I Married My Raise Child

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After dinner Alika cleaned the table and washed the dishes. Alika let out a long sigh and closed her eyes for a moment, Alika then smiled. Alika felt that what happened today was not what she wanted but this was much better than her old life.

After finishing her work Alika walked towards her room. Just as he was about to enter the room he remembered Dean and wanted to know if Dean had gotten up and eaten his meal or not.

Alika goes to Dean's room to check on him. And when Alika walks into Dean's study, she sees Dean eating the food she cooks for her seeing that Alika smiles in her heart she hopes to unite Johan and Dean into a happy family and when all that comes she hopes for a relationship the three of them became as close as a happy little family.

Alika came out of Dean's room and went back into his room. When Alika was asleep in her sleep Johan was still awake, Johan was still thinking about the speaker with Alika earlier.

Johan thinks he can love Alika and if Alika will also be able to love him. Will this marriage be a happy marriage, or will it just be a stage play.

Johan tries to be honest with himself if he still loves Lesa and cannot yet open his heart to another woman. But he also could not continue to close his heart when he saw Alika's sincerity and innocence.

Letting Alika struggle alone to build her family was definitely not a good thing. Because as a head of the family he is actually responsible for uniting his family but Johan himself also does not know about what to do at this time.

Previously they only knew each other but did not want to be in a relationship. This marriage also happened not on the basis of love, Alika was also just an ordinary human who could only pray and try.

Alika also promised herself to keep trying to be able to love Johan and pray that the power of maridhoi wants it.

Love cannot be forced because the heart is very fragile. But learning to love is not wrong because every relationship requires struggle and to achieve happiness requires a very long process with a life path that will certainly be full of tests.

Basically it's up to us. All options are entirely within our grasp, do we want to start a new page with a smile? Or tears? All of these are our own choices. And Alika chose to start her new life with a smile even though she herself did not know when she and Johan would be able to survive the marriage but at least they both tried to start life as husband and wife.

Learning to love is hard. Because loving is not just about saying "I love you" but also about how a person can build up his sense of sadness and give half of his heart to the person he loves.

Loving means he must also be ready to accept all the shortcomings and advantages of his lover. You also have to be ready to accept the past from your partner, even if the past is even full of happiness or even sadness then we as the present and the future of our lover should be able to make him much happier than he was in his past, that's why love is very difficult to prove and not easy to fight for. Alika and Johan also understood well about it, hence they did not want to force their hearts. They just wait until the love comes along with sincerity and sincerity.