Just Pasrah

truthful

Lana and Mia came out of the 'class, they walked side by side in a crowded hallway with students rushing towards other classes or other activities. Bright morning sunlight entered the hallway through the open windows.

" Lana, what do you think of college? The material taught is quite interesting, right?"

"Yes, it's interesting. But there are some things that still confuse me. Maybe I need to learn more and prepare myself" Lana smiled.

Mia here hugged Lana's arm and she was indeed acting a little spoiled at the moment.This is the hallmark of Mia that Lana likes.

" Look easy, Lana. We can help each other in understanding the material. You know, we're always together to support each other"

"Of course, Mia. You know Mia You were my best friend from then until now even at any time" Lana said honestly.

"Oh, so you've started giving me compliments? When will you find someone who suits you?"

" Ah, about that, Mia... I still feel a little confused and not ready for it" Lana reasoned .

" What's up, Lana? Is something bothering you? You know, you can always tell me. I'm here for you" again Mia felt that Lana was hiding something from her. As a friend, Mia feels she is not so considerate with Lana that Lana hides it.

Lana was of course uncomfortable so she tried to cover her up by saying."Oh, nothing special, Mia. Just mixed feelings about the past"

" Well, if you feel unprepared, I understand. Remember, Lana, don't be in a hurry. Everything will come in time"

As they spoke, Lana felt a tremor from her mobile phone. He saw the incoming message from Rayhan. Lana's gaze turned confused and anxious, questioning the message.

Mia also sees Lana's reaction "Is something wrong, Lana? Is that an important message?"

"Oh, no, Mia. It's just an unimportant message. You know those kind of messages" said Lana, who began to sigh for fear that Mia was suspicious.

it is not Lana's intention to hide this matter but she is uncomfortable that there might be a time if she comes out with Mia and lets Mia be a better confiding friend than Rayhan.

Here Lana does not want their friendship to be ruined because of a misunderstanding from Mia because this girl is a jealous and protective figure.

"Well, if you say so. But don't forget, I'm here for you if you need help" said Mia who smiled with her trademark sweet smile.

Lana felt wrong. On the one hand, she feels attracted to the message from Rayhan, but on the other hand she feels guilty because Mia is Rayhan's girlfriend. In her heart, she tried to balance her complicated feelings and tried not to involve Mia in this matter.

" Why is everything so complicated? I don't want to hurt Mia's feelings, but what about my own? Should I ignore this message?"lana thought to herself.

"Well, how's your relationship with Rayhan lately, have you guys been okay?"lana suddenly asked Mia.

Mia smiled shyly when she was asked about her boyfriend. If Mia can of course want to continue side by side for 24 hours with her boyfriend. But unfortunately they have different classes and also their schedules collide more often.

"Hem we are good, there is no problem anything.hem Raihan is not very handsome, but this heart cannot turn hehehe" said Mia.

But there's no way she's going to say this in front of Mia fearing that Mia will break their friendship.

But Lana tried to lure Mia again.

"This question is a bit embarrassing, but I'm just wondering how to date Hem if you guys are dating healthy or ahem-ehem?"

"Eh la's..Lana why are you asking like that anyway you are you are you hearing gossip?"mia's face began to make obvious changes.

This made lana chuckle, instead of feeling disgusted but lana hugged her waist tightly while whispering.

"i've seen the changes of your body and seen if you're not ahem-ehem anymore. If you don't believe me, just check Google, right"

"cause you're dating Rayhan so who else are you ahem-ehem, right?"

Hearing that Mia's face turned red and she turned tense for a moment she stopped walking and she didn't speak anymore.

It was clear in her heart that Mia felt uneasy after this conversation was revealed. She also felt embarrassed and wondered if Lana would still be friends with him if she knew this.

"Mia why are you pouting like that. I didn't mean anything because of me. I don't know it either" said Lana.

Mia's eyes instantly widened and she smiled again as if she was looking at a friend of fate and struggle.

"All right, Lana, you're not lying to me, are you?"said Mia who was still a little suspicious.

"why am I lying, isn't today a shame I'm saying because I assume you're doing the same thing with your boyfriend. Otherwise why am I asking you?"

"Ahh Lana you have scared me" said Mia.

"Fear why? do not be afraid that we have the same experience hahaha" said Lana without sin.

But then Lana said if actually the thing that was done was a sin. As a friend Lana certainly said some advice to her friend.

Here Mia starts to open up about the things she did with Rayhan. Mia said that Rehan was not the first, but Raihan was a man who really did not care about virginity.

They have even been dating this style for more than 2 years. During that time Mia felt that Raihan was the man in charge and she was not afraid of being left behind by Rayhan even though they had such an unhealthy courtship.

Mia becomes open with Lana and tells her freely about things that are usually done by husband and wife.Sometimes she chuckles saying this one is delicious and that one is not.

Mia has started to open up but Lana is not. Here Mia feels comfortable confiding with Lana but actually she forgets that Lana has not opened up about the secret of her life.

Mia's pity because she's so innocent.