Love of the Past

Love of the Past
The delayed happiness



"No want! I want to go home! Some are waiting at home," I cried.


"Who? Mommy?"


"Not."


"Keep who?"


"There's. That's why I came home," my whine.


"Are you sure you don't want to go to the apartment first?" tanyakanya.


"No!"


"Yes, we're going home. Wait for Mr. Min first, yes," he persuaded while pulling the tip of my chin.


Mr. Min walked in a hurry. As soon as he arrived, we immediately returned to Bandung.


Along the way, the Word kept holding my hand. I just put my head on his shoulder. My head is dizzy and my stomach is nauseous. Eucalyptus oil can't escape the tip of my nose.


"Tumben you're mabok, honey. It's usually okay, too" he rubbed my forehead gently. "You're firing again."


"I'm fine, Man," I assured him.


"If you're not feeling well, don't pick me up at the airport. Just wait at home," he said with a worried tone.


"I miss you. I want to rush to see you," I said spoiled.


"Whether you say kangen, my heart is pounding tau, Lin."


"Times?" ask me with a seductive look.


"No believe? Here's the horror," the Word pulled my nape toward his chest.


Mr. Min looks smiling at our behavior.


"Word, iiih ...."


"She didn't believe me" he said, pulling my cheek with his thumb and index finger.


"Udah, just sleep on my lap. Let you get well." I put my head on his lap. I pulled my legs up onto the chair and aligned with my body.


His hands were endlessly rubbing my forehead. Makes me feel comfortable.


"Man, the story of your work there," I asked as I looked at him from below.


"You want to hear?"


"He uh."


"All right," he then told me a lot of things he did in Germany.


Her soft voice and her rubbing on my head made me feel sleepy. And I fell asleep in his lap.


...


"Hey, Princess Sleep, wake up! We're home" said the Word, poking my nose. "If you don't sleep on my lap, I've carried you in" he continued.


I'm just squirming. Shaking my head in his lap.


Word chuckles.


"Okay, my wife. We continue the spoiled inside, yuk," he said while helping me to wake up.


I got out of the car with a staggering body. Word hastily held my body.


"Why star? Dizziness? Nausea? Vomiting?" asked the mother who suddenly approached us. "Say Mom too, you're at home, don't pick up."


"Stars are okay, ma'am. Lintang just woke up," I said.


"I am the new one, Kok Lintang who was asked," murmured Word while kissing his mother's hand.


"If you're sure you're all right," said the mother, rubbing her firstborn's head.


"Udah chests in. Latitude Cassian."


"Tangles really are okay, ma'am. Don'worry. Honey, shower, gih. Let me make you a drink" I said.


"Yes, honey."


I was preparing his clothes, when Firman came out of the bathroom wrapped in a towel covering part of his body.


Seeing her burly body with a few drops of water coming down from the end of her hair made me gulp my own saliva.


Word approached me by raising his eyebrows. Seductively.


I lowered my gaze with a blushed face. Not even the Word did anything, my body was already hot cold.


He rubbed my cheek with one hand, another hand held my waist tightly. Fatigued she brought her lips closer to mine. Gently kissed my lips, and I gladly returned the kiss.


The longer the kiss gets hotter and more demanding. I who had long missed him easily followed the rhythm he played.


He led my body to the bed. He is full of naps. His hands began to explore every inch of my body. Makes me sigh unapologetically. Quickly released my dress and thrown it carelessly.


"I really miss you, baby" she whispered in my ear.


Kissed her all over my face, then down to my neck. I felt his unstoppable desire. I let him give me a lot of ownership marks on my body. The Word revealed his longing, until he was completely satisfied to complete his desire.


"Thank you, honey. Thank you," she gave me a kiss on the top of my head.


I pulled out the bed cover to cover our plain bodies. Hugged my body tightly. I put my head on his chest that field. I punched her hard belly with my finger, making her chuckle.


"Happy?" my many.


"Never, maybe two or three more rounds" he said, biting my earlobe slowly.


"The president! Amused tau!" my yelling. I covered my ears with my palms.


Word laughs.


"You're getting prettier and hotter" again she pulled my chin and kissed me for a long time.


"The others?"


"You seem more content, let alone this and this part" squeezed two of his favorite parts into my body.


"You really are hapaf, every inch of my body" I said, pulling his nose.


"of course. I've saved all the data about you in my brain and my heart" he said, sniffing my neck. "You're mine."


"If this?" I carried his big hand over my stomach.


He caressed my stomach. My stomach that is no longer flat should be very clear in his eyes.


He looked at me with a confused look.


"This ...?"


I nodded and smiled.


"He's waiting for you to come home. He said he misses his dad. And he was smiling, as soon as his father came home, he immediately found him."


The Word immediately sat with a mixed face between surprise and happiness. I saw her eyes glazed over.


"You're not cool, are you?" I sat down and covered her face with both hands.


"Are you serious? Are you pregnant again?" tanyanya could not believe it.


I nodded for sure.


Kissed my whole face. The Word hugged me tightly, very tightly. I was stuck in his arms.


I feel like there's water falling on my nose. When I looked up, I saw my husband crying without a sound. I didn't expect his reaction to be like this.


"Man, don't cry."


Firman wiped his tears with a spit.


"I'm not crying, honey."


"In a moment" I pushed his body so I could move.


I shifted towards the nightstand. I opened one of the drawers.


"Here," I gave her a pink book.


Open that book. Two pieces of USG photos slid into his lap. And yet another tear fell from his eyes. I wiped the tears with my finger. I peeked his cheek at a glance.


"Papa don't cry, dong," entertain me.


"Do I still deserve to be called 'Papa', Lin?"


"Why are you talking about it?"


"I can't take care of you."


"That's gone, let it pass, man. I was wrong too. If you know, I'm the one who lost our baby the most yesterday." Cheek quelus.


"I know."


"If so, this ...," I handed him the USG photo. "You don't want to see, how is your son?"


"Of course I want to." He took the photo from my hand.



"Well, this is the first time I checked with Mama. The day after you left. He was six weeks old at the time. Still as big as a grain of rice, but his heart can beat 150 times per minute. Now he's eight weeks."


"You've been eight weeks pregnant, and you've only told me now?" he asked while stroking my stomach.


"I don't want you to be thinking. I know you've done a lot of work."


"But you know, Lin, you're my priority. Especially this is about our future son."


"Yes, Man. I know," I said, looking down, sorry.


"If so, now we go to the doctor."


"Well?"


"Meriksain your content. Make us ...," he stopped his words. "I don't want anything with you."


"It's okay, Man. No need to be lebay. If it was painful or uncomfortable, I would have said it to you" I said calmly.


"If so, put on a shirt. Later you catch a cold," he helped me put on my dress again.


"Say he'll have two or three more rounds" I said.


"This you," pulled my nose. "Do our families know?"


"Udah."


"Pantesan you look at the shoots. Keep on tumben also you ride the mabok car."


"This is a little risky, man. Every morning I have morning sickness, even if it's late afternoon."


"You are the same as me. If you say from the beginning, at least I can encourage you" he said.


"I don't want to take care of you, honey."


"There's no term ngerepotin, honey. That's my duty. This time I will really take care of you. So from now on, learn to be a sweet wife, no rebuttal and rejection."


"cheat!"


"Sttt ...," he put his index finger on my lip.