldar could really do all this to me. What am I supposed to do now? I can't go back to Indonesia pregnant. I'm gonna embarrass my parents. Mother would be very disappointed in me." cried Neva with a heart that had been broken into pieces. He was very disappointed with Eldar.

"We're home, yeah. Later in your apartment, we'll talk quietly. You are pregnant. You should also pay attention to your health."

Neva. He was beating his own stomach. "I don't want this kid. If Eldar doesn't want it, then I won't either!"

"Neva, don't be like this. This kid is not wrong. He didn't ask to be in your womb."

"That's why I don't want it. I hate myself too. I was so foolishly tempted by Eldar's seduction. I'm gonna die." Neva quickly ran across the road when she saw a vehicle driving.

"Neva, no.....!"

Brak!

Neva's body bounced and fell bloodied.

"No....! Neva ....!" Dona cried as she ran and hugged her best friend.

3 Hours later, Neva was in the operating room. There was a bump in his head. And the man who ran him over, paid the entire cost of his operation and even promised to cover all Neva's needs as long as he was in the hospital as long as he wasn't reported to the police.

Dona agreed because he knew that the sensitivity was not only because of the fault of the driver who drove his vehicle very fast, but also who was determined to commit suicide by crossing a crowded highway.

Perhaps fate has brought them together, who hit Neva is an ambassador from the Philippines. The 40-year-old man was with his wife. They said they were in a hurry because their child was rumored to be sick at school.

Carlos Mandeylin and his wife Angelina Mandeylin.

After going through a fairly long surgery process, the doctor finally came out of the operating room.

"Doctor, how's my best friend?" asked Dona with a very worried face.

"The operation is over. The patient is still in a coma."

"Can...the contents?"

"disgrace. There's no disruption in the contents."

Dona breathed a sigh of relief. He is grateful that the content of Neva is fine even though Neva is still critical.

Finally after waiting for 2 weeks, one morning, Neva managed to open her eyes. Dona is so grateful. Same with Mandeylin's husband and wife.

Dona told me about Neva's life. Including Neva who left her lover in a state of pregnancy. Angelina, who was an observer of women and children, increasingly wanted to help the girl.

"How am I, Dona?" ask Neva after she starts to recover."

"Your contact is fine."

"What?" Neva surprise. He thought, with the accident he had, it was unlikely that his 8-week-old womb would survive.

"The boy won't get away from you, Nev. He fought in your womb. The doctor said it was a miracle."

Neva did not respond to Dona's words. She was still confused as to what she should do with her pregnancy. He has enough money. The money Eldar always gave him. But the money will run out one day and Nev is convinced that his mother will not accept this child.

"Neva, never hate yourself. Especially hate your body. The child is a gift from God. He is also a part of you. Although his father does not want to take responsibility, but believe that God always helps good people. By keeping this content, then you've become a good person." Angelina advises and Neva cries. His heart was touched by the woman's attention.

Eventually, Neva was discharged from the hospital. He continued his S2 studies which stayed a few months away.

And what Angelina said was true. When Neva learns to accept the fact that she is pregnant, she begins to love her child. Indeed, while on campus, Neva could hide her pregnancy as much as possible because it could affect her status as a student receiving a scholarship.

Neva graduated from S2, after the content was 6 months old. Mr. Carlos accompanied him on graduation because his wife was returning to the Philippines. Many people thought that the handsome man was Neva's new lover. Dona deliberately did not deny it because he also hated Eldar.

2 weeks after Neva graduated, it turned out that Mr. Carlos was transferred to Jakarta. He invited Neva along. Neva was initially scared. But because Dona was willing to accompany him, they finally headed to Jakarta.

Dona and Neva live at the home of the Philippine ambassador to Indonesia. God sent Carlos and Angelina to save Neva's life.

Dona works as Angelina's assistant. He also faithfully accompanied Neva in the most difficult times of her life. Neva also did not dare to tell her mother that she had returned to Indonesia. Neva just sent a photo of her S2 graduation and said that she was working and would go home if her contract was done.

Until finally, one day, when Neva had just checked the contents accompanied by Angelina and Dona, they passed by Tirta's mother. The woman was surprised to see the condition of Neva who was pregnant. Neva was also shocked because it turned out that the family of Mr. Arya had moved to Jakarta.

Dona and Angelina explain the state of Neva to Tirta's mother because Neva herself did not dare to look at the face of the woman she had considered her second mother. When he heard the story of Neva, Tirta immediately hugged the woman while crying.

"Yes, God, my son. Very unfortunate your fate. And what a cruel man who has seduced you but dumped you while you were pregnant."

"I'm sorry, aunt. I'm really ashamed of you. Please don't say anything to my mother. I'll be angry and disappointed with you."

Tirta nodded. He promises to help Neva to give birth and will find work for Neva. He knew that Neva was a good boy and he believed Neva was wrong just because he was too innocent and allowed himself to be deceived by the man.

Neva's heart became relieved because there were 3 women supporting her.

However, something unexpected happened to Neva. As he was sweeping one morning, Neva slipped and bleeding heavily. Neva was taken to hospital. She gave birth right then and there because her birth had broken. Angelina's mother accompanied Neva to the delivery room.

Neva gives birth normally because surgery can no longer be performed.

"Why isn't my son crying? What happened to my son?" neva asked frantically when she did not hear the sound of her son's cries after she took the trouble to give birth normally.

The doctor looked panicked. "Mother Neva, your son is dead."

"No......!" shouted Neva hysterically. He could accept the fact that Eldar left him. But he could not accept the fact that his son was now dead.

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