Just Pasrah

meet Kevin

Lana walked in with quick steps. The weather outside the cafe looked quite cold, Lana clasped her coat tightly on her body as she opened the cafe door. When he came in, he saw Kevin sitting at the table he had ordered.

Lana smiled slightly as she looked at Kevin. He walked over to her and greeted her warmly. "Hi, Kevin. Sorry I'm a little late" Lana said .

Kevin replied with a smile. "It's okay, Lana. I just arrived a few minutes ago."

Lana sat in the chair across from Kevin. He looked at the menu placed on the table and picked it up. "What did you order?" ask with interest.

Kevin grinned as he folded his hands on the table. "I ordered your favorite coffee, and maybe you want to try this cafe's special toast, too" he said, pointing to one of the menus on the list.

Lana nodded and quickly closed the menu. "Kill me with your kindness. It sounds so good" he said with a small laugh.

Lana raised her hand to call the cafe waiter. The waiter quickly approached and asked for their order. Lana gives their order clearly, asking for her two favorite coffees and a special toast recommended by Kevin.

As the waiter left to prepare their order, Lana looked at Kevin with a smile. "Thank you for ordering to my taste, Kevin. It's totally beyond my expectations."

Kevin smiled and shook his head. "What does dating mean if it's not pampering each other, right?" she said as she clasped Lana's hand gently on the table.

Lana was silent to hear it, she did not think that Kevin was wrong in deciphering the word last night instead.

The cafe where Lana and Kevin met was a warm and cozy room. The design is modern with a touch of vintage elements that provide a unique and interesting atmosphere.

The walls are lined with wallpaper with green leaves that give the impression of fresh and natural. On one of the walls are wooden shelves filled with books and decorative accessories that add a warm feel.

The tables in this cafe are made of wood with a brown color that gives a natural touch. Each table is equipped with comfortable chairs, given a layer of neutral colored cloth to add comfort when sitting.

The lighting in this cafe is quite soft and presents an intimate atmosphere. Pendant lights with unique designs and table lamps add a romantic touch around the tables.

In the corner of the room there is a bar with wooden shelves featuring a variety of coffee and tea drinks that are appetizing. The fragrant aroma of coffee smelled in the air, making the atmosphere even more tempting.

In addition, in this cafe there is a large window that provides a beautiful view to the outside. The high ceiling of the cafe with wooden scaffolding adds a touch of open space and gives a wider impression.

The music playing in the background presents a relaxed and soothing atmosphere.

But the atmosphere around Lana and Kevin felt awkward and tense. They stared at each other, trying to find the right words to start the conversation.

Kevin grabbed a cup of coffee in front of him, took a deep breath, and in a soft tone he said, "Lana, I think we need to talk about our relationship."

Lana nodded, a little nervous, looking at Kevin with a serious face. "Yes, Kevin. I also feel the need to discuss it."

Kevin keeps his cool and tries to give understanding to the situation. "We both know that our relationship hasn't been going well lately. I'd like to try to understand how you feel, and if you feel better if we part, then maybe that's the best decision."

Inwardly, Kevin begins to hate Lana and plans a way to avenge this pain.

A Kevin the Playboy was cut off by Lana, hey there is no history of the word disconnected in Kevin's dictionary.

Only he has the right to break this relationship is not Lana. What Lana did really hurt her pride as a man.

Her mind was filled with the desire to vent her anger, looking for ways to hurt Lana as she felt hurt.

However, outside looking calm, Kevin tried to hide his true feelings. He did not want to show how hurt he was. With a face forced to stay calm, Kevin tries not to show that he really wants to break up.

"With all due respect, if that's your decision," Kevin said in a slightly trembling voice. "I'll try to take it."

Lana saw helplessness in Kevin's face. He senses a change in Kevin's mood, though does not fully understand what lies behind his facial expression.

"For the good of both of us, Kevin," Lana said in a soft voice. "I wish we could cherish each other and live each other's lives happily."

"Yes, of course," Kevin replied in a quivering voice, trying to control his pain. "May you get the happiness you seek, Lana."

In a gripping silence, the two continued to drink their coffee, but with a burdened heart

Both of them looked awkward, and silence enveloped the table. Kevin is trying to think of a way to keep Lana thinking that she still loves him very much, even though in her heart the feeling has faded.

" How do I keep Lana thinking that I still love her so much?"Think Kevin .

While Kevin was still in his mind, Lana suddenly distracted him.

"I'm sorry, Kevin. I have to go to the toilet for a second. I'm back soon" said Lana.

"Of course, Lana. Its alright. I'll wait here. Don't take too long, huh?"

Lana stood up from her chair and stepped away towards the toilet door. Kevin sees it go away with a mix of feelings between relief and confusion.

" How can I keep him thinking that I still love him so much, when in fact my heart is not what it used to be?

Kevin noticed the coffee glass in front of him which was almost empty. An idea suddenly appeared in his head. She decides to play a role that she feels will keep Lana thinking that she still loves her very much.

"I have to make him believe that I still love him so much"

Kevin reached into his jacket pocket, a white powder without smell and without taste in pouring it on the coffee owned by Lana.

Do not ask what the object is, this is nothing but a low-type aphrodisiac.Kevin is not a good man as Lana said.Buktinya this object is always in his pocket of clothes at all times.

Kevin also pulled out his phone. He looked for photos of the two of them that had been taken while they were still happy together. He chose a photo that showed their happiness with a wide smile on the face.

" I'll show him this photo later. Hopefully this will keep her believing that I still love her a lot" Kevin thought.

When Lana returned to their table, Kevin was already smiling again.

"Lana, I have something for you. Lookatthis. "

He showed a picture of the two of them smiling happily on his phone.

Lana looked at the photo with a mixed expression of happiness and confusion.

" Why are you showing me this photo, Kevin?"lana was confused.

I agreed to separate in a good way, then what is this.

"I want you to know how valuable you are to me, Lana. I love you so much and I don't want to lose you"

" Kevin, but...

" Lana, we can get through all the obstacles and problems that exist. I still love you with all my heart"

Lana was silent for a moment, looking into Kevin's eyes filled with hope. He felt confused, but was also filled with Kevin's actions.

"Kevin, I'm not sure what to say. I appreciate your feelings, but...

Before Lana could finish her sentence, Kevin was busy shifting their conversation to another topic. She tries to keep the impression that she still loves Lana very much, even though in her heart the feeling is no longer there.

In the silence that followed, Lana felt a growing sense of confusion and doubt. He knew that something was not right, but he did not know how to tell Kevin.