I Married My Raise Child

Confession 1

Hans woke up in the morning and went to look out the window, seeing snow still falling heavily. Hans then closed his bedroom curtains and rushed to take a bath and changed his clothes after he finished going to Jingmi's room he looked at his sister who was still asleep, jingmi rarely returns home and spends more time in the Gallery.

Hans had absolutely no idea that his greatest fear had come true if his younger brother whom he had always protected in the hope of keeping the family intact was now really fighting for their family but in a way that was terribly wrong. he could no longer distinguish what was wrong and what was right for the current jingmi the only truth was to unite his family and if for that he had to kill then it was not at all the wrong thing with jingmi's eyes.

Hans approached the jingmi bed and sat by her side, he held her sister's head and smiled then before long Alika came with breakfast to the jingmi's room. When Alika entered she saw Hans who was already on the side of the jingmi and she felt happy, she said, Alika smiled and put the food she brought on the table and then she sat down on the sofa beside the bed jingmi.

"He is an adult" said Hnas Lirih.

"It feels like just last night he cried in fear because of nightmares and it feels like just yesterday he was running around, now he is an adult time is indeed very quickly passed" said Alika reminiscing about the time.

"I'm glad he can play with all the colors like his childhood dream"

"Hans.he's so similar to you that his way of working hard for his dreams is very similar to yours"

"I hope he doesn't look like me because I don't want him to have dirty hands like me"

Alika sighed and smiled. "It's been a long time since I've forgotten everything"

"What about mama?'

"Hm?"

"Will my mom forget it?"

"about what?''

"About Dean's brother"

Alika fell silent and left, Hans also got up from his seat and closed the door. "Hans don't make a fuss here"

"I just want to know if you've been able to release her sincerely or not?"

"Dean has long died and I have mengikhlaskan, I do not want to remember the time again" said Alika who wanted to get out of the room but Hans grasped his hand.

"I love him and will always be the same..."

"Until when? How long will that love remain?" Hans asked back.

Silently Alika held back her tears and let go of Hans hand. "Until this moment and forever" said Alika who then passed away.

for a moment Hans just remained silent and sculpted there were no words he could say to hold back Alika's steps. Hans came out of jingmi's room. Hans followed Alika, Hans grabbed Alika by the hand and pulled Alika into his arms.

"I LOVE YOU" Hans said, acknowledging his true feelings.

Alika fell silent and pecked him off Hans' embrace violently and pushed Hans hard. Alika actually had long known if Hans loved her but she deliberately to remain silent, alika could not accept love hans or away from him.

"Hans don't joke around, we're no longer kids who can joke like that!" Sahut Alika.

"I'm not kidding. I do love you is that wrong?"

"THAT'S WRONG! We are family you are my son and we cannot love so much!"

"But we are not bound by blood relations, and there is no prohibition for an adopted child to love his foster mother"

"You don't understand Hans. loving me is a mistake because I will never be able to love you for me you are my son, I think you know that my love was buried with Dean years ago"

"You can love Dean who is also your stepson then why can't you give me the same opportunity?''

"you and Dean are two different people, I can't answer your question but you need to know Hans! I won't be able to love you not for now or later and not even forever." Sahut Alika who then passed away.

"Loving you is my right and accepting my love is your decision.I will never force you" Hans said as he held a vase to shreds of glass.

Alika stopped her steps for a moment. "loving me is your fault and my rejection is for your good, forget about your crazy love because I don't want you to get hurt any deeper"

Hans's hand was injured and bleeding, but to him the wound did not hurt at all. Jingmi, who had been watching from the second floor from the second floor through the quarrel, went down the stairs and approached Hans, Hans saw him and left Jingmi and went somewhere else, as well as Alika. the two of them left the house but did not know where to go without direction and purpose