Just Pasrah

Honest with your own feelings

Inside the quiet karaoke room, Lana and Rayhan sat beside each other with mixed feelings. The romantic music of the song that was ordered by Dea before, is still heard in the background.This music even more creates an increasingly awkward atmosphere between the two.

Lana stared at the floor with a slightly blushing face, trying to find words to fill the silence that appeared between them. Rayhan, on the other hand, looked down and toyed with his fingers on the karaoke table, also not knowing what to say.

The moment their gazes met, they smiled at each other awkwardly, as if trying to hide the feelings that had suddenly awakened between them. The rest of the song reinforces the romantic atmosphere inside the room, increasing the tension Lana and Rayhan feel.

"Maybe we should join the others outside," Lana said in a soft voice trying to loosen the tension.

Rayhan nodded in agreement, "Yes, maybe it's better that way. They're definitely waiting for us."

The two of them got out of their chairs and left the karaoke room.

Maybe because of the rush to get up Lana suddenly accidentally nudged a chair not far from where she was standing.

Lana fell with her knees on the floor.

"is..

Rayhan who saw that was a little surprised and hurriedly approached the child he checked Lana's knee, fortunately there were only blisters.

"I'm here to help...

Rayhan forcefully pulled Lana to sit down again.He took out a tissue and answered her to an alcoholic drink. Although not natural but good enough to clean the wound earlier.

Rayan was so cool cleaning up old blisters with wet wipes but here Lana started looking at Rayhan with a pushy look.

The more seen inexplicably Rayhan became more handsome in his eyes. It's like there's a magnet that's pulling you around to constantly get close to Rayhan.

The atmosphere of the music that was haunting earlier suddenly disappeared and he could not hear anymore. At this moment all Lana heard was a breath and her own heartbeat.

His heart was like screaming not wanting to let this time pass.

"can God stop time for a moment?"I thought Lana.

Rayhan was still busy cleaning up the scuffed lana skin but he suddenly felt the situation was not right. Lana has not spoken a bit even impressed stiff.

As soon as Rayhan raised his head their eyes met instantly.

Rayhan was silent for a moment.

Maybe due to the encouragement of alcoholic beverages that had been swallowed.Rayhan is now fascinated with the beauty of Lana that night, especially her eyes are so alluring.

The light of the lights in the room made Lana's eyes look even more glittering, like two gems shining beautifully in the middle of darkness.

Rayhan is stunned by the depth and beauty of Lana's eyes. He felt as if those eyes could read his every feeling, as if those eyes could touch his heart gently.

The beauty of Lana's eyes became something that Rayhan couldn't ignore that night. He felt as if there was magic behind those beautiful eyes, which made him feel calm and peaceful.

But it was only for a few seconds, then the two immediately came to a realization with the situation.

"Ray sorry yes" said Lana sadly.

Rayhan wanted to persuade lana with his words but no words were suitable for their current situation.

"Lana, you better go back to the hotel first.I'll wait for Tommy here" said Rayhan in a deep voice.

It's okay if there are others but here there are only the two of them.The voice is full of hormones for Lana.It attracts Lana and also taunts her at the same time.

Lana glanced at a bottle of liquor at the table. From the beginning Lana did not touch any alcoholic beverages at all. She may be a naughty girl but touching alcohol is not Lana.

Lana felt as if the world was spinning rapidly around her. The joy and joy that used to feel so good. It now turned into an indescribable void. He felt swayed in an uncontrollable wave of emotions.

Without a second thought, his hand grabbed the liquor bottle lying on the table. It felt heavy and cold in his grasp. In a turbulent heart, Lana felt as if the drink was the answer to all the chaos that lay within her. He wanted to forget the awkward feeling of turmoil and everything that caused him to feel uncomfortable.

Without using the glass, Lana gulped straight from the liquor bottle. The light in the karaoke room reflects a colorful sparkle on the surface of the liquid in the bottle. He felt a warm tremor as the drink made its way down his throat, trying to treat the emptiness that felt deep.

Raihan who was nearby, was immediately surprised to see Lana's action. Without hesitation he immediately grabbed the bottle from Lana's hand, trying to stop his friend's footsteps. Her gaze was full of worry and decisiveness, reflecting the concerns over Lana's health and safety.

"Lana don't do this" Raihan said in a low but firm voice. "Hard drinking is not the way out. It'll just make things worse."

Lana looked at Raihan with contemptuous eyes, trying to hold back the tears that were about to drip. His feelings were mixed, like a storm in his heart. He felt confused, swayed between wanting to vent emotions with liquor or looking for a healthier way out.

Raihan placed the liquor bottle gently on the table, while grasping Lana's hand with tenderness. "We can deal with it together, Lana. You are not alone. I'm here for you."

Raihan's gaze was so attentive and affectionate, as if he could read every feeling that was within Lana.

But Rayhan was wrong, the attentive gaze made Lana even more sad.

"Ray...

Lana's eyes immediately stared at Rayhan again.She pulled rayhan's hand and clasped him tightly.

"Ray me .. I've been trying to get away from you Rayhan .I've been trying to get rid of this sense, but I'm helpless Ray"

Seeing Rayhan silent, Lana immediately laughed at herself. But somehow suddenly the name sense has a push in his heart. A thing he could never think of before.

"Ray, as your best friend, can I ask you a little help. Maybe my request is a bit heavy but this is my last request, Ray can it?"Whisper Lana.

Rayhan does not know what Lana wants but it seems Lana is getting worse. Plus Rayhan is also the one who makes Lana like that.

So inevitably Rayhan nodded his head slightly.

"let's just say Lana if I can why not, we're Hem's best friend?"

The word friend pierced into Lana's innermost heart.

Diala does not want to be friends but Lana wants more than friends.But if only friends are wanted by Rehan, Lana can also.But not with tonight.

Lana looked into Rayhan's eyes with complete confidence and there was no doubt at all.

He without speaking directly hugged Rayhan and whispered."Kiss me please!"

Rayhan was surprised, looking with reflexes he pushed Lana but Lana instead hugged him again deeper.

If Rayhan doesn't want to, then Lana can steal him.

Soon Lana kisses Rayhan, The man does not accept but the man is such a person.

Initially unwilling but over time Rayhan also washed away in the softness of Lana's lips.He who was once Passive is now active.With full awareness, the word kiss me so faint .

Replace it with the word, I am yours Ray, please.

Under the song sahdu and romantic, Lana enjoys her company with Rayhan.

A man he likes.

Soon they forget about Mia.