Just Pasrah

break up

Lana enters the house with a happy smile on her face. He saw his parents in the living room and walked over to them.

Lana smiled as she looked at her parents sitting in the living room."Assalamualaikum, papa mama, There's good news I want to tell you"

"Va'alaikumsalam, Lana. What's the good news, son?" he thought maybe this was good news from Lana University

" Yes, tell me, baby. We were curious" said Mama Lana who was also curious.

" So, I've decided to move to university, and I've found a university that accepts me with the courses I've taken before"

Of course Papa Lana was surprised the problem wasn't this news they were waiting for." Seriously, Son? Moving universities? What reason?"

" father after considering many things, including a year's suspension from the previous university, Lana thought it best to move to a university that gave me a new opportunity without having to wait a full year"lana said casually as if all the trouble had escaped her shoulders.

He even thought both of his parents would be happy with this news.he even proudly told him this problem had been solved by him personally of course assisted by professor Aditi from behind.

That way both parents do not need to be bothered anymore about the problem of finding a university.

" But baby, why not tell us before? We can talk about it together" said his mother with a confused face.

The child moved his college and it was already settled with one word. But why were his parents not involved with such a big decision.

"sorry and mama, Lana knows this is a big decision, but Lana wants to prove that Lana can overcome her previous failures and get a better chance at a new university"

only now did he feel his decision not to ask the parents was a one-sided decision that might hurt the self-esteem of these two parents. Be quick Lana apologized to them because she was not right to offend papa and Mama.

" We love you, son, and we will support you in every decision you make. We only want what's best for you" said the father, who can only send his head because his daughter is getting stubborn and selfish every time.

"Yes, dear , mama also wants you to be happy and successful in a new university. We will always be by your side" said her mother helplessly.

Although they are upset but what would be said is the problem is also clear.

"Thank you, mom and dad, Lana really appreciates your support and understanding.lana will work hard at this new university and prove that this decision is the best one for Lana "

Papa and mama stroked Lana's shoulders affectionately, providing support and love to their daughter. Lana is relieved and grateful to have parents supporting her in this change.

Lana smiles happily, feels supported and prepares for a new journey in her life. He knew that moving to university was the right decision, and with the support of his family, he was ready to face the challenges and achieve success at a new university.

"Lana papa has thought about it carefully. Even though you're going to go to another university, we still want to continue your engagement to Kevin"

"pa Mama ,Lana appreciates your attention and desire. But, Lana thought it would be better if we postpone this engagement" of course Lana didn't want to get engaged because she still had the chance to go to college.

Lana is young to be married okay.

"but papa this decision also affects my future.lana wants to have the opportunity to pursue her dreams and discover who Lana really is without the pressure of reward"

"Lana, you know how important it is to maintain relationships and commitment in the family. This engagement is the right move to build a stable future" denied her mother quickly.

Plans for the engagement were finalized yesterday but Lana refused. What is this kid thinking?

"Mama, Lana understands your feelings. But can you understand how Lana feels. lah will want to finish kualana and become a career woman before marriage. Can you guys understand that?"another word that almost screamed.

Why is it so hard for both parents to understand if he does not want to get married.

"Lana actually what you want to go to college is already papa approved. now you just need to get engaged first and get married after college is over. that's all you ask why it's difficult anyway. Wouldn't you love each other if you hadn't caught yesterday?"just like Lana papa had also started to get angry with this daughter.

They have been patient a lot but what he did. until now Lana is still not aware if what he did was actually wrong

Lana is upset but she can only beg mom and dad to understand "Lana just wants papa and Mama to understand how important education is to Lana,lana has big dreams and wants to continue Lana's studies until the end"

"Lana, we talked about this. Your engagement with Kevin is a top priority for us. Fiancee's high school also continued what's the difficulty anyway, Hem?"

" But, Mama, Papa, Lana. wants to learn, grow, and explore the opportunities that are out there. Please, understand Lana's wishes and ambitions pah "

"Lana, we're just worried that you'll regret it later. This engagement is a move that we think is right for you"

Lana could not say anything more for the reason of this refusal, so Lana immediately ran into her room and closed the door loudly.

While Mama called Lana many times but the boy no longer answered her call.

So hard mana faced the words of both his parents. Because Lana felt she was forced to marry like Siti Nurbaya.

But did he not think that what happened to the decision of mom and dad was a result of what he had done before.

His hopes and dreams were completely shattered. If this world doesn't understand Lana but why her parents can't understand Lana either

That night Lana was furious and her mind immediately raged and she did not know what else to say.

In the aftermath Lana takes the scissors intending to recklessly.

But somehow it was immediately taken care of. Lana suddenly feels that she hates the world. Hate the people in it including Mama and papa who do not understand the Princess herself.

That night, Lana sent a message to Kevin via WhatsApp. Where he blames Kevin for everything and asks for one word.

We broke.