Just Pasrah

meet again

Lana and Rayhan feel trapped in a complicated situation. They know that they have to endure longing and reduce the intensity of their meetings, at least for a while. Although it was difficult, they realized that their presence in the same halfway house and situation at work made them more vulnerable to gossip and suspicion.

As they talk over the phone, Rayhan tells Lana that they can still meet, but not in the intensity as before.

Both feel that they should be more careful and not attract the attention of others too much. Lana understood, even though her heart remained full of longing.

"Lana I'm going back home on the weekend.You know it will, we have to vanish the suspicion of a friend's office" Rayhan said one afternoon on the phone.

There was a sense of hissing for a while when Lana heard him.But they already had a commitment about this before.So there is no need for Lana to ignore this feeling.

He chuckled and said "you want to meet Mia right.Ah Ray, he also misses you so go.Suntil my greetings on her yes"

Lana felt a little sad because this meant the opportunity to meet Rayhan was getting limited. He tries to hide his jealousy when Rayhan says that the chances of meeting Mia in the city where they live are greater.

Lana knows that Rayhan is still in a relationship with Mia, and she feels she has no right to express her feelings of jealousy.

"Okay, Lana see you again, sorry if you can't see the seintens first"

"Nothing Ray, but just kangen anyway want to be close to you " complained Lana.

"Hehehe don't worry, if kangen ,yuk road out of town and check in at the hotel.Ahh Lana You are very naughty.Have ya , you want to work and excuse me the west first "

"Okay, be careful"

Lana realizes that she is only a temporary affair in Rayhan's life, while Mia is her true boyfriend. Though jealousy and longing continue to haunt her, Lana chooses to hold back her feelings and make room for Rayhan and Mia.

As they ended the phone conversation, Lana felt a void in her heart. Although they try to keep their distance and reduce their encounters, Lana misses the intimate moments they shared before.

So Lana and Rayhan's lives are like that.

Rayhan will be home once a month to his town .There he meets Mia.

Then go to work again and don't care about Lana.

If there's anything, Lana honestly said, Rayhan was her college friend first. It is only natural that they are somewhat familiar.

But until when they were like that, after two months later, Lana felt like she was in a fog while she was in the office. His mind often drifted far away, fixated on fond memories of being with Rayhan.

Rayhan's presence in his mind often messes with his concentration, making him dazed and less focused on his tasks. The supposed easy work becomes difficult as his mind often drifts into sweet memories with Rayhan.

As they cross paths in the corridor of the office or the break room, Lana could not help but to steal a glance towards Rayhan. He felt his heartbeat beat faster every time they looked at each other.

Rayhan's familiar face and her gentle eyes make Lana's heart rustle and remind her of all the wonderful moments they've been through together.

That brief glance was sometimes followed with a faint smile, as if they had a secret that only the two of them knew. Lana feels like she has a special relationship with Rayhan, even though they are trying to keep their distance at work. Those views are Lana's way of remembering and longing for their closeness, even if only for a short while.

But sometimes in can't stand it, Rayhan feels uncomfortable hearing Lana who sometimes complains of kangen on her if on the phone.

So they went back to making plans, made a good reason to meet in a secret place.Such as in the Surya guesthouse for example.

"Okay at Surya's guest house, I check this first I'll call if it's already" Rayhan said one day on the phone.

"Hem Okay later I say mama, if I work overtime " replied Lana happy.

Lana came after leaving the office.

"Ray ?"

"No 303, just go in" Rayhan replied on the other end of the phone.

"Hehehe okay Ray, I came" said Lana.

Lana quickly finds a suitable room number.Without waiting for time, Lana knocks on the door and the door is opened not long later.

Soon Lana is pulled into the room and they embrace each other with longing.

Of course, this is not just a hug.

They can no longer hold back and immediately hunt for worldly pleasures no sense of sin at all.

In an instant, the room was immediately noisy with ******* stuck from both.

There are also clothes on the floor that are thrown away because of impatience.

Lana and Rayhan again fell in a big sin.But instead of a sense of regret, Lana even felt satisfied to spend time with loved ones.

Gradually, Lana and Rayhan poured out their longing in this way.

If at a halfway house, surely there will be suspicious.But if at a guesthouse, they feel safer and more secure despite having to spend extra money.

"Ray, when will we meet again after this?"lana asked after they rested for a while.

"Lana, we just met and you asked me when to meet again.Unfortunately my answer is every day, hahaha"

Rayhan laughed mockingly at Lana, they could meet every day at the office.

So Lana's question was a little mocking anyway.

But actually Raihan also understood if the meeting Lana mentioned was not an ordinary meeting. But the meeting is like now.

"Ray, Ray, you pretend you don't understand what I mean, do you?"lana said spoiledly.

"Lana, Gimana does not understand, you want this "said Rayhan who directly overlapped Lana again.Simmediately Rayhan's kiss landed on two white balls Lana chewy.

There was a pink dot that made Rayhan feel like biting her again.

The girl giggles at the snickering fun and they unite again in the seduction of the devil.

Rayhan bites Lana's neck like a vampire and leaves traces of her love at some point.

There were no more complaints left just the creaking bed with Lana's little scream that made the atmosphere even hotter.

Lana was happy and Rayhan was satisfied too.