Love of the Past

Love of the Past
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From the mirror, I saw a man standing not far behind me.


"Hin ...."


"Are you okay, Lin? I saw you rush to play a hit" he said with a worried look.


I turned to face him.


"I'm nauseous, Hen," my eyes fell upon the stain on his suit that looked freshly cleaned with water.


"The person I hit earlier, you?"


"Yes. That's why I'm after you. You okay?" he walked over to me.


"I'm not strong if I smell a strong smell. Must be instantly nauseous and dizzy. I'm sorry, I'm so dirty in your suit" I regret.


"It's okay. Is it always like this?" he looked at me pity.


I nodded. My feet are starting to go weak. My not strong hands continued to support my heavy body. I started slumping under the sink.


"Cross!" he swiftly restrained my body from simultaneously falling to the floor. "Where's the word, anyway?"


I'm shaking. "Handphone's in my bag."


Now my position is sitting on the floor, with Hendy's chest as a backrest. My stomach is back. A few times my baby kicked, making me moan. It seems like he is feeling my worries right now.


"Oh, how is this?" Hendy who saw my situation looked very confused. "Your baby's kidding, huh?"


"If I feel pain, he'll lose it too, Hen. Likewise, if I feel anxious, he also likes not to be able to be brake," I said while stroking my stomach which stretched to the right and to the left making my stomach not perfectly round.


"Deck, deck, calm down, honey. Your mom's kasian if you keep kicking," she's trying to help by stroking my stomach.


Instead of being calm, my baby kicked even stronger, making Hendy surprised.


"She doesn't like me" he said.


Although limp, I would not want to laugh to hear it.


"Where's the papa, anyway?" said annoyed. "Can you stand up, Lin? I'm helping."


"Attep, Hen. My body is still limp. My head is also a little dizzy. Can you get me a cell phone?"


Hendy immediately opened the clutch and picked up a cell phone. Prostituted me. I immediately called Mr. Anto to find Firman and told him to pick me up in the toilet.


Hendy helped me stand up. I'm still leaning against his chest. It felt like dejavu felt back his chest that field with a warm woody fragrance.


"Can road? Or do I want to carry it?" bargained for.


"Are you sure you want to carry me this big?" i chuckle. "I want to walk, Hen. I don't want the Word to think of you holding me."


"All right," she pulled me out of the toilet. His hand held my hand and the other held my waist.


"If I had dared to face Papa to propose to you, maybe now the child in your womb is my son, not the son of the Word," he said regretfully.


"Don't use the word supposition, Hen. Our paths are different."


"Yes, you're right," we walked sideways to the showroom.


I saw the Word running towards us. He suddenly stopped a few steps in front of me. He looked at me with a view I could not understand.


"Where are you from, man?" bentak Hendy's. "Don't you know that your wife almost fainted in the toilet?"


Firman looked surprised to hear Hendy snapping at him. He immediately came forward and took over my body from Hendy's hands.


"I'm sorry, I was looking for you inside, but I didn't see you. You okay, honey?" he asked while embracing my waist and grasping one of my hands tightly.


"What's wrong? He's puking to the top of it," said Hendy.


"Hen, since when have you been so chatty?" sindirku.


"Finally your husband, already knew his wife was pregnant and even taken to a place like this."


"Who wanted to go here was me, not him," I grimaced to feel my baby kick again.


The Word that saw it, immediately caressed my stomach. Trying to calm his son down in there.


Hendy who saw it instantly fell silent.


"Yes, because your husband has come, I want to go" Hendy stepped away from us.


"Hen!" call me, "Thank you a lot. And I'm sorry I've soiled your suit."


The word immediately looked.


"I threw up Hendy" I told him.


"Sorry, Hen. I'll have people bring you a new suit" said Firman quickly.


"No, I want to go home too. This isn't the first time Lintang threw me up" she said casually. "It's important you take good care of him and his son."


Hendy re-entered the showroom.


"Sorry, Honey. I was really worried about you. You okay?" The Word examined me from top to bottom.


"I'm still lemes, Man."


Without cue, immediately carried my body is a bridal style. He immediately took me outside to Pak Anto who was ready with his car.


"Man, ashamed of people" I said, hiding my face in his chest.


"Biarin, at least tomorrow morning in the newspaper," he said stupidly.


He put me in the car carefully. Then he went inside. He put me in his lap and his hand kept stroking my stomach without a word.


...


Last night the Word did not utter a word. She just hugged me tightly and kept kissing me. It seems like he is back insecure.


"Man," call me in the morning. I don't like this kind of atmosphere. If he doesn't want to talk, let me do the talking.


"Hemm ...," she just squirms.


"Wake up sweetheart, it's dawn" I wiped his cheek.


The Word opened his eyes. I tried to smile as sweetly as possible to brighten her mood.


"Darling ...."


"Please, Lin. Don't say anything. I just want to hug you" he said, closing his eyes again.


I let him hug me. I know, he just wanted to declare his ownership of me.


"Later we'll have bad luck, you know," I remember.


He finally woke up with a smile on his face.


After the prayer, we just chatted on the bed. Although there were not many words coming out of her lips, I knew she was already feeling a little relieved.


"Man, about yesterday ...."


"Can't you say anything about yesterday?" her door.


"okay."


I lay on his lap. He stroked my long hair.


"When do we go back to Bandung, Man?" my many.


"Bath and breakfast, baby," she said, rubbing my stomach.


"OKAY. If it's a shower, let's just take a quick trip home."


"Why do you want to go home? You don't want to go for a walk?" bargained for. "Maybe you'd like to buy something here to add to our nursery."


"Your son's room is full, Pa," I said with pressure.


"I want the best for him. After he's born, I'll also make him a playground in front of our house. As promised to her brother."


Kissed stomach. And as usual, my baby kissed her Papa with a kick that made me grimace.


"Our baby must be a guy, the kick is very fast," I said while rubbing my stomach to reduce the pain.


"No, Deck. You must be a girl, right? Abis Mama looked so beautiful during your pregnancy," she said, bringing her face closer to my stomach as if they were talking.


"I'm sure, must be handsome like Papa," I said firmly.


"No, it must be beautiful like Mama," she also insisted on her beliefs.


From the beginning we did not deliberately want to know the gender of this child, so that later became a surprise.


"I want a boy like you."


"I want to miniature you."


Our dispute cut off the sound of the phone ringing.


"Thank you," I said.


Word shuffled and took his phone on the nightstand.


"Hello" said the Word as he lifted the call.


" ... "


He doesn't like what his interlocutor is talking about.


"Can't you handle it yourself?" said again.


" ... "


Seen a frown on his forehead.


"Well, I'll call again" said Firman, ending his conversation.


"Why the hell, honey?" ask me carefully.


"There is a cooperation, but he wants to talk to me, not want to be with Reno" he replied.


"Continue?"


"She's meeting this morning."


"Hurry up" I commented.


"That's food ...."


"But if it's profitable, just go."


"No! Today I just want to be with you and our baby," he brought his face to my stomach and kissed my stomach.


"Darling, don't be hurt. Tau ticklish! He reacted immediately."


Sure enough, the baby in my stomach is stretching. I don't know what he's doing in there until my stomach is no longer round. Pain and pain, as well as amused to reach my stomach.


"Thou shaw!" my moans while holding my stomach which is now more inclined to the right.


"Darling, calm down. Don't be so hard-kicked, your father is in pain," Word stroked my stomach again with guilt.


"It hurts, honey?" tanyakanya.


I nodded in agreement.


"If I could, I'd be willing to take your place to feel the pain."


"Udah, I'm nothing, really. Let me take it. All you have to do now is take a shower. I make breakfast, and you can leave" I said, combing her hair with my fingers.


"I won't leave you alone" he said, holding my hand.


"You'll have to worry about Bi Sumi coming, too" I said calmly.


...


I was just driving Firman to the door, when someone knocked on him again.


"habits. Surely if someone hastily missed," I grumbled as I walked towards the door supporting my distended stomach.


I opened the door wide. And ...


Brug!