Just Pasrah

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Mia sat on the park bench with a blank look that was lost in her destruction. His face was pale and his eyes were red from the crying that kept flowing. Her beautiful unraveling hair was now so messy, reflecting the chaos in her heart. His body trembled uncontrollably due to the rampage of emotions that tore his heart and soul

"Rayhannnn.tega nya you Ray!!"

In the quiet silence of the garden, the sound of Mia's cry filled the air like a heart-piercing sad melody. He felt trapped in an endless nightmare, and the bitter reality seeped so deeply. All hopes and dreams of a future together with Rayhan are shattered, like ruined fences eaten by time.

Rayhan had long since left that place like he died from his broken heart.

Who can be blamed in this case, wrong Mia herself for leaving a boyfriend with her best friend.Salah Mia herself who always indulges in Raihan's kindness so that Lana becomes motivated.

Mia huhuhu's wrong.

As the sun began to sink in the western horizon, Mia felt herself drowning in a sea of sadness and disappointment. His feelings are torn to shreds by the betrayal that comes from his own best friend. How could Lana, who had been so close to him all this time, be able to seduce and snatch her lover in such an unworthy manner?

In a heart-wrenching silence, Mia let anger and disappointment fill her inner being. He felt betrayed by the two people closest to him, and it was a heavy blow to his heart. He closed his eyes, trying to cope with the surging waves of emotions within him.

"Stupid! Why should I trust you, Lana? You're my best friend, but you ruined my life with this lie!" Inner Mia exploded in deep anger. Pain and anger mingled in his heart, creating an uncontrollable storm of emotions.

"Lanaaaa you ja.hat hiks...hiks..!"

But along with her anger, Mia also felt a deep emptiness. Rayhan's departure and Lana's betrayal have created deep wounds in her heart. He felt like a part of him had been ripped off and lost. The pain permeated every fiber of his body, leaving him feeling crushed and injured.

His cry grew louder, reflecting the unraveling feeling in his heart. Tears flowed profusely, describing her suffering and disappointment.

several times Mia tried to call Lana but unfortunately her phone number is no longer active.This says if Lana really cut off their friendship.

"Huh Lana, you ..you deliberately did this right? you broke Lana's heart on purpose?"

Long Mia stayed in the garden until she could no longer return home

Not long after, Mia entered her house with a lethargic condition pale face and swollen eyes.Of course her mother was worried and went to greet her.

" Mia, why are your eyes so swollen? What the hell's going on?x

Mia sat down on the sofa, talking softly. "Mama, everything's ruined... Mah Huhuh"

Mama Mia was surprised to see the reaction of her son and she immediately sat down beside Mia, holding Mia's hand. "Tell me, son. What's going on?"

"Young, Rayhan... She. she left me" said Mia in her tears and hugged her mother loudly.

" left you? How can it be, son?you broke-up?

" She went to marry Lana. Lana, my own best friend. They both betrayed me, Mama. They're both.bla...

Soon the story of Lana and Rayhan being caught was talked about by her in tears and tears.

Mama Mia is of course shocked and angry.she has known Rehan for quite a long time since Mia introduced him as a girlfriend. She thinks Raihan is a nice guy who can't possibly betray her daughter. Let alone go with Mia's best friend and get caught wet.And lana, already dozens of times Mia praised Lana as a good friend.But now...

"What's? Lana's? How come? They're both...?

" I can't believe it, Mama. I feel like the world is collapsing. Rayhan is my love, Mama. And Lana. oh, Lana...

Mama Mia immediately hugged Mia."Oh, honey, mama knows this is really hard for you. But remember, if it is like this the best, you will definitely find a better one in the future"

Mia cried while hugging her Mom. It's okay if they break up well but Mia realizes that she's not a virgin and which men can be found in these conditions.

"But why, Mama? Why is all this happening?"

"We never know why some things happen, son. But for sure, they all have a greater plan of God. Maybe this is a test for you, to make you stronger and wiser"

"But Mama, I .hiks.aku.I never thought Lana would do this to me huhuhu "

"Mama Mia touched Mia's cheek gently and wiped her tears away "That was a painful surprise, dear. But please let him know he's not your soul mate"

" I know, Mama. But.it feels so hard"

That night, was the hardest night for Mia. A feeling of pain that can only be written and read but can never be felt by others.

Why rayhan?

That night, Mia did not give up she was still trying to send a short message to Raihan.

...^^^Rey, I want you to remember our memories for 5 years. It's not easy for me to forget that, so Ray, I'll always be waiting for you, even if I'm only going to be the second one"^^...

A message sent by Mia was directly read by Rayhan. How could he not understand how sick Mia was today.

She feels a heavy moral burden for what she has done to Lana, Mia's best friend and also the decisions she has to make regarding her relationship with Mia, her true love.

Rayhan reflects on Mia's five-year memories. How her beautiful smile always warms her heart. How each of their travels and adventures shaped a typical love story. However, now that he saw Mia crying for this betrayal, his heart was torn to shreds.

In his mind, clearly illustrated Mia's smile that once adorned his life. The sound of their laughter as the two went through the days. But it was also clear that Mia's tears were spilling from the feeling of betrayal. This is not only Mia's feelings that are destroyed, but also her feelings that are also affected.

... This dear Mia is impossible, forget it because we are not a match. Maybe I'm not the best for you and you'll find a better figure than me in the future.I'm sorry, I know a thousand words of apology can't possibly heal your heart but , your Rayhan is helpless.I'm sorry "...

Rayhan felt wrong. He knew that what he did to Lana was an inappropriate act, and he had to take responsibility for it. But on the other hand, her heart did not want to let go of Mia. They had lived so much together, and he did not want to ruin the relationship that had been established all along.

He contemplated his choices with great doubt. He tried to find the best way out without hurting more people. However, whatever he chose, there would definitely be injuries left.

...^^^"No Rei if Lana never cared about my feelings.I also would never care about her feelings. The important thing is you still love me and we'll stay together like we used to. I'm sincere If you're going to marry her but promise me you'll marry me after that. Just like lana you also have to take responsibility for me because you've fucked me for a long time.Rayhan I don't care Rehan who obviously I want to be with you.You're willing Ray, you're willing to,I love and I'll die without you "^^^...

After the message Mia was no longer active. Rayhan how many times sent a message but there was no response from that side.

Here Rayhan was at a loss as to what he should do. She must marry Lana because the conversation between parents has been done but Mia also insists on getting married.

Should I marry both.

It should be m