I Married My Raise Child

Apologies

Hi everyone, I wanted to apologize earlier. As an author, I am too emotional and selfish... my decision to end this novel prematurely was actually due to my own disappointment in failing to bring this novel into a novel that passed the contract.

But now I know what the purpose of writing this novel is. I don't care if this novel will get a contract or not, but what I care about is you readers of this novel. As long as you all still support me then I will continue this novel even though I am disappointed because of my failure but I am sure my current failure will be a success in the future.

Please support all authors and readers. Your support is my passion to keep working, thank you all and sorry for my selfishness. I promise to continue this novel and make it a successful novel with do'a and support from all of you I'm sure I can.

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After Dean's death everything changed. A smile disappeared from the Alika family, no more smiles, laughter, or joking. Everyone was just busy with their own business and kept quiet.

Alika often visits Dean's meal along with the rest of the family. Since the day Dean died everything felt so empty and silent, Hans became quiet and very angry while Rio became very closed off... Rio refused to continue his education as a reporter and chose to repeat his studies in medicine. Hans is determined to build a hospital and Rio is determined to become a doctor.

Johan always preoccupied himself with corporate affairs. Day and night she kept working and working she was even reluctant to go home, it was not because she hated her family but it was because she did not want to cry because she remembered Dean. In that house there are so many memories of Dean, Johan tried to shift his attention so as not to remember his sadness will lose the child by busy himself with his work and drinking outside until not infrequently Johan came home late at night.

Alika decided to stop working and focus on taking care of her family and home. Alika herself is actually the most injured person and also the most depressed after Dean died, Alika often visited Dean's grave with flowers and rose water.

Alika always tried to look okay in front of her family members but actually every night in the silence of the night she always cried in the garden behind her house accompanied by the dinginya night wind.

Dean's death was the deepest wound Alika had ever suffered. The day Dean was buried Alika was the last person to leave Dean's grave, Alika let herself wet by the rain at night and still cry while praying in addition to eating her stepson who is also her lover.

A month and sixteen days had passed after Dean's departure. Everything for Alika still feels like yesterday, in her daydream Alika was washed away.

"It feels like just yesterday you hugged me and disturbed my hand, it feels like just yesterday you gave me a bunch of flowers, it feels like only yesterday you smiled before my eyes. Now you are so far away from me, may you be happy there" said Alika in the heart who then moved from her seat while sweeping her tears.