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request Mia

When the sharp gaze of the Mia family fell on Lana, the atmosphere became tense. Lana felt as if she was on trial and their views made her feel fear and disbelief. Their eyes implied seriousness which left Lana flabbergasted.

Lana replied to that view with a mixed expression between disbelief and confusion. He did not know what to do or say in this situation.

Then, Papa Rayhan decided to speak. His voice filled the room seriously and firmly. "We know about the unhealthy relationship between Rayhan and Mia" he said in a heavy voice. "This is not the right way to go about a relationship and as parents, we are very concerned."

"It's not that papa's wrong you are Lana, but you know better how Mia did the wrong thing while they were just dating.You as her best friend not forbid but even you...

Lana looked at Papa Rayhan with an increasingly incredulous look. The words he heard could not be taken for granted. He wanted to refute, but he could not find the right words.

When Lana looked at her Mama, she just cried in silence and Papa Lana lowered her head without being able to defend Lana in this.

Obviously her mom and dad are also disgusted with Lana right now.

Papa Rayhan continued, "We don't blame you, Lana. We know that Rayhan must also take responsibility for his actions. But as parents, we've decided something."

Lana fell silent, trying to understand what Papa Rayhan was saying. He felt like everything was revolving around him.

"Tomorrow, Mia and Rayhan will be officially married in KUA," continued Papa Rayhan in a flat voice. "We didn't ask your permission, but we felt we needed to tell you."

"What's?me.. married?"

Hearing this news, Lana almost fainted. He felt his world collapse in an instant. All mixed feelings arose within him. Jealousy, anger, sadness, everything mixed into one. Lana felt as if she was in a nightmare that she could not avoid.

"No, I won't give you permission, it's impossible.Papa said something of merit, Lana..Lana just got married today and..dana tomorrow Rayhan will marry another woman?papa say something meritorious" said Lana who did not accept with this arrangement.

Lana turned to Rayhan, eyes filled with hope and unanswered questions. However, Rayhan was only able to say one word, "Sorry," without giving any further explanation.

Rayhan's heart was also crushed by having to face the two women who meant so much to him in this complicated situation.

But she really has to take responsibility for Mia, this is also her promise to Mia since long ago again.

So, I'm sorry Lana.

With a face soaked in tears, Lana ran towards Mia who was still standing there with emotion.

Plop...

"Lana..!"

Lana knelt down and finally prostrated herself in front of Mia. With a voice trembling with her cries, Lana pleaded, "Please, Mia. Please undo your intention to marry Rayhan. We can finish this well.This is not Mia's solution . Please understand Mia, I just got married one day and now you..."

Lana spoke with great hope and despair, pleading with Mia to reconsider her decision. He also tries to remind Mia of their friendship in the past, of all the memories they have shared.

However, Mia who was no less hurt and sad. She was also sobbing, her cries blending sadness, disappointment and love so deeply. "I'm even ready to die for Lana's rayhan," Mia muttered in a trembling voice. "Without Rayhan, I don't know how to go anymore."

"now do you remember we were friends? all this time where the friendship went, so you could take Raihan from me? where's your friendship Lana said!" said Mia screaming as hard as her heart.

She loves Rayhan so deeply, but at the same time, she doesn't want to lose the friendship she has built with Lana. This conflict tore his heart apart and he felt like there was no right choice.

"No Mia, I never thought to have rayhan, this is my destiny to hear rayhan, he is a God-given soul mate regardless of why Mia..I just resignedly accept the fate of God.But you can still find another man right Mia" said Lana brick.

If not for being caught wet it would have been impossible for marrying Raihan instead maybe she would have forever preferred to keep this feeling to herself.

But this is the destiny outlined by God.

Miris was indeed what Lana said it was .But Mia laughed at him, laughing with tears welling up in her eyes.

"Do you think getting married because getting caught is fate? so did I who was not pregnant also say fate can not marry rayhan? then you say, you blame me for not getting caught wet like you're shameless?"

"Mia, be careful you talk, now I am Rayhan's legal wife in spite of everything.I will defend my household.Mia you are not pregnant right? is this why you want to marry her? Hahaha I got caught wet but I'm pregnant with an illegitimate child?" said Lana who had boarded the apitam.

"Oh so I mean, I have to get pregnant before I can get married? hehehe sorry yes, I will not get caught wet with the community and also will not be pregnant with an illegitimate child.I am more dignified than you, an actor "squeals Mia loudly.

Meanwhile, the views of Lana's parents, Mia's parents and Rayhan's parents were filled with mixed feelings. They felt sad to see these two young women facing each other .

They could only look, letting the feelings of the two of them spill out all resentment. Everyone could feel the confusion and uncertainty hanging in the air.

"Rayhan....

Lana stood up with a pushy look, she felt that everyone was mocking her.

None of all these people standing behind him all blamed him all scolding Lana.

The sorrow that was so deep covered Lana was like a dark shadow that never left. He lamented the decisions he had made.

Feeling like a beautiful and priceless past with Mia is irreversible. Every time he looked at his past, he wished time could be turned back and he could prevent all the mistakes that had happened.

Regret creeps in her, tormenting her with questions about what she can do better, how she can maintain her friendship and love all at once.

His decision to enter a relationship with Rayhan has resulted in an invaluable loss, not only losing a best friend, but also losing the trust of his parents.

Lana feels like an actor who will never get true happiness.

His mind constantly wandered, taking him to the most important points of his life that were now filled with regret and loss.

"Mama, papapa"Whisper Lana camp.

It could clearly be seen if there was no more affection and trust on the faces of his parents. He had already completely broken the couple's heart so that it could not be glued together again as before.

In that moment, his mood felt so fragmented, it felt like all the dreams and hopes he had ever had had were shattered.

As these emotions reached their peak, Lana's body suddenly felt limp and fainted suddenly on the spot.

Yes an actor will never be happy.