I Married My Raise Child

Not Angry Just Disappointed

"Does your silence signify your anger?" Hans asked Alika who was still silent. Hans then removed his wound and stood beside Alika.

Not knowing what else to do, Hans chose to sit at Alika's feet. He just sat down while swinging his legs on the wooden bridge without saying anything, Alika looked at Hans who was acting like a child with a look of affection and also annoyance. Hans held Alika's hand and pulled her like a child.

"Am I still not sweet until you ignore me like this?" Asked Hans spoiledly.

Alika was silent without saying a word. Alika's silence was not because she was angry with Hans's concealing attitude about her pain, but Alika's silence was out of disappointment and fear.

He was disappointed that Hans made the same mistake Dean had made to hide his pain. The loss of many people she cares about makes Alika afraid to lose again, the annoyance and anger that Alika feels is not intended for Hans but for herself.

She was disappointed in herself for failing to protect her son. The role of a loving mother requires Alika to look after her three angels but sometimes not everything goes according to plan.

Alika then walked away leaving Hans who was still sitting on the wooden bridge. As Alika started to move away Hans could only see her from a distance while sighing deeply.

"If you knew where I got this wound from you would be very disappointed and angry with me" Hans said in his heart as he held onto his injured shoulder.

Hans stared at the choppy blue sea and tried to remain calm. Although with teary eyes Hans still tried not to cry, he then opened his phone and he saw the message sent by his sister Rio.

All this time you were a powerful figure in our eyes. I always looked at you as the strongest man and our protector I didn't know you were sick. Brother hurry home I'm waiting for you, we're waiting for you" Rio wrote with all his heart.

Hans then replied to a message from his sister. "It's not your fault you're still as sweet as I used to be I'll be home soon I miss you guys" Hans wrote with a smile.

When the wind was getting stronger and the waves were getting higher Hans still sat in the same place. Until suddenly the beach waves hit the wooden bridge and the water hit Hans' feet.

"A sea so calm can be so scary" said Hans Lirih, smiling with force.

"Therefore, never let the calmness turn into chaos, let the calmness remain beautiful and do not let it disappear" said Alika who came suddenly and put a cardingan on Hans.

Hans who was surprised to see Alika behind him and brought Cardingan for him made Hans fixated. Hans looks at Alika's face carefully and realizes that his love is only for Alika.

Alika then hugged Hans gently. "Mom still angry?" Hans asked with a sigh.

"I've never been angry at you I'm just disappointed that you didn't say anything about your pain and if I had to be angry then I would be mad at myself for failing to be that mother fine" Sahut Alika while looking at Hans's face.