Just Pasrah

Lana's Heart

Lana sits in the airport lounge, flanked by five friends who will also leave for Jogja for KKN. The airport in Surabaya looks busy with passing passengers, the sound of flight announcements heard in the background, and an atmosphere filled with excitement and nervousness.

Lana clasped her phone tightly as she talked to her Mama over the phone. He told me that he was going to Jogja for KKN today. Mama had known her plan from the beginning, but today her mama reminded Lana to remain cautious on the trip.

"Mama, I've arrived at the airport. I'll leave for Jogja soon for KKN. Don't worry, I'll take good care of myself"

"Alright, Honey. Make sure you are always careful on the road and follow all the rules. Take care of your health, too, yes. Have a good trip and your KKNmu successful!"

Thank you, ma'am, I'll try my best. See you after KKN is done!"

Lana ended the phone call with her mother and looked around. He saw Rayhan glancing at him and smiled faintly.Rayhan was already aware of the nervousness Lana felt today.

" You're nervous, huh?" rayhan asked as if he did not realize why Lana could be that big.

"No Ray, Hem me ...

"Hahaha Lana, I know what you think.don't worry I'm a loyal person, Mia is a woman I'm going to marry, trust me" Rayhan said slowly.

Lana smiled bitterly at him. In these words Raihan really promised him that he would not turn to another heart other than Mia.

As a friend of course Lana is happy with this pledge but as someone who has a heart for Rayhan, Lana feels the door for herself to go forward is no longer possible to open.

Mia was lucky to meet Rayhan early.

Fortunately, in such an addiction 4 other people also introduce themselves.they actually already know but not very well.

They were 6 people occupied in the same place. Therefore, of course, hope they get along well in spending this KKN time.

Mia is usually friendly but currently smiles stiffly and looks ogah-ogahan to talk to others.

Raihan smiled kindly and spoke to them as if they were familiar friends before.

Fortunately, this condition was not long.The departure schedule had arrived and they all hurriedly entered the plane to Jogja.

Lana, Raihan and four other friends enter the plane that will take them to Jogja. The plane looks spacious with passengers starting to fill the available seats. Beautiful flight attendants in neat uniforms move nimble in the aisles of the plane, doing the routine of preparation before the flight.

Lana heaved a sigh of relief when she found the chair that had been set for her. However, nervousness again struck as he realized that the seat next to him was Rayhan. He hurriedly turned his face and pretended to be busy staring at the scene outside the plane's glass window.

Raihan could not help but laugh at Lana's nervous reaction. He mocked her gently.

" It seems like we always end up next to each other, huh? It's fate possible" Reyhan said in a ridiculing tone.

" It's possible. We have to get used to this, right?"lana replied that was careless but she honestly wanted Rehan to understand what he was feeling right now.

Please don't make fun of her now, don't even talk to her either, because Lana is really afraid that her heart will betray Mia.

But Raihan laughs again and may think very appealing to Lana's teaser as he is now.

" Yes, that's right. We will face many situations like this in our lives. Let's try to be relaxed and enjoy this flight"

Whether intentionally or not while sitting Rayhan touched a little Lana's arm which made Lana suddenly numb as if she was electrocuted by hundreds of watts of electricity.

"Sorry Lana, intentionally kok hehehe"

"Rayhan you.you're evil" lana's neighbor softly.

Hearing Lana's cry, Rayhan approached and whispered softly in Lana's ear.This made Lana shudder when she felt Rayhan's breath in her ear.

"Bad evil like this, do you like Lana Hem?"

"Ray...

Haha..

Fortunately, a beautiful flight attendant approached them with a friendly smile. He gave them a copy of the magazine and gave them important instructions before the flight.

"Welcome to this Surabay airship. Please make sure your seat belt is properly installed. We are ready to help if there is anything you need during the flight. Enjoy your flight!"

Lana and Raihan nodded as a sign of understanding. The flight attendant then continued on her way to serve the other passengers.

Lana still feels awkward with Raihan's presence nearby, but she tries to calm down. He focused on the scene outside the plane window, trying to ease his anxiety. Meanwhile, Raihan remained cheerful and chatted with his friends sitting nearby.

They wait patiently as the plane gets ready for takeoff, taking them towards the KKN adventure in Jogja.

" Lana, how are you so tense, what's the first time you've been on a plane?"Garry asked who suddenly asked Lana.

This man sat in front but he shifted his gaze spontaneously wanting to ask. Gary thought he was a man so it was natural to feel responsible with the women in their group.

"No Gary, I'm fine, but I've been dizzy since the cost" Lana told Gary.

"Oh if you feel uncomfortable saying yes do not hesitate we are a team here" Gary said again.

"Gary, don't let me be next to Lana, "Sok good-looking huh hahaha" Rayhan told Gary on purpose.

"hus Ray, men would be natural if the same attention of girls who are not.You were sitting next to Lana but did not realize if Lana was pale cake that" Complain Garry again.

"Ohh so, trying to see?hey Lana you're really pale!is it because I am sitting next to you?" rayhan said smiling and ngakak himself.

But to cover her flushed face she immediately took the airphone and left the beautiful song on the listen in her ear.

but instead of enjoying the song, Lana became immersed in the melody and verse of her song

the song is titled "Until So Dust" by Banda Neira

..

I want to be something

The one you love, the one you love

Maybe it's a secret

The one you're hiding, the one you're taking away

I want to be all

What you need, what you dream of

But you just shut up and smile

Behind the smile, there is love

Refs:

Until you turn to dust

What is left is invisible

Only I feel alone

I'm the only one waiting here

I want to be a part

From your story, from your life

But you just shut up and leave

Leaving me wondering

Refs:

Until you turn to dust

What is left is invisible

Only I feel alone

I'm the only one waiting here

I want to be love

What you feel, what you breathe

But you just shut up and stay away

Leaving me with a hidden wound

Refs:

Until you turn to dust

What is left is invisible

Only I feel alone

I'm the only one waiting here

Until you turn to dust

What is left is invisible

Only I feel alone

I'm the only one waiting here.

...

Lana was stunned and all tastes became mixed because of this song.

Jeez Lana.