Just Pasrah

Just Pasrah
I'm leaving him to you



Lana is busy working in Syahbandar's office, feeling that her life has returned to normal. He is happy with his job and feels he has forgotten his past with Rayhan.


Here Lana is like someone new, where she often smiles and prefers to laugh. Some coworkers even think of Lana as a flower that has just bloomed.


But as the saying goes, "Nobody can stand in the way of the love that has been imprinted on the heart."


Or Lana who is too soon to feel happy.


One day, while Lana was focusing on her work at the desk, she was suddenly startled by Rayhan's presence appearing in front of her.


"Rayhan?"


"Lana?"


Lana was wide in shock and her heart was pounding. Behind his professional appearance, there were mixed feelings that came back turbulent.


Rayhan smiled and said, "Hi, Lana. Long time no see, huh?"


The man who had once filled Lana's heart suddenly buried his hands with an increasingly smashed smile.


Lana tried to hide the surprise and replied with a faint smile, "Yes, it was a long time no see. What brings you here?"


"From today, I work in Syahbandar's office. But honestly Lana I did not expect that you also work here. If I had known , maybe .. maybe I wouldn't have applied in this office"


Needless to say, Lana also understood what Raihan was trying to convey .But because it was already accepted in the office how Lana could refuse the presence of Raihan right.


Lana was a little speechless, trying to temper her raging feelings. He never thought he would see Rayhan again, let alone at his current workplace.


Lana smiled helplessly and said, "Welcome to Syahbandar's office, Ray. Hope you work here."


Rayhan looked at Lana meaningfully, "Thank you, Lana. I hope we can work well together."


An awkward feeling still existed between them, but there was also a new hope emerging.


Rayhan works as a ship listing officer in Surabaya Port. Every day, he had to monitor and record the data of ships entering the port. Its duties include recording the name of the ship, the type of ship, the date of arrival, import duties, and other relevant information.


He has two types of daily notes and monthly notes. Daily records record information about each incoming ship within a given day. While the monthly record contains a summary of data from all incoming ships in a full month.


Because his job requires mobility, Rayhan has to work with a non-permanent place. He had to move from one port to another to record the ship's data. During the 6-month rolling period, he will probably move to several ports in the Surabaya area.


One of the ports that is often the place of work is Tanjung Perak Port, because it is the main port in Surabaya.


Here, he will be at the recording post that has been provided by the port. The post is usually located near the entry area of the ship, so Rayhan can easily record incoming ship data.


During this task, Rayhan earned a decent salary as a port employee. The salary he received was around 6 million rupiah per month. Although the work is quite draining and often moved, Rayhan is proud of his work because it can contribute to the smooth operation of ports and help manage incoming ship data.


Rayhan took the time today for his socialization. In this socialization, Rayhan must retrieve and store everyone's number including Lana's number.


Only after that Lana hurriedly returned to her own room on the grounds that she was busy.


Rayhan smiled with the others but from the end of his eyes he also looked at the direction where Lana was going.


It wasn't long before Lana was sitting in her study. His face was full of anxiety. The information about Rayhan's work made him even more nervous and confused. He knew that their interconnected positions in different fields would make them meet frequently, even if only by phone. Lana is engaged in finance, while Rayhan must record the data of ships entering and exiting at the port.


"This world is really small" Lana murmured inwardly. He wanted to get away from Rayhan, but fate seemed to force them to get close to each other.


Some time later, Lana receives a call from Rayhan.A name that has been forgotten.His face is increasingly anxious when he sees Rayhan's name on his cellphone screen. He hesitated to answer, but ended up lifting it up as well.


"Hello, Lana," said Rayhan kindly from across the line.


"Hello, Rayhan," Lana replied a little nervously.


"I'm sorry if this phone makes you uncomfortable" Rayhan said, "But I want to speak honestly. I know how difficult our position is now. But Lana, let's be professional Okay."


Lana nodded in understanding, even though her heart felt heavy.


"So, I want to promise you," continued Rayhan firmly, "I will keep trying to stay away from you. I don't want to make you feel uncomfortable or overwhelmed by my presence."


Although Lana still felt confused by her feelings for Rayhan, she was relieved to hear Rayhan's promise. He knew that they both had to focus on work and not bring personal problems into it.


"Thank you, Rayhan," said Lana softly, "I also hope we can remain professional at work."


Rayhan nodded, "Rubber, we should focus on our respective tasks. And who knows, maybe this togetherness is only temporary."


Lana breathed a sigh of relief. Although his heart was still confused, at least he knew Rayhan was trying to keep his distance. He hopes it will help them both to stay focused on work and live their lives in peace.


With a sense of relief, Lana promises herself to focus on her work at Syahbandar's office and tries not to think too much about her feelings for Rayhan.


But people say, poor odorless and disaster can not be egalak.


Having just finished with Rayhan, Mia calls Lana and says that Rayhan works in the town where Lana lives.


"Lana please take Ray, yes, we will propose the end of the year.Ray said he wants to save first for our wedding.I also think so, so I'm also sitting here anyway" Mia said in her phone call


He was very happy when he heard that Lana was also working in the same place as Rayhan.


Here Mia began to say a few things about her love story with Rayhan, which actually made her son-in-law so cocky and swollen.


Even more upset, at the end of the phone, 'mia still said the same thing as before.


Titip Ray yes.