I Married My Raise Child

I'm Not Going to Forgive You Again

"Sister..there are things I want to say" Hans said hesitantly.

"Say" Sahut Alika was curious.

"Sila.. the woman is not dead" said Hans who then made Alika jerked in shock.

"He's still alive? Hm.. so apparently it turns out he has been playing us" Sahut Alika rather indifferent.

"Son, what if he's trying to take Jingmi away from us?" Asked Rio anxiously.

"Don't worry, that woman won't be able to take Li away from us, because I won't let that happen" Alika said calmly.

"So what if he says everything to Jingmi?" Hans said worriedly.

"You take it easy, I'll handle everything, you focus on your American affairs" Sahut Alika assured the two men.

"Sister..."

"Your job is to look after Rio and educate him well, someday when we meet again I hope I can see you with your success"

"Sister I promise. I'll come back with success and we'll make you proud brother"

"Sister don't cry" Rio said attentively.

"Let me cry. I want to pour my sorrow and my wounds now, I used to be the one with my hands slapping your face... today with this same hand I want to hug you and pray for you" Alika said as she sobbed in tears.

"I just want my three kids back in my arms. The three of you are the reason why I didn't end my life after Dean's death, and if I lose one of you again then I'll definitely go crazy" Alika said with sobbing tears.

Suddenly Jingmi came running towards them. Jingmi hugged Alika very tightly while crying.

"What's wrong?" Alika asked confusedly.

"Father.he's gone" Jingmi said as she handed Alika a piece of paper.

Alika opened the paper and read the contents of the letter written in blue ink. "God lives well with our three sons.I know it must be difficult for you to live with three children who are not even your flesh and blood, Alika I beg of you to take care of them and love them. I'm not a good father to them, even if they're just your adopted sons but I hope you can make them your jewels.

Alika I love you so much, but I realize that being with you will only hurt each of us more. I chose to go with Sila that way she won't interfere with your life and those three children...

Alika live well you are a good woman and the four of you deserve to be happy. All my possessions have been diverted entirely in your name, now you are the head of the family and your job is to look after them" Johan wrote in his final letter.

Alika sat limp on the ground and then cried as hard as she could. Hans who was confused when he saw it immediately snatched the letter from Alika's hand then read it, after reading the letter Hans ran to chase after Johan but he was too late.

"Why are you going?! Why did you leave us and give me this much responsibility? What exactly do you want? Why are you so selfish...

Right now it's not just you who's hurt. I was also very hurt, but never once did it cross my mind to leave you and now it is you who left us...

Johan why are you running away from all this?! Why are you so stupid! You should know that your treasure will never make the three of them happy or out of their slump. But once again you repeat your mistake and I will never forgive you again" Alika said in tears and then moved and hugged Jingmi and Rio.