Love of the Past

Reasons to Go

Neva cleaned the living room this morning. Last night, Genald didn't come out again. He immediately slept well. Neva doesn't know why Genald is so tired.

Early in the morning, Genald was also gone. He didn't even have breakfast. Neva also took advantage of her time to clean the living room.

As Neva patted the sofa Eldar had used to sleep on, he found a ring. "Lho, this is Eldar's engagement ring. Then he dropped it here." Neva immediately kept the ring. Tomorrow, he plans to take pictures of their wedding and discuss the wedding plans Eldar and Kintan.

Once the living room is clean, Neva immediately goes to the bathroom to take a shower. As he undressed and looked into the mirror, Neva's eyes widened when he saw that there were two red marks there. Right on the mound in his chest.

His memory goes back to what he and Eldar did in the car during the downpour.

When Eldar kisses her, Neva rediscovers the passion in his long lost life. I don't know which demon teased him so much that he returned Eldar's kiss. Neva even resigned as Eldar lifted his body and placed him on the lap of the man. Neva immediately wrapped her hands around Eldar's neck and continued with the kiss full of desire.

All the pain he felt when Eldar left him first seemed to disappear. Neva is also a woman who needs caresses and affection. The marriage he thought could make him happy was just the rough treatment he received from Genald.

Neva did not know how the shirt he had worn was now open. Even the cover of his two precious assets on the chest, Eldar had already released. When Eldar released Neva's lips, the man immediately kissed Neva's neck, his hand directly touching the two mounds, making Neva feel like his body was electrocuted by thousands of volts. Something he never felt when Genald touched him.

"El....!" hiss Neva when Eldar's kiss had gone down to his chest. Neva was completely out of her control. What he and Eldar had been through while in Sidney, now he felt back. Sweet, gentle, full of love and undeniable passion.

Evidence of Eldar's undeniable desire can Neva feel because he is sitting on the man's lap.

Slowly Eldar laid down Neva's body. Ready for their body.

Neva's phone is now ringing. Neva wanted to ignore it, but from the ringtones she set, she knew where the job calls and where her family calls.

"El, wait....!" Neva pushes Eldar's body. He picked up his phone in a bag that was placed in the front seat.

"Hallo papa's...." Neva gets tense seeing who's calling.

"Nev, has Genald arrived home yet?"

"Mas Genald? I don't know yet, pa. I'm still in the office. I'll be home soon." Neva was very nervous.

"Yes already. If you're in the apartment call papa again?"

"Well, pa." said Neva. He put his phone back. His hand slowly picked up the t-shirt that had fallen to the floor of the car. "El, we can't believe it. It's called adultery. I don't want to. I'm sorry I forgot myself. We better not see each other again." Neva put her shirt back on. Eldar rubbed his face rough. Now he knew what they were doing was wrong. "I'm sorry. I forgot myself too."

Neva took a deep breath. He immediately moved to the front seat. "We're home, El."

Eldar nodded.he put on his wet clothes again. The two kept quiet until they finally arrived at Neva's apartment. "Thank you."

Eldar held Neva's hand. "I'm sorry for my stupidity."

Neva smile. "We both forgot ourselves, El. So forget it." then Neva gets off. Eldar left immediately.

One deep breath, returning Neva to her memory of what happened yesterday. He then sped up his bath and immediately changed clothes to the office. Fortunately, last night, Genald didn't mess with him. If Genald asks for his right, Neva doesn't know how to explain the sign on his chest.

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Today, Neva made an agreement with Gina in her office. He hopes to meet with Eldar to give Eldar a ring.

"Let's go in, mba."

Such was Gina's warm welcome. Neva stepped into his room. Her fiance is there too. Neva immediately handed over the photos and a CD recording the engagement. After seeing the photos for a while, Neva's fiancee decided to go home because there was a meeting in her office.

"My brother's still in a meeting. Maybe it'll be over soon. Our family was actually very dizzy with Eldar's brother. Last night he said that he would postpone the wedding."

Neva surprised. "Can't you?"

"That's, mba. High blood last night mami to kumat. Eldar seems to love Kintan less or what? Or maybe Eldar's brother who hasn't been able to forget his old love?"

"Old love?" I don't know why Neva was a kepo.

Gina took a deep breath. "Mba don't tell anyone? It's actually a secret between me and Eldar's brother. In the past, when papi and mami were almost divorced, Eldar rebelled. He loves papi very much. Finally Eldar went to Sidney as soon as he graduated High School. He went there because he got a scholarship. Eldar did not want to receive any help from papi or mami. It is only with me that Eldar's brother communicates. That too is rare. Eldar really lives independently. He works here and there to fund his life. Fortunately there was our cousin who often helped Eldar indirectly. He pretended to be given a job to draw, and gave more money for Eldar on the actual thing it was from papi. Then, Eldar had a story, if he had a girlfriend. The Indonesians also. He said he fell in love with the girl at first sight. Eldar even often said he was crazy about the girl. When he graduated, Eldar struggled to get his S2 scholarship so as not to leave his girl there. He even has a good job and said they save for capital later when they go home and will get married." Gina took another deep breath. He took out a bottle of mineral water and gulped the contents down. I don't know why he believed in Neva to tell me this.

"Then?" Neva's getting curious.

"Kak Eldar gets a assignment to Singapore. Her boyfriend called and said she was pregnant. Eldar is very happy. He wanted to quickly return to Sidney and bring his girlfriend. However, on the way to the airport, Eldar's brother had an accident. We were called by the company because of Eldar's coma. The company where you work belongs to your best friend Papi. So we were immediately contacted. 3 months in Singapore, Eldar did not realize. Eldar's comatose state actually makes papi and mami relationships good. The miracle happened in the fourth month. Eldar suddenly opened his eyes. However, because he was in a coma for too long, he had amnesia for several months. He forgot about himself. Slowly the brother's memory returns, the first thing he does is return to Sidney. We were all shocked. But no one can prevent it. For a month more my brother was there. Seeking lover. People said Eldar's girlfriend had gone to the Philippines with another man. Eldar's brother was disappointed, angry, hated until finally locked himself up when he came home from Sidney. Then Kintan's brother came. Kak Kintan is Eldar's little friend despite being 4 years younger than Eldar. Actually since childhood has liked Eldar's brother. Mami also really likes Kintan. He is the one who comforts, strengthens and makes Brother Eldar able to rise again as he is now."

Neva has no idea what Gina's talking about. His head suddenly dizzy. He was so hard to hold back his tears. Trying to smile so Gina did not suspect. The girl Gina was talking about was actually herself.

"I'm going to the toilet first" Neva said.

"Oh, please. That's the door." Gina pointed at a black door that was still in her room. Neva rushed there before her tears fell.

Oh God, it turned out that way. I hate Eldar, in that he's been in an accident and in a coma for months. But why did the company say Eldar resigned?

Neva tried to regain her feelings. Whatever happened in the past, it's over. Neva is married and Eldar is getting married soon.

After wiping away her tears, Neva tidied her makeup for a while and immediately came out.

"Sister Eldar asked Mba to go to his room" said Gina.

"Eh me...." Neva's actually not ready to meet Eldar.

"Come on. Who knows, he's excited to be planning his wedding again." Gina immediately took Neva's hand to her brother's room upstairs.

"Sir ....!" he opened the door to Eldar's room.

Eldar who seemed to be still discussing with Rangga immediately smiled. "Come in the Neva!"

"I'm staying huh? I have a meeting with my client. Bye.." said Gina. Neva didn't think Gina would leave. Especially after that, Rangga came out.

Eldar looked at Neva who was still standing. Then his forehead creased. "You just cried?" ask her with a worried tone. He immediately approached Neva and held Neva's face.

"Eh.I ..." Neva's getting nervous. Gina's story had a huge impact on her feelings. His hatred for Eldar has now disappeared.

"Genald did something to you?" Eldar looks worried.

Neva's heart trembled with Eldar's attention. Unknowingly the warm water again filled his eyes. And her tears fell.

"Darling .....!" Eldar can't take it anymore. He immediately embraced Neva with the love he still had for her. "How can I be happy when you're suffering, Ev?" eldar whispered increasingly tightened his embrace.

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How can they be happy with another partner if they are still in love?