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Kevin

Kevin POVs

When Lana and Kevin meet at university, Lana's beauty is truly alluring. Kevin's eyes were immediately drawn to his charming physical appearance. Lana has a soft face, with smooth and glowing skin.

Highlight her beautiful eyes, brown in color with pliable eyelashes, able to catch the attention of anyone who sees it. The look in his eyes was full of intelligence and warmth, reflecting the gentleness within him.

His pink and perfectly shaped lips give his own charm when smiling. His smile radiated with happiness and cheerfulness, exuding a positive aura around him.

Her long, gently flowing hair, was pitch-black, adding an elegant touch to her appearance. Lana has a hairstyle that is always neat and well-groomed, adding charm and an impression of professionalism.

Her well-proportioned and graceful posture made her look charming in every movement. His confident and upright attitude shows strength in an attention-grabbing personality.

In addition to her physical beauty, Lana also exudes intelligence and intellectual charm. His vast knowledge and ability to speak confidently added to his appeal.

Lana's beauty is not just an outward appearance, but also reflects the beauty in her much deeper self. It has a charm that cannot be ignored, making Kevin fascinated and interested to approach it.

"hey's so pretty, isn't there a boyfriend?"his friend said that he was in the same place.

"if you dare to just go ask" said Kevin who was determined to his heart was turbulent and wanted to ask the same thing.

On that day it wasn't just Kevin and his friend who were talking about a Lana. Quickly starting that day Lana became the lips of the men who targeted her.

It is said Lana is very beautiful both and also smart because the report card value is above average. Because of that Lana is really said to be a popular girl at university.

Who wouldn't want to be a boyfriend for long if it was.

Kevin's first meeting with Lana at university shook his heart. She could not ignore Lana's alluring beauty and popularity among male students. Lana is a figure who is always noticed and idolized by many people.

However, Kevin does not feel true love towards Lana. To him, he only felt challenged to have it. She is fascinated by Lana's attraction and wants to prove that she can get it. However, this feeling did not mean that he really loved Lana sincerely.

Kevin never considered marrying Lana. For her, marriage was not an option that came to her mind. He didn't feel the need to take responsibility that far. For Kevin, being Lana's brother or close friend is a more comfortable boundary for him.

In Kevin, there is disappointment and dissatisfaction with both parents. She feels that they do not understand her feelings, and that triggers her indifference and indifference towards the relationship with Lana. She felt that her parents should have supported and understood her ambition, even if it involved a relationship with someone like Lana.

Lana is beautiful and alluring but besides Lana there is still Sarah Yeni Deni and sita.

They were all beautiful girls above average just like Lana.

"i'm dating all the girls in the hope of choosing which one is suitable for seriousness.eh even so as now.ah fate" complained Kevin.

However, behind all the dissatisfaction and indifference he felt, Kevin did not realize that in him there is a responsibility to respect the feelings of others and commit in the relationship he chose. This mistake leaves her stuck in a cycle of instability and disappointment for Lana, which will eventually lead her to important questions about the true meaning and meaning of love.

In Kevin's heart, there's a complicated contradiction. On the one hand, he did not want to take responsibility in a serious relationship like marriage. He wants to live free, without the ties that limit his freedom. He felt that marriage was a big responsibility that he was not ready to face.

However, on the other hand, he felt sorry for Lana. He sees how Lana is positioned as a girl, with her dreams and hopes to be realized. Kevin can't ignore Lana's beauty and charm that make him captivated. She also feels sad to see Lana, who seems carried away in her deep feelings of love.

Kevin seeks to understand his own feelings, seeking clarity amid the inner conflicts he experiences. He wants to give Lana happiness, but not in a way that sacrifices his own freedom.

At the sight of Lana, Kevin could not avoid the mixed feelings within her. There is regret because he can not give what Lana wants, but also there is a sense of relief because he is not trapped in a relationship that he is not ready to face.

"Lana sorry Lana, I haven't had a feeling about our relationship. How can I have a lifelong relationship if my heart isn't sure if I love you" Kevin said.

It's honestly said Kevin doesn't have just one girlfriend. There were a few more lana behind him. All Kevin does is want to feel what love is.

He wanted to try his feelings on each girl whether there was anything different between them.

It was a pity that he had not found a suitable one at heart. Just like Lana was like that as if there was no vibration.

Beautiful, yes, but not awkward.

Kevin really wants to feel what it is to fall in love does it really feel like everyone else mentioned.

Bathing is not wet eating is not full and sleep is not sound.

About when Kevin would feel something like that.

I don't know if that feeling doesn't exist for Lana.

Kevin will try to keep his distance, trying to limit his involvement with Lana. He will try not to give false hope, even though he knows that his attitude can hurt Lana.

In his heart, Kevin kept looking for the best way. He wants to find a balance between his own desires and Lana's feelings. He wanted to find happiness for both, without having to sacrifice his freedom.

"then I will contact Lana to speak four Eyes.This flower really cannot be continued at all. I don't want to get married this forced way, I'm Not Siti Nurbaya Even though I'm not a girl either" Kevin muttered inwardly.

That way Kevin already made a decision for himself. If both parents want to make a decision without asking first then Kevin can also do the same.