I Married My Raise Child
My Son is Forced to Adult.
When night fell Alika saw everyone was silent and silent. A house that was once filled with laughter and happiness is now no different from a vacant room.
Alika knows that everyone is hurt just like her. But he also did not have the heart to see everyone lose their smile and happiness.
"We've been through hard times, we've all been through a lot of hardships and grieving deeply...What if we went on vacation for a while?" Alika opened the conversation.
Rio then got up from his seat and passed away without saying a word.
"Sister" said Hans.
"It's okay Hans. I know Rio must also need time to be able to rise from his slump" Sahut Alika firmly.
"Tomorrow Nana will come"
"You asked him to come?" Alika asked Hans curiously.
"Yes"
"Why? Is there a problem with your health?"
"No brother. I just want to meet and talk to him" said Hans who then passed away.
Shortly before, Alika heard the sound of the house bell ringing. Alika opens the door and Alika sees a drunk Johan being swept away by Kafa.
"Mom.papak today drink a lot of bu" said Kafa with a look of regret.
"Bring the father to his room let him rest. After that you can go home" said Alika softly.
Alika enters Johan's room with a bowl of warm water. Deangan gentleness Alika swept Johan's face and hands gently and lovingly.
"Why are you doing this? Can't you think about Jingmi's future? Till when? Until when does he have to have a loser dad like you?!" Said Alika annoyed who then moved from her seat.
"Yes I'm a loser! I'm a loser! I'm Brengs*k! I'm bajing*n! Then why?!" Johan's voice snapped at Alika.
"I'm just a dad, I just want my son by my side! I failed!" Follow Johan while crying.
Alika who can feel the suffering of Johan can only be silent while crying. Alika herself did not know what to say and had to do how because she herself was still very hurt.
"At least you still have one child, love him and don't repeat the same mistake" Sahut Alika advised gently.
"I wish I didn't have this fucking disease! I can definitely give my heart to my son, why?! Why am I so useless?! Even protecting my own son I can't!" Johan said angrily as he tried to get up from his seat with a stagger and then fell to the floor.
Alika who saw it hastened to help Johan but Johan refused Alika's help violently and pushed her down.
"Do you know? If only you knew that not only you but I was also injured, I was also very hurt" Alika said in her heart as she shed tears.
Alika then gets up and helps Johan to sit back on the bed. Alika then walked out of Johan's room and she saw Jingmi was already at the door.
"You hear everything?" Ask Alika to make sure.
"Mother.I promise I will become a great doctor then me and my brother Rio we will treat and save many people, until that day please be patient" Sahut Jingmi who then passed away left Alika.
Hearing Jingmi's words, Alika could only cry. Everything became so chaotic that everything was now just like a sea of tears to him.
"Li Jingmi. That name I give with full do'a and hope, when you start to feel a trace of happiness you actually have to face a destruction... please forgive the mother who can not make you happy, now you have to become an adult because you are forced to someday hopefully you can find your own way of happiness" Alika said in her heart with sobbing tears.
