I Married My Raise Child
FALL ASLEEP SOUNDLY
Alika and hans had been searching for rio for two days but they had yet to find any trace of rio's whereabouts. Alika and hans still do not want to give up because they want to know about all the truth that actually happened rio had promised if he would not hurt anyone again for any reason then alika sure if rio must have had a reason that made him have the heart to kill sasa and his future baby, for these two days not only rio they could not even find the existence of sasa everything became more complicated.
Tired maybe the word that is now being felt by Alika all seems so faintly unclear and also colorless. Alika and Hans went to the hill where they had previously argued in hopes of finding a clue or at least being able to breathe for a moment from the dense load they were bearing.
"What's really going on?" hans asked himself.
"Either... Rio disappeared without a trace I don't even know if all the evidence given by the doctor is true or not and I don't know where jingmi is now or how she is... my two sons disappeared and now I don't know if I should believe what I saw or believe in my heart" Alika said as she closed her eyes.
"it's all complicated..."
"Sometimes life isn't always beautiful or easy." Hans grabbed Alika's hand and clasped her tightly.
On the other hand there is raymond who is making a warm drink for jingmi, Raymond sat beside jingmi and served the warm drink. "have everything improved?"
"nothing will improve until we can find rio he's really terrible" said Raymond ketus.
"he wasn't this guy before..."
"how do you know he killed sasa?"
"he sent me a message, as you've seen on my phone he sent me a photo and that message"
"i don't know if he's going to be this crazy" Raymond immediately drank his warm chocolate.
"i thought our family would be fine and I could be a normal human being like everyone else, but I realized something was wrong when we first met the hospital I realized something I realized maybe I'd die. Once I found out about my heart damage problem I was scared, I was afraid of death, but when I saw you fighting to keep doing my best I honestly no longer feared death because I felt my death would not be in vain either"
"the first time I met you I only had one thing in my head, I wanted you to stay alive" Raymond said casually.
"I know you've been fighting... you even deliberately killed one of your patients who had the same blood type as me in order to give me his heart but when you found out that surgery couldn't save me you cry and it's the first time I've seen you cry" jingmi said.
"You seen him?"
"as long as we're together as doctors and patients you're always smiling and pretending to be crazy to make me smile, you're even investigating my background and you know what?... I let you get all the information about me easily because I believe in you" jingmi said with a smile.
Raymond fell silent and only noticed jingmi. "I purposely let you know about myself and my past because I want us to be friends... I thought after knowing my background you'd stay away or hate me but you'd stay by my side, sometimes I ask if Mr. Raymond, the former leader of the largest mafia in the country, has gone mad because he is friends with me but. Whatever it is our friendship is very meaningful to me" Jingmi said with a long sigh.
"since I met you I felt like a human being, before I was even worse than a beast but I turned me into a human being" Raymon said, holding his cup.
"if I go somewhere far away, I will still be human. Gentle-hearted man make your heart warm with affection and sincerity" said Jingmi who then moved from her seat.
"You really want to turn me into a human being?" raymond teases jingmi.
"I want my best friend to live a normal and happy life.don't be like me who is involved in the complexity of this life to forget how to be happy"
"Raymond.. I know it wasn't your real name before I left, don't you want to tell me your real name?"
"You'll be the only one who knows my birth name, Bryan's my real name"
"Bryan I'm bored.I want to go to the lake" said jingmi teasing Raymond.
"Hey the lake when this winter froze what do you want to see? iceberg?" sahut raymond indifferently.
"go with me or I'll go alone?"
Raymond got up from his seat and immediately took the car keys.they headed to a frozen lake while on the way Jingmi fell asleep and Raymond only fell silent.
"Are you driving to harm someone else" asked jingmi somewhat irritatedly.
"it's just normal speed" said raymond as he chuckled.
Jingmi and Raymond walked on the shore of the frozen lake that Jingmi did not walk and saw the raymond that kept walking and slowly moved away. Jingmi smiled and sighed when raymond realized that jingmi was far behind him he came back to approach jingmi he thought if jingmi was tired of walking finally raymon forced jingmi to want to be carried on his back.
they both returned to the frozen lake. "Bryan's"
"hm?"
"what do you remember most about our time together?"
"when you first broke my beloved vase..it pissed me off but I can't scold you honestly it's so annoying, what about you?"
"i remember when you cried when you knew I wasn't going to be long anymore, I asked why you were crying I finally got the answer"
"Jingmi.. to this day I keep trying to find a way to save you even if for that I have to give my heart to you I won't mind either"
"but I'd object... Bryan if I fall asleep don't wake me up because I'm so tired I want to rest, I want to sleep well and dream good I'm tired of taking medicine, I'm tired of all the hospital equipment, I'm tired of all the hospital equipment, I'm tired of the commotion, I just want to sleep well... in your closet I keep a green and yellow box for the yellow box I prepared for you while the green box please give to Shaya it is a gift for my nephew..."
Raymond just fell silent withholding his cry. "don't cry.I just want to sleep well, all this time you always give me medicine to sleep now I'll sleep very well" jingmi said, putting her head on Raymond's boat. Jingmi slowly closed her eyes and fell asleep soundly for good.
Now he will not feel any more pain, he will not suffer any more, he will just fall asleep and dream beautifully. Raymond who realized that jingmi was no longer moving stopped his steps and lowered Raymond's body hugged the body of jingmi who was no longer breathing.
"Sleep, you must be very tired, let go of everything, sleep well. You have suffered enough" Raymond held jingmi and brought her home Raymond put jingmi's body on his bed, with a broken heart Raymond searched for the box meant by jingmi and after finding it he opened the yellow box.
there was a letter and a ring, Raymond read the letter and it was written. "Live well never hurt anyone and don't let anyone hurt you, live happily I am sure you can be a much better human being than me you are a doctor be the best doctor and give a second chance to all the injured people thank you for being my best friend this ring is my little gift that you always remember if you have a friend who always loves you, I want God to give you happiness"
Raymond wears the ring on his sweet finger. "Changed? you've made me change even if only for a little while you've made me happy, I will never regret our meeting thank you for being a light when I drown in the dark" Raymond said in his heart.
