Just Pasrah

Lousy

Every time Lana meets face to face with Raihan after the incident in Bungkul park, she feels awkwardness and a little sultry in him. His expression was a little tense and his gaze often dodged from Raihan's eyes. Sometimes, he even finds it difficult to show the smile he used to have when with his friends.

Lana's body movements became stiff and tense, as if she was trying to hide the feelings that were inside her. She often plays her finger or bites her lips nervously when Raihan talks to her.

Although Lana tries to overcome the awkwardness, sometimes she feels a little lost and unsure of how to interact with Raihan. Every time they spoke, there were worries that popped up in his mind, worried that his words or attitude would show the discomfort he felt.

Although Lana wants to maintain a good relationship with Raihan, but she feels a little hesitant and worried about losing the comfort they have as friends. There is little fear that the moment in the park will change the dynamics of their relationship into something complicated and uncomfortable.

However, behind her awkwardness, there is also Lana's longing and hope to be able to get back to feeling comfortable with Raihan as before. He hopes that this awkwardness is only temporary and their relationship can return to the same as before, without the burden and anxiety he feels at this time.

Mia was sitting opposite Lana who was stirring a cup of warm coffee.

Mia's gaze looked attentive as she watched Lana who looked silent and washed away in her own mind. His heart whispered that there was something different about his best friend.

Mia finally couldn't stand her curiosity and decided to ask a question that stuck in her mind. Gently, he took a breath and asked, "Lana, what's been going on with you lately? I see you often silent and smile to yourself. Is there someone who makes you happy?"

Lana who was grasping the coffee cup with trembling hands, looked at Mia with a face that tried to hide the anxiety behind her smile. "Oh, Mia, you know I don't have a partner at the moment. I was just thinking about a lot of things related to college, especially with the thesis that I soon had to work on. So, don't worry, nothing romantic is going on with me" Lana replied with a hint of tension heard in her voice.

Mia felt somewhat doubtful at Lana's reply. He realizes that there is something Lana doesn't tell him. However, he chose to respect the privacy of his best friend and not push any further. "Alright, Lana. I understand there's a lot of things you're thinking about in college. Don't hesitate to contact me if you need help or just want to share a story, huh? I'm always here for you" Mia said with an understanding smile.

Lana feels a tickling nervousness in her stomach as Mia asks questions about her falling in love. She doesn't want to make Mia suspicious or jealous of the situation between her and Raihan. For a moment, Lana tried to arrange the words in her mind before replying.

"Listen, Mia, there's actually something I want to talk about, but not about me. I want to hear more about your relationship with Raihan. How are you two?" Lana tries to shift Mia's attention to other topics in hopes of lessening suspicions about herself.

Mia who initially wanted to know more about Lana, was a little surprised by the change in direction of the conversation. However, she also feels excited and enthusiastic to talk about her relationship with Raihan.

"Oh, sure! I'm glad you want to hear more about us. We've been dating for a few months now and are getting closer. Raihan is a caring, patient, and understanding figure. I feel very happy with her," Mia replied with a smile on her lips.

Lana strives to really engage in this conversation and show her happiness for her best friend. She tries to temporarily forget her awkwardness and focus on Mia's relationship with Raihan. "Wow, that's great, Mia! I'm glad to see you happy with Raihan. You two look very compatible. Are there any plans for the future? Like maybe, a wedding?" asked Lana enthusiastically.

Mia smiled broadly at Lana's question. "We've been talking about the future, and so far, we both have a similar vision. But we also want to give our relationship time to grow and develop. I believe that the best things will come in time" Mia replied in a hopeful tone.

Lana took the kangen mia and held it tightly, she said, "She should have prioritized your marriage earlier you know that your courtship is a little dangerous. We are now women who would be harmed if one day Rayhan did not want to be responsible"

Mia was a little surprised but also interfered seriously.

"Yes Lana, sometimes I think about that too but somehow I feel confident if Raihan is a loyal man. Besides his biological needs have been met by me. how could he be willing to turn his heart, how could he be, yes" said Mia slowly.

He did not want to speak out loud for fear that the contents of their conversation would be heard by others. But there's really no need to worry either. The distance between one table and another table allows them to have privacy in the conversation.

"Mia men should not be too trusted Mia. While he still wants to be responsible let's pull him to the penghulu, why wait "said Lana chuckling.

" You think of him going to bed all the time, at the new house cry" said Lana smiling.

"Lana don't doain is not good for your friends dong. Rayhan Hem is not handsome but does not know. The person is also loyal and not neko-neko.I like Rayhan Lana. I love him if Raihan thinks of another girl maybe I will kill myself deh "

"Mia.kau.kau.you never think of the assortment of Mia. soul mate already there is a chatter, can not be imposed also.Kau.mia please do not think the strange okay" said Lana.

He immediately hugged Mia because he felt what Mia felt at this time he had also felt when dealing with Kevin.

here Mia immediately cries and hugs Lana tightly.for him Lana is the best friend and knows best what she is feeling right now.

about how scared she was to lose Raihan. with Lana She was not afraid anymore and the cheerful atmosphere filled her heart again.

"Lana having you as a friend is the most precious thing to me. If any other woman takes Raihan .Maybe I can hold it but if that woman is you then I don't know what I am Lana" said Mia, half-jokingly.

Degs...

Lana was uncomfortable hearing it but she tried to smile and hide her original reaction.

Hot.heart beb.