Just Pasrah

so submissive

In the living room, Mama and Papa Lana sit on the sofa talking about the engagement plan between Lana and Kevin. They looked at each other, looking somewhat confused and surprised.

"Papa, have you also felt a change in Lana lately?"mama Lana asked a little surprised.

"Yes, Mama. I feel it too. Lana seems to be more submissive than ever. There was no reaction of rejection or even objection when we talked about their engagement plans" replied papa Lana who was equally confused.

"I was really surprised. Since childhood, Lana has always had a hard and stubborn character. But now, he looked more obedient and did not show the same attitude as before"

"Papa also did not know what could have caused this change. Maybe our daughter has grown up mah" said papa Lana chimed.

"But reward, we have to talk to Lana, try to understand what's really going on. Does she feel compelled by this engagement plan or is there another reason behind the change?"

" Yes, we need to approach her carefully and try to listen to her feelings. There may be things we don't know he's going through"

Just at that moment, Lana came out of her room in clothes that looked like she was going to leave the house. Lana was wearing a simple white blouse with long sleeves, combined with a long black skirt to a crochet. Her hair was neatly severed and slightly tied behind.

Mama hurriedly observed Lana's clothes," Lana, where are you going? Why are you dressed like that?"

"Oh, sorry, Mama, Lana's just gonna be gone for a little while. There's some business I have to do outside" Lana said, but she was called by Kevin asking him to come out.

after yesterday's incident Lana was really used as a slave to the lust of Kevin. whenever she wanted he just stayed on the phone without thinking whether Lana agreed or not.

Here Lana goes awry, if she refuses, Kevin threatens not to marry her. But knowing what he and Kevin were doing on the other hand was a sin.

However, Lana's power to reject Kevin's will. While Lana does not want papa and Mama to know if her daughter is now a girl who is not holy anymore.

Papa somehow had a bad feeling he looked at Lana worriedly. "Lana, wait a minute. Come sit down, we want to talk to you from heart to heart.

Lana obediently sat between Mama and Papa Lana, but the smile on her face looked bitter and there was a hint of pain in her eyes.

" Daughter, we've seen a change in your attitude lately. We want to know what caused this change. Why are you suddenly acting like this?"asked Mama Lana to try to speak as softly as possible so that the child is not offended. Of course he understood the true nature of this daughter who was quick to offend and irritable.

" Mommy, Papa, I've started to understand the consequences of the actions I took yesterday. I realized that life is not just about personal desires and passions. There are responsibilities that I have to shoulder, including respecting and respecting the decisions that you have taken for me" Lana whispered softly.

Rarely did Lana speak in this low tone but that was her since the incident where she had already been harassed by Kevin.

Lana could only smile bitterly while holding back the tears from falling."L'm... I just realized that in the process of achieving our desires, we can also hurt the closest people we love. And I don't want to see mom and dad hurt because of Lana "

Mama hugged Lana and wiped Lana's tears gently "Oh, my dear... You should know that we are always here for you. We want to see you happy, no matter what"

Lana smiled again as she tried to hold back the cries"Thank you, Mama and Papa. I really love you guys, and that's why I'm trying to change myself"

Mama and Papa Lana felt the pain in Lana's words and smile. They hugged their daughter tightly, showing their support and love in the face of the change that Lana was experiencing.

After talking to Mama and Papa Lana, Lana asks permission to leave the room. With a confident pace, Lana walked away, but in her heart, only she knew how much pain she felt. Each step felt like treading on a sharp knife, but he kept trying to hold back that feeling.

"I'm sorry, Mama and Papa. I know how much you have tried and given everything for me. But the decision I'm taking now is difficult and full of blood, mama papa maafin Lana "Whispers Lana in the heart.

Lana goes with her Honda Beat towards where Kevin wants to meet. His Honda Beat looks fresh and well groomed, with a bright red color that exudes cheerfulness. The smooth and shiny motor body shows that Lana is very good at maintaining her vehicle. The bright front and rear lights are on providing enough lighting during the night trip.

On the way, Lana could not contain her anger. He feels humiliated and hurt by Kevin's behavior that has let him down. The sound of the motor engine and the sound of the wind blowing accompanied the angry words that came out of Lana's mouth.

Lana screamed in her heart she also snapped with anger, But unfortunately Lana could only do that in her heart. On the surface she is very afraid Kevin is angry and does not want to marry her.

" Kevin, you depraved man! How could you do such things? You betrayed my trust and ruined me! I will never forgive you!"

"Kevin, remember Kevin you also have a little sister, I don't pray but I hope you will also feel what I feel. What happened today let your sister also feel it"

"Kevin.you're bad Kevin...

The loud sound of the Honda Beat motor sliding down the road along with Lana's angry shout created a combination that filled the space around her. Lana remained focused on her journey, even though her heart was filled with deep feelings of resentment, disappointment, and pain.

But unfortunately a thousand times dear Lana who now open Lana who was once a girl full of confidence and with explosive emotions.

Lana is now Lana who has a mental cracker. How scared Lana is of Kevin when she gets threatened if Kevin doesn't want to marry her.

He's been corrupted by Kevin's reasons what else he can make of it, other than succumbing.