I Married My Raise Child

Alika and Johan

Alika passed away leaving the room towards her room by taking Jingmi with her. Alika sat in front of her dresser and Jingmi looked at her contemplating mother while she was sleep protested.

"What's your secret Johan? What else is your lie? You and Dean. Are you the same as me in your eyes?! You say love, baby but you just make me like your doll" Grumpy Alika in her heart was upset.

"Mother..."

"Yes" Sahut Alika fast.

"Mother's mad at you?" Jingmi asked innocently.

"Mother is not angry..." Sahut Alika as she moved from her seat and approached Jingmi.

"Mother and father always diem dieman..g never get along also always a debate... mother same father marahan because what?" Jingmi said as she held Alika's hand.

"Mother with father there is no problem anything. This is just about matters of heart and honesty. Jingmi must know to be honest with our loved ones and we believe it is important that the person can always be by our side and love us sincerely... don't let them down with a lie understand?" Sahut Alika.

"Eum..." Jingmi nodded her head.

"Jingmi I want to talk to you for a minute?" Said Johan who entered Alika's room without knocking on the door.

"If you want to talk outside, it's not good if we talk alone in the room" Alika said as she passed away.

"alika. I purposely hid all this from you because I was afraid that you would be disappointed to learn of my decision" Johan said.

"Are you afraid I'm disappointed?" Sahut Alika with an upset heart.

" You're afraid I'm disappointed if you know I'm much more disappointed now that you've been dishonest with me, I'm so confused by this attitude of yours that you're so happy to make me look stupid! Do you know between you and Dean I'm in the middle of you guys and I look really silly and stupid for being stuck in your game!" Said Alika pouring her regret.

"I just don't want you to be sad, that day you also got a letter from your father if he'd gone far if you knew I'd released Fani you'd get hurt even more" Johan tried to explain.

"Do you know? If only that day you told me everything then maybe I would just feel like I got stabbed by one dagger but because of your lies today I feel like I got stabbed by thousands of daggers!" Alika said with a heart holding in anger.

"You're angry that I'm hiding all these facts, but what about you who's also hiding your feelings for Dean?" Johan was also disappointed.

"Finally you reveal this. Yes you're right I've hidden my feelings for her, I do love your son but you need to know I never betrayed you. It never crossed my head to betray you, I was also hurt by having to endure this feeling and I did not want to love him either! Do you know why? Because he's your son!.

I even let this feeling grow in the darkness without ever once I gave her space to gain light. I don't want this feeling to grow any bigger because I want to be faithful, but you alone ended our bond.

My lies with your lies are wrong. But these two lies also cannot be equated, you lied not just once and made the word love as the reason while I only lied once and that was for loyalty" Alika said while wiping her tears and then turning her eyes away.