I Married My Raise Child

Heart Destruction.

Dean who woke up from his sleep then walked up to the Window and opened the curtain. Dean saw the rain so heavy from behind the glass window of his room, actually far from Alika also made him feel hurt even though only for a moment but it feels like he really wants to go back and embrace his love.

For Dean, Alika is the first and last woman he will ever love. Although he realized that it was wrong but he also did not want to lose, fate can not unite him with Alika as a couple but at least he wants to stay by Alika's side even though he only has the status of a stepchild.

While on the way to find Dean, Johan's body condition began to decline. Alika who realizes that immediately brings Johan home and prepares warm water for him. The two then cleaned up and changed their clothes.

After cleaning, Alika went into Johan's room and saw him standing in front of the window.

"He must be okay..." Alika said as she walked closer to Johan.

"She doesn't like the rain, because she's so cold. In these cold air her scars must be very painful" Dean said with a worried heart.

"Trust me he will definitely be fine, he is a strong boy.he will soon come back to us" Alika said as she laid out her heart.

"Why did his life suffer so much? If I could replace it, I would have done it, why didn't God make me suffer? Why should it be my son?!" Johan said with a heart full of regret.

"Pacify yourself. Dean will definitely come back to us in good health, trust me" Alika said.

Johan then walked towards the desk where he used to work. Johan smashed everything on the table, the labtop was slammed, the glass was thrown against the wall, the study lamp was thrown to the floor, the books were thrown and everything was destroyed.

Alika could only see what Johan was doing with tears. Johan then took the glass shards from the glass he broke and squeezed the large pieces until they turned into fine dust.

"Enough! what are you doing?!" Said Alika who immediately stopped the foolish actions of Johan.

When she saw the blood flowing from Johan's hand, Alika immediately tore his sleeve and cleaned the glass from Johan's hand. With tears in her eyes, Alika cleans Johan's hands and treats them with all her heart, Alika then helps Johan to wake up and lay him on the bed.

Johan looked at Alika who was taking care of him carefully. For Johan Alika it does not look like Lesa but both have the same soft heart.

"Why are you doing this? What's on your mind?" Said Alika who felt sad and upset.

"I'm just angry. Angry at this useless me, I am a father but protecting my own son I cannot" Johan said in tears.

"You're a good father and husband, everything that happens is neither your fault nor mine. It's all a game of fate"

"I never believed in fate until one day I was separated from Lesa, and when I found you as a substitute for Lesa in my heart now it was my son who was lost somewhere"

"You can't be like this. You promised me that if you'd find Dean and punish the man who separated us from our son, then why would you hurt yourself like this?" Sahut Alika while holding back tears.

"I'm sorry I can't control myself" Johan said.

"Sleep.you must rest" said Alika briefly.

"You should also rest. I'll rest after your fever drops"

"alika. Thank you, I love you so much" said Johan who then slept with Alika's hand.

After Johan fell asleep Alika then let go of her hand and went out of the room. Alika went into her room and cried there, Alika took out all the burden she had been carrying since.

"I'm sorry I betrayed your love, I will try to forget my love for Dean because I can't see you suffering anymore. This love let it be my own secret, lest you know this, for I cannot imagine how broken you would be if you knew the fact that I loved your son. I'm sorry my husband" Alika said in her heart as she hugged her wedding photo.