I Married My Raise Child

The medicine in Hans' drink

When Hans almost made Beca die out of breath Alika came at the right time. Alika grasps Hans hand and makes him release his strangulation from Beca's neck.

Alika looked at Hans face with the gentle gaze of a mother. "Stop back with me, come home with me" Alika told Hans with teary eyes.

Hans obeyed Alika and they got into the car. Alika tells her men to take Hans' car and tells her driver to take them to a seaside inn, while in the car Alika gives Hans a drink that has been given a sedative and Hans drinks the water until it runs out without hesitation.

Alika embraces Hans and puts Hans' head on his shoulder. "Why are you acting like that?" Ask Alika gently.

"He's humbling you, and hurting Rio do I still have to forgive him?" Hans said very softly.

"I made you grow up with love and affection, I didn't expect you to be back in your old self" Alika said as she stared out at the windshield.

"Mother.I'm tired" said Hans softly who then fell asleep in Alika's arms.

"I'm sorry your mother is Hans. I can't let you use this hand to kill or hurt others, I don't want to hurt you with my words or my hands either because I know you just want to keep us your family....

Sleep my son as when we first met sleep in my arms until your anger disappears and return to calm..." Alika said as she let out tears and held Hans' hand.

When they reached the inn and Hans was already in his room in a state of unconsciousness Alika wiped the body of his beloved child.

"Hans.I've always taught you how to be gentle and compassionate but I can't teach you about forgiving the person who hurt us, because even today I still have a grudge.I do not want to teach you a falsehood by pretending to be forgiving for everyone even though in my own heart there is still a grudge. Forgive me Hans" Alika said inwardly as she gently stroked Hans' hair.

Shortly after Hans awakens and he sees Alika beside him and looks at her affectionately. Hans then wakes up and puts his head on Alika's lap, Alika just smiles while fixing the blanket to cover Hans' body perfectly.

"You're cold?" Ask Alika gently.

"I always feel warm around you" Hans said with a smile.

"I'm sorry I put drugs in your drink..." Alika said with guilt.

"I know you've been mixing my drinks since the first time I saw that bottle"

"Why do you keep drinking it?" Alika asked confusedly.

"Because I know you must be very worried about me, after all these years I'm finally back to what I used to be, I'm definitely worried that my emotions are driving me out of control and hurting myself like the late Dean... that's why mom gave me a sedative and I kept taking it because I wanted to go back to mommy as your sweet son"