Just Pasrah

Raihan and his thoughts

Lana sits alone on the porch of the house where she lived during KKN, staring at the clear night sky. The view of the sky in the countryside is so mesmerizing with its silence and the sparkling stars that decorate the night. No city light pollution blocks the view, allowing Lana to see millions of stars twinkling beautifully.

The sky looked vast and bright, filled with starlight that spread out in every corner of the sky. Lana could see the signs of the famous constellations and constellations clearly. The gentle and warm starlight illuminated the night, creating a calm and peaceful atmosphere around Lana.

In the distance, the dark sky gives a form of natural beauty. Lana sees a faint glow from nearby villages, giving a hint of sparkle to the serene rural landscape.

Around the porch of the house, Lana can hear soothing natural sounds, such as the slow whirring of the wind, the singing of night bugs, and sometimes the sizzling of falling leaves.

Lana is fascinated by the beauty of the sky in this countryside. He felt like he was connected to nature and felt a peace that he rarely met in the midst of urban busyness.

As Lana was enjoying the beauty of the night on the porch, Raihan suddenly appeared with gentle steps and a warm smile on his face. Lana was surprised by Raihan's presence, turning her face away with mixed feelings.

Raihan looked fresh and tidy, emitting a masculine soapy fragrance. The smell filled the air around Lana, adding to the nervousness within her. Lana felt her heart rate speed up, recalling her feelings of love that were not fulfilled to Raihan.

Although Lana tried to hide her feelings, her uneasiness and longing still appeared on her face. He had no idea what he should say or how to deal with Raihan's alluring presence. Lana's heart was racing, a mixture of excitement and anxiety.

Raihan, with his sensitivity, saw the change in Lana's expression. She realizes that something is bothering Lana, though she doesn't know exactly what it is. With an attentive gaze, Raihan approached Lana with cautious steps.

"With all due respect, something's bothering you, Lana?" asked Raihan in a soft voice.

Lana gulped and tried to organize her thoughts. He looked at Raihan with a mixed look, trying to find the right words to express his feelings.

"Raihan, we're best friends, right?" lana said with a trembling voice.

Raihan nodded gently, showing that he was listening attentively.

"but you understand why I'm doing this. Why am I staying away from Ray ?" whispered Lana.

"Hem knows, but how else can I not hold my own charm to steal the heart of a girl as beautiful as you. But Lana you should know. We can still be friends and I will definitely not put your words in my heart. I honestly say I appreciate your attitude like this" Rayhan said .

Lana also heard the sincerity from Raihan's words. But he thought this would not be good for everyone.

Lana is afraid that their closeness even though they started friends will certainly be able to change if they meet often and continue to approach like now.

Lana is afraid of her own heart.

"Ray if you really think I'm a friend please cherish this friendship. Please help me Ray, help me by staying away and let's just say we're just casual acquaintances.please Ray I'm asking for help"

Said Lana who did not even want to look towards Raihan. Actually, it hurt when Lana said this.

Honestly, Lana has no power to reject the charm of Raihan, although not so handsome but somehow Raihan is able to occupy the highest priority in his heart.

Among them was Mia.

"Lana?"

"please Ray, I don't want to hear any answer.I just want you to promise to stay away from me.Help me to keep the friendship between me and Mia"

Actually Raihan wanted to tease Lana again, but he heard the heartfelt tone of every single word that the girl put out.

"Lana this is your own request.I appreciate what you think. From now on, we are ordinary acquaintances. As you asked I would also be lost from your sight if I could. But for the last time I want to say, You are my best friend now and forever"

After saying such a heavy thing in the end Raihan left Lana alone on the terrace.

Lana froze on the spot when she heard that word. There was some relief in Lana's heart but there was also a sense of frustration and discomfort.

Raihan will stay away and the two of them will only become memories.

Lana unconsciously shed tears. But all this pain was worth her friendship with Mia.

Lana clasped her own fingers and thought inwardly about her future after this.

After returning from KKN she will definitely finish her script and then she finishes her studies.

At that time she's, Rihan and Mia might be hard to meet again. It was probably the end of all the friendships that Lana thought were a trap.

"it's only for the future but for now I have to face Raihan within these two months.Ahh can I?" lana's girl to herself.

Meanwhile, Raihan, who left Lana, went into his own room.

Raihan was sitting alone somewhere quiet, pulling out his phone and opening a photo gallery

Raihan scrolls through the photos of his proximity to Mia." Ah, nice memories with Mia. We've spent so much time together and experienced special moments together"

Raihan's heart is divided between longing for Mia and wanting to maintain a friendship with Lana.

Raihan in his heart said ."But what happened to Lana? He is my best friend and I don't want to lose him. He's been by my side all this time and I don't want to hurt him"

Raihan looks at the photos of the two of them with Lana, which makes him smile.

Raihan ended the photo search and looked away, pondering his complicated feelings.

Through Kevin, Raihan knows the figure of Lana, which is not known to Lana, actually Kevin and Raihan have their own WA group about their personal lives.

There Kevin always mengumbarannya romance story.Buknya Lana but there are still some other girls are proud of Kevin.

He also spoke foul language that could have dropped the self-esteem of women in the WA group.

For example, who has a big chest and so on.

Rayhan used to think that Lana was a bad girl by giving up on Kevin.

But now she knows Lana's persona and she gets lana is an amazing girl.

Besides being beautiful and smart she can also keep Mia's feelings as a friend.

Lana's not as bad as Kevin said.