Love of the Past

I'm Willing

Slowly Neva opened her eyes. He smelled a very special perfume on his nose. There was a hand wrapped possessively in his stomach. Neva smiled too. Slowly he turned his body and immediately faced with a handsome face overgrown by a thin beard typical of Turkish men. Neva's hand slowly rubbed the face of the man she loved so much. Neva's memories then drift at what they did last night until Neva finally has to sleep in Eldar's apartment room.

Last night ...

As the sweet kiss turns into a body-burning hot kiss, Neva and Eldar momentarily forget what is around them. The closeness of the body they once felt, now like a fire doused with gasoline.

"El.....!" Neva nodded as Eldar removed the shirt he was wearing. Neva, who was originally sitting on Eldar's lap, was now laid on the sofa they were sitting on. Eldar's kiss returned to the woman's lips, while Eldar's hand slipped into Neva's back and removed the small cloth covering the precious asset on her chest. Eldar's eyes immediately sparkled as he recalled how the two twin mountains had always driven him crazy. His hand was of course immediately there and made Neva even more uncontrollable.

The sound of Neva's cell phone placed on the table, momentarily made Neva's consciousness begin to return. "Princess.nggu, El....!" Neva slowly woke up and her eyes immediately glared to see who was calling her. He took a deep breath before finally receiving the call.

"Hallo, ma!" sapa Neva tried to look calm. He grabbed his t-shirt that was on the floor to cover a plain chest. Tirta, Genald's mother contacted him at an unusual hour.

"Assalamu'alaikum."

"Maalaikumsalam, ma."

"Neva, are you asleep?" ask Tirta from across.

"Yet, ma? What's up?" ask Neva.

"Is Genald still bothering you again?"

"No, ma. Why why?"

"If Genald still bothers you again immediately contact mama huh? Don't want to believe him. Mama heard that she sold the car."

"Yes, ma."

"If you're not busy, visit your mom and dad often. We miss you."

"Good, ma."

"Yes, already. You just rest. Good night."

"Good night." Neva put her phone back on the table while her one hand was still holding the shirt on her chest. He looked at Eldar who looked wrong. Was the guy blushing, seemed to be holding back the existing napsu.

"El, face it" said Neva.

"Why?"

"I want to put my shirt on again."

"Just wear. I've seen it before. I've also seen my twin idol mountains."

"Gold!" Neva hit Eldar's arm in annoyance even though he was embarrassed. Neva could feel her face getting hot.

"Why?"

"El, Tirta's mother's phone saved us both from the deeds of Zinah. In the past, we followed the feeling of love full of lust. We are finally separated by the fruits of that adultery. I don't want to fall for the same mistake."

"I want you, Ev."

"I knew. But I can't." Neva stood up and directly turned her back to Eldar. He reused the cover of his two assets and then his shirt. "I'm just going to my place."

Neva steps in but Eldar gets in her way. "Don't go!"

"If I hadn't left, we'd have forgotten ourselves again, El."

"Sleep here with me. I promise I won't fuck around. Even though my head actually hurts a bit." honestly Eldar made Neva finally chuckle.

"Really?"

"Don't believe me?" .

Neva nodded too. They ended up sleeping in the same room after Eldar had gone to the bathroom to continue his desire that had not been channeled. Finally, Neva slept in her arms.

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Eldar wakes up and does not find Neva beside him. When he called, Neva had gone to work.

The man immediately took a shower and finally had breakfast after Rangga brought him breakfast.

"Sir, here.....!" Rangga placed some photos in front of Eldar.

"Is this mami?"

"Yes." Yeah."

"And this guy?"

"He is Turkish. Looks like she's a person from Mrs Elif's past."

"Examine on."

"All I know is that he's a detective. He's the one who took the master from Singapore to Jakarta when he had an accident first."

"What's his name?"

"Erdogan's Fatah."

"Investigate about him, huh? I wonder how close he is to my mom. I don't forbid you to marry again. But I don't want it if the guy just wants mami's money. He looks young."

"It's 42 years old."

"Tuh, right. Very different from mami who is now 54 years old."

Eldar nodded. He then wears his suit. "We're leaving now?"

"Yes. It seems that he can't wait for the arrival of the master."

"I am too." Eldar smiled then stepped up excitedly today.

But, just as his car left the apartment, Eldar's phone rang. Call from his mother.

"Where are you, El?"

"On the road to the office, mi. What's up?"

"To the hospital first. Mommy wait."

"Mommy's sick?"

"No. Kintan is sick. Her mother said, Kintan is stressed lately. Eating irregularly, sleeping irregularly and all because of you."

"Cock 'cause I'm the one?"

"Especially if it's not you who postponed your marriage? Anyway mom wait at the Kintan family hospital. Mommy's already out."

Eldar looked at Rangga who was driving. "We go to the hospital first. Kintan said he was sick. And my mom won't stop calling me before I see Kintan."

"Good sir."

Eldar also sent a message to someone to inform him of his delay.

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Kintan's face was pale and he looked very weak. Kintan and Elif's parents immediately left Kintan's treatment room when Eldar came.

"Ki, you can't believe it. You have to learn to love yourself. You must eat, must sleep enough."

Kintan's tears watered when he heard Eldar's words. The man would not even hold his hand as they spoke. Kintan knew that Eldar was indeed a bit cold in his person but the man also paid enough attention to him.

"You made me like this, El. Why would I live if I couldn't be with you?"

Eldar took a deep breath. He had tried to open his heart to Kintan but when he tried, Neva came back and realized Eldar that no other girl could shake his heart but Neva.

"Ki, follow what the doctor says. Eat regularly and get enough sleep. I have to go because there was an important meeting this morning." Eldar standing. He rubbed Kintan's head.

"You're going to come back, aren't you, El?" ask Kintan expectantly.

"Yes. Hopefully I'll come by tonight."

"Just you have to come, El." whine Kintan. Eldar just nodded and immediately left.

Shortly after Eldar's departure, Kintan called Neva. He asked Neva to come in the afternoon.

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In the afternoon, after work, Neva came to visit Kintan. He was sad to see the girl who seemed to be very pale and weak.

"Nev, please persuade Eldar to immediately determine our wedding date. What am I supposed to tell people if Eldar won't marry me?" kintan said while holding Neva's hand.

"I'll try, Ki."

Kintan's crying. "Perhaps if you do the talking, Eldar will listen. Sorry if I was so pushy. But I love Eldar very much. I don't want any other man. I want just Eldar."

Neva was so sorry to see the pain in Kintan's eyes. As he was about to leave, Eldar and Rangga came. Neva only smiled briefly and then immediately decided to go home. While he was outside the hospital, Neva sent Eldar a message. I'm waiting at the apartment tonight. I want to talk.

At 8 p.m., Eldar knocks on the door of Neva's apartment. The woman opened it immediately.

"What's up, Ev?" asked Eldar after the two sat side by side on the sofa.

"If I'm going to marry you, will you decide your wedding date with Kintan soon?" ask Neva.

Eldar smiled with a heart that was beating very fast. "Yes. We're getting married and I'm getting married to Kintan 6 months after our wedding."

"It's too long, El."

"I still have a project in the Philippines, Ev. 2 months from now is my busiest day."

"Then 4 months after we got married. With the record, Kintan can't know about our marriage. I'll just be your secret wife. Our marriage is known only to me, you, Rangga and my uncle. We're getting married in Malang. We're married in series, El."

"No. I want to legally marry you from both religion and government."

"As long as you promise to pay attention to Kintan. I don't want you to be just next to the weight. I just want your attention to Kintan if you're married later."

"I'll be fair. That's all I'm gonna say."

Neva nodded. It is not a woman who accepts polygamy. But he was very sad when he saw the desperate Kintan. Neva remembers being heartbroken when she thought Eldar was leaving her. Eldar has seized the sanctity of Kintan because Neva wants Eldar to be responsible.

Oh God, enable me to do this. Inner Neva as Eldar hugged her.

*********

Is Eldar ready for polygamy?

Can Neva also share Eldar's love for Kintan ?