I'm Not an Actor

I'm Not an Actor
Devan was confused too



The four of them were still enjoying their dinner. And during that time Tristan did not stop praising Ambar in front of Ayu and Damar, praising him as high as the sky as if Ambar was the goddess of goodwill who really deserved to be adored.


Not only that, Tristan also told the beginning of their meeting. Damar faithfully listened to whatever Tristan said, although he was actually fed up with listening to it, because according to Damar all the praise that Tristan said to Ambar, was different from the reality. For him Ambar is not that good. But Damar kept smiling and listening, just because he wanted to appreciate his interlocutor.


"Thankfully you are Tristan sir, getting a nice and beautiful woman like Ambar ma'am. "Damar said, praising not really.


"Pak Damar could have. You're also very lucky to have a wife as beautiful as Ayu's mom. "Reply Tristan praised Ayu, glancing at her, raised her glass, and drank it.


"Oh yes if you don't mind, will you tell me the beginning of your meeting?. I was very curious who among Mr. Damar and Ms. Ayu who first fell in love."Tristan said, making the three people who were there surprised, especially Ayu and Ambar.


The atmosphere was immediately awkward, because the three people remembered Ayu and Damar's marriage which was done because of Ambar's request, and this was what Tristan wanted.


None of the three men felt strange or suspicious at the question Tristan asked Damar. The question was indeed heard flowing, just out of Tristan's mouth, even though he had planned it.


Silent...Ayu looked at Damar and Ambar alternately, then bowed her head when she accidentally met Ambar. Ayu again ate the food, expelling the awkward feeling he felt, because at this time his memory drifted into those times. She was forced to marry Ambar to Damar. And....Ayu suddenly remembered how Damar and Ambar used to love each other so much that they did not hesitate to show their affection in front of him, and it made his heart and feelings uncomfortable.


Jealousy.maybe that's what Ayu feels right now, although actually there is no reason for him to be jealous at that time, but somehow now he feels it, when he used to not feel it.


"Honey.Why do you ask such a personal thing, maybe Mr. Damar offended." Ambar said slowly, but could still be heard by Ayu and Damar.


"Why offended?." Tristan on Ambar.


"Are you offended by my question, Mr. Damar?. Forgive me, and forget the question." Its effects.


Damar smiled and said" No, Mr. Tristan. I am not at all offended by your question. I also don't know which one of us fell in love first, because I don't think that's important. Most importantly for me, I love my wife more than anything in the world, and I feel so lucky to have her."His mouth while looking at Ayu and then clasping her hands.


Tristan could see the great love from Damar's gaze fixed on Ayu, making her dislike, but not showing it and still putting on a fake smile, just like Damar did when Tristan praised Ambar earlier. Not only did Tristan dislike seeing and hearing what Damar said, but Ambar too. In his heart he cursed Damar and Ayu.


Damar saw the change in the look of his wife's face since Tristan asked the question, he chose to leave Tristan and Ambar alone at the restaurant.


In the car, Ayu was silent because the discomfort she felt earlier had not disappeared from her heart. Am I jealous?. Why am I jealous?. Who am I jealous of?. Am I jealous of the past of Damar and Ambar's mom?. It feels so childish. Why should I remember it too?. It's just the past, the important thing is now that Damar loves me. But.......


"Honey" Damar's voice resuscitated Ayu from her daydream. "You daydreaming?."


"No." Answer Ayu.


"Then what are you thinking?."Ask Damar again.


"Nothing."


"You sure?."


Ayu nodded with a fleeting smile at Damar, then looked straight ahead again."My mother!! Lirih.


"Hem."


"Can I ask you something?."


"Mas, weren't you jealous just now?." Ask Ayu.


"Jealous?. What do you mean, dear?. I don't understand."Reply Damar who was surprised to hear Ayu's question.


"Aren't you jealous of Ambar and Mr Tristan?." Ask Ayu frankly.


"Huhhh? Why should I be jealous?."Ask Damar back.


"Are you sure?."Tanya Ayu teases her husband, and wants to convince her own heart, because honestly she is afraid that her husband is really jealous of Ambar and Tristan. But from what Ayu saw and heard from Damar's words, Ayu was sure that Damar was not jealous of them. It was just his feelings and fear.


...


Tristan delivered Ambar with his luxury sedan. Ambar leaned his head against Tristan's left shoulder, making him feel uncomfortable with this kind of position. He asked her to sit down as she should.


"Why?. You don't like it?." Ask Ambar.


"It's not so dear, but I'm driving. I'm afraid I can't concentrate if you're sitting like that."Tristan replied. "You're so pretty tonight, baby, and...."


"And what?."Ambar's words cut through Tristan's words.


"It's tempting." Praise Tristan, make Ambar happy. Tristan's words of seduction treated his sense of regret at the restaurant incident. "really?." Ask. Tristan nodded.


"Are you seducing me?."


"You think?."


Ambar brought himself closer to Tristan, and he mischievously whispered" Are you wanting me tonight?." He asked as he stroked Tristan's cheeks, slowly descending to his neck and chest.


Tristan simply replied with a faint smile. He did not want Ambar or intend to do so. But, Ambar managed to make his instincts as a provoked crocodile.


Tristan pressed the gas pedal deeper, until they finally reached Ambar's house quickly. Ambar pulls Tristan's hand, takes her to the room, pushes her up on the bed. Ambar quickly sat on top of it, taking off the suit, and the shirt attached to his body impatiently. "It's very aggressive." That's what Tristan thinks.


After that Ambar took off the dress he was wearing. Sleeveless dress with a strap behind her neck, it was very easy for her to remove the dress from her body. In an instant Tristan could see the natural beauty of the mountains before his eyes.


....


Tristan cleaned himself up in the bathroom, then put his shirt back on."Where you going?." Ask Ambar.


"home." Tristan replied quickly.


"Why go home?. Stay here."


"No Ambar, I have to go home. "Jawab Tristan kissed Ambar on the cheek and left his room and house. Disappointment is clearly reflected in Ambar's face, because he already hopes tonight Tristan will stay at his home.


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