
We are currently sitting in front of the obstetrician who used to handle my pregnancy while pregnant with the Eagle.
My desire to have another child is getting rounder. But not for the Word. After she agreed to my wish and the Eagle, now she just looked really dislikeful. Wh why? Because he just found out how to remove the IUD. He doesn't want me to be treated that way.
"Man, please ...," I whispered slowly.
"No!"
"Toh, one day it will also be removed. And the way is also that. The time I had to be operated on again just to take off KB," I said with a clear face.
"But it must have hurt, Lin," he insisted.
"Yes it must hurt" I said. "But not as sick as giving birth, Doc?" I asked for help from Doctor Riana.
Doctor Riana just stained a smile. He knows how overprotective the Word is to me.
"Yes, Mr. Firman. I try to slow down," he said.
The eagle who had been sitting on the lap of Firman just watched the drama of his parents with a confused look.
"So when can the baby be brought home?" tanyanya polo's.
Doctor Riana laughed at the Eagle's chatter.
"Dear, baby is not instant, son. Having a baby takes time" I said trying to explain.
"So, can't you get a baby now?" tanyakanya.
"No, especially if Papa does not ngizinin Mommy off her KB," I pretended to put on a sad face.
"Pa ...," sulked Eagle.
The Word took a deep breath. Seems like allowing me to remove an IUD is harder than breaking off business cooperation.
"OK, but I'll go with him, Doc," he said at last.
"Please, sir," Dr. Riana said with a smile.
The eagle is left to play the game, while Doctor Riana checks the position of her IUD. The Word kept holding my hand during the process. I was relaxed so I was tense to see my husband's reaction.
Sure enough, the process that should be able to pass smoothly becomes hampered because of the many interruptions from the Word.
Finally the IUD was successfully released with a lot of drama.
"How's this, Doc?" Word began to panic at me who was grimacing in pain.
"The pain is only a moment, sir. Later after this there may be a little bleeding, but that's normal, really," said Dr. Riana.
"Darling, are you okay?" she wiped the tears that were shed on my cheek.
"No longer need to use KB, I don't want you to get sick like that. Let's just keep you pregnant, I can afford it."
If it were in ordinary circumstances, I would laugh as much as I could hear his statement. But the pain kept me from laughing at him.
"Honey, giving birth hurts more than this," I said.
"Bigger again."
"We're just gonna program, honey. I said caesar. "At least you know that being pregnant and giving birth hurts."
"So what, Doc?" ask the Word after we sit down again in front of his desk.
"Seeing the history of the Father and Mother, it seems that Bu Lintang does not need to program. Bu Lintang healthy and fertile. So too with Mr. Word. Hopefully soon given another baby soon. Mostly I suggest keep food intake as well as diet alone."
Me and the Word looked at each other with their smiles. The chance to get pregnant is wide open. We also came home happy.
...
Time passed without feeling. The day also changed. Weeks change and months change. We are always happy, even though what we want has not yet come true.
We're still playing in the living room tonight. It's just the three of us. Arum was offered a job in Singapore once he graduated. Even his S2 education was suspended in order to try the world of work.
The eagle continued to play with his heavy equipment toys. Every now and then there were machine noises coming out of her tiny lips. Firman faithfully accompanied him to play here and there. Pushing bulldozer and shifting mobile crane.
"Darling, not sleepy? Mama is sleepy, nih," I said while covering my mouth with my hands. Vaporise.
"Yet, Ma. It's still exciting" he said still by pushing a jar with an excavator.
"Sleep first, Ma," said the Word. "Let the Eagle play with Papa first."
"Mama bobo first, yeah. Mom's tired today" I said. "Kiss Mama first, honey."
I mean calling for the Eagle, but not only the Eagle, his papa is approaching. They kissed my cheeks at the same time. I smiled happily.
I also moved into the room. Let the two men play together. I don't know what I did today, but it feels like my body is really tired. I fell asleep easily.
I blinked as I felt some kisses land on my face.
"Man ...."
"Yes, honey."
"Where's the view?" my many.
"Udah sleeps in his room" replied the Word while embracing my body.
"Sorry, yeah. I'm so sleepy" I said with my eyes closed.
"It's okay, honey. I know you must be tired all day long waiting for the Eagle. Sleep," my hair gently restored. Fucked my old forehead.
"Thank you for all your sacrifices, honey. For me too for the Eagle. You have to leave all your dreams behind."
"You're my dream now, man. You and the Eagle."
"Thank you, honey. I don't know what I should be grateful for, but you are my greatest gift. Without you I really wouldn't have survived. The more I love you. The more the day I was also the more afraid of losing you," this time his lips immediately greeted my lips gently.
"Thank you, Man. Thank you for loving me for so long and for keeping your love up to this day" I wiped her wet lips.
"Only one wants me now, to give you another child for our happiness to be perfect. But to this day, I haven't been able to give it."
"Don't worry, honey. Don't make it a burden. Our happiness is perfect. If God still deigns to leave a child to us, it would be easy for Him to give it at any time according to His will."
His words always calm me. We cuddled. It was like showing each other how much we wanted to give each other happiness. Yes, the Word says, our lives are perfect. We enjoy and are grateful.
This morning I woke up to the sound of someone vomiting in the bathroom. The Word.
I grabbed my sleeping kimono and immediately ran to the bathroom.
"What's wrong with you, honey?" I rubbed his neck, trying to help him feel better.
The Word did not answer, he was still constantly vomiting. After a few minutes, he could lift his face. I immediately gave her a small towel. I helped him walk towards the bed.
"I made tea first, yes Man," without waiting for an answer, I approached the dispenser and dipped a tea bag into a glass.
The Word sits leaning against the head of the bed. He's pinching his own temple.
I offered a glass of sweet tea that was not too concentrated, his favorite tea.
"Thank you, honey," he drank the tea.
"Still wanting to puke, man?" my many.
She shook her head.
"Wait a minute, I'll take the eucalyptus," I'll take the eucalyptus from the medicine box. I rubbed it on his stomach and back.
"You why? Wind in?" I was worried to see his pale face. "No need to go, yes," I said while checking his body temperature with the back of his hand. Not hot.
"Yes," he said according to.
...
"Why, Ma?" asked the Eagle who was making porridge in the kitchen. She felt strange seeing her papa still lying on the bed.
"Papa's sick, honey. So today will not go to the office," I said.
"What pain does it hurt?" tanyakanya.
"It's like a cold" I replied.
"oo. Can the Eagle bribe Papa?" her door.
"May, but you have to take a shower first. Don't be late for school because of Papa's mistress."
"OK," he immediately ran back to his room.
Bi Sri laughed at my son's behavior.
"Elang actually duplicated Mas Firman, yes Mbak," he said.
"Yes," I said as I stirred up the thickened porridge. "That's duplikatannya. Not only his face, his nature was the same," I smiled considering his always sweet attitude towards me. Exactly dad.
I'll give you a bowl of chicken porridge for the Word. The eagle was following me, already handsome in his kindergarten uniform.
"Papa sick?" ask her while sitting on a chair beside the bed.
"Father it's okay, champ. Papa just got in the wind," the Word tried to sit down.
The eagle put his little hand on the forehead of the Word, making me giggle. The boy was good at imitating whatever I often did to him or to his papa.
"Papa is not hot, definitely soon healthy. Papa just has to eat a lot," he chanted to make me more and more curled up.
"Here, Eagle bribe," he asked me to bring his bowl of porridge closer to the Word. He put a spoonful of warm porridge on his papa.
"It's not hot, is it? The eagle was in the kitchen. Not blown, really. Mama said hot food can't be blown."
I'd love to pinch her cheek. Somehow he can be so smart.
Word rubbed the eagle's hair full of pity.
"Thank you, champ Papa. But you have to go to school now, if you don't wanna be late. Today was delivered by Mr. Min to Mama, yes. Going home from school, if Papa's better, Papa's gonna pick up the Eagle."
The eagle looked towards the wall clock.
"Oh yes, really. Come, Ma. We have to go now" he said.
"Come, honey," I'll get my bag right away.
"I'll take the Eagle for a minute, Man," I said, kissing her hand.
"Yes. Tell Mr. Min, be careful. Oya, if you go home through the market, please buy a water guava, yes."
I looked directly at him, "Water guava?"
"Yes," he nodded for sure.
I who was still confused herded the Eagle immediately out of the room. Not yet I came out of the door, Firman was running back to the bathroom.
She why?