Love of the Past
Vacation to Raja Ampat (part 2)
Is it possible that he? Yeah, she's the woman I saw with Genald in the photo on Lorry's mom's phone. I'm not wrong, right?
"Darling, what's wrong?" genald asked Neva as her husband held her shoulder.
"Mas, just screw it up." Neva rubbed her chest.
"What's wrong?" genald asked and sat down next to his wife.
"Well, you know that woman?"
"Who woman?" asked Genald while turning left and right.
"That's the mas, who was sitting near the red boat. Right in front of us."
Genald squinted his eyes. Neva saw her husband's expression. Genald did not look surprised or nervous. "I don't know darling. But the guy seems to know me. Like one of the young entrepreneurs. Unfortunately, the name I forgot. But like recently, she just got engaged. Maybe that girl is his fiancee." Genald said calmly.
"What time, mas? Take a good look at that girl?"
Genald settled his wife while frowning her forehead. "What do you mean, baby?" genald asked, looking angry.
"No." Neva immediately wrapped her hands around Genald's arms. He was afraid that Genald would get angry. "We went there, huh, mas?" invite Neva to stay away from the place because honestly he does not like to see Eldar seemed fun chatting with the girl.
Genald also asked Neva to take pictures on several parts of the beach describing the situation that night. They also sometimes take pictures of Selfi both then Genald send the picture to his mother and he also put it on his IG page. Yesterday, after a year of marriage, Genald and Neva followed each other on their IG accounts. Weird right?
Satisfied taking pictures in several places, they returned to the villa. The rain began to fall making the air that was hot, began to feel cold.
"Why are you standing here?" genald asked as he hugged Neva from behind. Neva was standing by the window in the room.
"I was enjoying the natural cold air. Not cold because of AC."
Genald rubbed both arms of Neva who was indeed wearing a sleeveless dress. "Just close the window. You're cold."
Neva began to understand what Genald wanted. I don't know why he's reluctant to make love tonight. "I still want to be here, ma'am."
"But I want us to go to bed" Genald said, then began to kiss Neva's shoulder, moving to his neck, leaving Neva a little surprised at Genald's sweet treatment of him.
"Maz ....!" Neva tries to escape from Genald's embrace.
"Why?" genald's hand, which was originally on Neva's waist, now began to move to his chest.
"Mas, I .....!" Neva held Neva's hand. Then he turned his body. Their views meet.
"What's up, Nev?" ask Genald. "You don't want to fuck with me? Didn't you say you wanted to give me a chance?"
"I......!" Neva's confused. How does he say he felt nothing when Genald touched him? The fear that Genald had always touched her violently still loomed over her.
"Your body is even shaking? Are you afraid of me? Are you afraid I'm hurting you?" genald asked gently as he put away the children of Neva's hair that covered his face.
"Sorry, mom. I'm...."
Genald hugged Neva. "I'm sorry. I shouldn't have to rush like this."
After peeping the top of Neva's head, Genald let go of his embrace. "Deplace your clothes and we'll go to bed soon. Because tomorrow our journey will start at 7 a.m. You brought sunbloc, right? I don't want your skin to be charred tomorrow."
Neva nodded. He immediately picked up his change of clothes in the closet and went into the bathroom.
After brushing her teeth and washing her face, Neva came out of the bathroom. He saw that Genald had also used home cloth pants and black t-shirts.
"The problem already exists. Drink while it is still warm." said Genald while showing a glass of milk on the nightstand.
"Milk?" Neva was confused because she didn't feel like ordering milk.
"Mas, I've brushed my teeth."
"No problem. Mama said, you have to eat and drink a lot of food. So that your weight goes up fast."
Feeling bad to refuse the milk that has been ordered by Genald, Neva also drank it until it runs out. Fortunately the heat was just right.
"Well, that's dong." Genald climbed onto the bed and patted the side next to him blankly. Neva understood what her husband meant. She got on the bed and laid her body beside her husband. Genald hugged Neva. He pressed the light switch button on top of his head. The room became dim. "Hava a sweet dream, honey." whispered Genald then pulled Neva to be closer to his body. Neva felt a sudden drowsiness attack her and she fell asleep in her husband's arms.
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Neva wakes up when the clock is still showing at 5 am. He looked at the still sound Genald beside him. Slowly he got out of bed, went to the bathroom to pee and finally got out of the room.
The villas here are connected via a bridge made of wood. Neva saw that there were some people who seemed to have also woken up and wanted to see the sunrise.
As he looked at the villa next to the one they were in, Neva saw a man standing in the porch of the villa, looking down, staring at him without blinking.
"Eldars? He lives next to us? What does he mean?" Neva muttered to herself. He immediately approached the man.
"El, how come you can be here anyway?" neva asked as he looked occasionally at his village, afraid that Genald would suddenly wake up even though Neva knew that Genald was never dawn.
"Yes can. I'll have money for a walk here."
"But why is it that we happen to be here? Our villa is also next door."
"Yes, just ask the owner of this villa."
"I don't want to joke."
"Who said I was kidding?"
"So you were deliberately following me?"
"Yes." Yeah."
"El, why is it gini?"
Eldar drew Neva's hand so that he entered his village. He immediately closed the door and pushed Neva's body so that she leaned against the door.
"El, my husband is next door. What if he's looking for me?"
"It's still dawn. He won't be looking for you 'cause he's late."
"What do you mean, El?"
Eldar chose not to answer Neva's question. He stroked the face of the woman he loved so much. "How did you sleep? Wakeless? Sucky milk?"
"How did you know I drank milk last night?"
"Because I ordered it." And I put sleeping pills in it so you don't have to fuck your fucking husband.
"You want what the hell? El, I want to mend my relationship with Genald" Neva said.
"He doesn't deserve a second chance."
"He's my husband."
"And I'm the one you love."
"So what do you want?"
"If Genald can cheat on you, then you can also cheat on me."
"We crazy? What kind of woman do you think I am?" Neva is an emotion.
"Don't ever sleep with her again, Ev."
"You rule my home life. It's only natural that I sleep with Genald. He's my husband."
Eldar imprisons Neva's body between his hands. His body leaned forward so that their shrill bodies touched. "I don't want your body to be damaged because of a disease that Genald could have transmitted to you due to his sly habit here. I just want to protect you and I have to honestly admit that I'm going to go crazy imagining you making love to her."
"El, I've been begging you many times, not to disturb my life again. Now let me go. You're just the past to me." Neva manages to push Eldar's body and opens the door.
"If I'm just the past to you, why do you look jealous when you see me with another girl?"
Neva turned her body and looked at Eldar sharply. "Who is jealous?"
"Maybe you've forgotten. We've been together 4 years, Ev. And I know your face changes when you're really happy, really angry and really jealous" Eldar said as he held back his smile. "You still want to deny that you weren't jealous last night?"
"Crazy!" Neva immediately left Eldar before the man cornered her. He did not want Eldar to know his heart.
Neva reenters the villa directly to the room. He saw that Genald was still soundly asleep. He decided to take a shower and after changing his clothes, Neva headed to the kitchen to drink water. And when he just took out a bottle of ice water from the refrigerator, through the glass window in the kitchen, he said, he could see that Eldar was on the balcony behind the villa while taking a picture of a girl who was with him last night. The unlucky! Did she sleep with him last night?
