I Married My Raise Child

FIRST SNOW

during lunch hour Hans went to the hospital to do blood donation.from examination to blood collection hans eyes look very empty even he does not look like before, he looks like before, hans is actually thinking about how to tell alika if she loves alika. this is obviously very difficult and complicated considering they have been together for years as a mother and child not to mention the tragedy of Dean's death and his divorce with Johan all of it makes hans afraid to state her love.

"what are you thinking? your blood pressure became abnormal this month only one bag of blood we could take" the doctor said.

Hans let out a long breath and fell silent.

"doctor have you ever been in love?"

"of course" said the young doctor was spontaneous.

"how about that?"

the doctor just smiled. "forget I'll go back to the office sorry I asked the unimportant thing" said Hans who then branjak from his seat.

"wait. let's have tea together and I'll teach you about love" the doctor said as he gave his card.

Hans read the card and it said Raymond's name was complete with his phone number. Hans returned to his office and attended an important meeting until late at night after finishing all his work hans went to the hotel and deliberately not to go home he wanted to calm down for a while and dodged from Alika.

Hans felt that at this moment he was already very tired and could no longer hide his feelings, but he also could not tell the truth because it would definitely hurt alika and her two brothers, as well, love sometimes becomes so complicated and so painful but the love story between hans and alika is not a simple story because everything is not as easy as it seems.

Tired not only Hans who feel tired but also alika they are both the same through difficulties and loss which ultimately makes them very difficult to unite with the word love. Complicated even very complicated Alika is like being trapped in a labyrinth that makes her confused and traps in the maze is like fate that is playing tricks on her and injures her, he said, as for Hans this is more like a journey that is uncertain direction and somewhere the end.

tonight the first snow of the year has arrived Alika got a short message from Hans containing. if Hans is not going home for a few days on the grounds of work Alika tells Hans about the exhibition in Jingmi's gallery which is postponed and will take place next week Hans promises to come but after that he will come back work because there are important things that must be resolved immediately. But actually Hans just wanted to avoid Alika for a while. Alika already knows if there is something wrong with Hans and actually she also already knows about Hans who keeps love for him. Alika did not want to say that to anyone and she just kept it all this time alone.

"God what other game are you going to play in my life? the last five years have all been well..What other storms will hit me? I don't hate you god, I'm just tired" Alika said inwardly as she let out a long sigh.

Rio saw Alika from his bedroom window and secretly photographed Alika then he sent it to Jingmi.

"mama looks very tired" said jingmi replied to rio's message.

Rio called jingmi and they started talking to each other seriously. "compared to us he is the one who gets hurt the most, I don't know when it will all be over five years have passed and the wound in my heart still remains open" said Rio who looks sad.

"your wedding will be the best gift for mom"

"Jingmi I hope you can come back as cheerful as before all this happened"

"sister.it's the same as we're expecting water to turn into fire, it's very unlikely now to focus on your marriage because mom was expecting that last week I saw mom buying some clothes for your future wife she kept it covered up"

"Do you think mom would be upset if she knew she was actually pregnant with my son? will she be okay if she finds out I stained sasa to pregnancy?"

"it is better not to say anything to her at this time.just wait until the child is born and explain everything to the mother"

"i've lied to my mom and brother Hans, you're the only one who knows the truth"

"forget that for now and focus on your marriage lest it wreak havoc again, our family has improved so much from before...I'm stepping down the exhibition at the gallery because I have to take care of some of the things that were a problem in your marriage, cancel your departure to Bangkok and focus on this marriage"  Jingmi closed her phone and Rio was still staring at Alika from behind the window.