I'm Not an Actor

I want to hear,,,,, I,,,

We finally got home by rickshaw. I refuse to walk. Not only because I'm tired, but I also don't want to risk my fetus if I walk too far.

Yoga had also refused to ride pedicab, but after I forced it finally wanted to too.

Actually I could have rickshawed myself, and Yoga walked. But I feel sorry to see my husband like a missing person. Road alone. Nights too.

Yoga asked me about the kebab I bought.

"There's still. I'll eat at home."

I hid it behind my body. Fear Yoga does not like and then throw it away.

"Make me here. I'm hungry" said Yoga, holding his stomach.

Yes, obviously hungry, since coming home from work, he just ate a snack.

"You want to eat now?" my many. Yoga nodded. Then I opened the kebab. Yoga eats it.

"Aren't you at the cook house, Wid?"

Woah, I have to answer how is this if Yoga knows I'm not cooking? While I was doing yoga all day at home.

"We'll just buy it, okay? I was going to cook. But I'm confused about what to cook," I replied origin.

"Yes, we buy it. I was gonna say that too. But I want to eat there."

"There, where?" my question is not to understand.

"Yes in the stall. Want huh?"

I nodded in agreement. Than later Yoga just the reason I don't cook. I also have no answer and have not had the courage to tell Yoga.

After eating in warteg, because Yoga wants to eat in warteg, not another restaurant or restaurant, we go home again with another rickshaw.

After I got home, I thought about how to tell Yoga that I was from the gynecologist.

Actually I could have told you my main reason for going there. But I'm still traumatized that Yoga is angry again like a testpack case that makes Yoga silence me for days.

So mending like this first, although I must obey the desire of Yoga is strange like a toddler.

While in bed, I tried to find the talk material that led to it. Yoga tells the story of his childhood. He told me why he was playing ball with the kids. It was because he remembered his childhood.

"Ga. Do you have any offspring who have twins?" I tried to extract a description from Yoga. Because no one in my family has twins.

I dare not ask my mother. They're afraid they'll stir up again and tell Yoga before I tell him.

"I don't think there is. Why why?"

"Nothing. Just name. I think it's funny that we have twins. You carry one, I carry one. So fair right?"

"Do you want twins?" ask Yoga.

"Have no desire. If you have twins, I will be very grateful. Once brojol directly two."

"In that case, we make it twice every day. Who knows if it will be two."

Yoga can be done more than twice. Hiih, I was horrified myself if I was pregnant with twins more than two.

I wonder how big my stomach is if the baby is more than two.

Imagine twin two alone is already creepy. Because when I was pregnant with diamonds, my stomach was huge. Especially if two.

I covered my face with a pillow. Trying to get rid of scary thoughts. But you shouldn't be afraid.

"You why? Any demons?" tanya Yoga looked at my face which I hid under the pillow.

"Yes. You demons!"

Yoga is laughing.

"That means you're the wife of the devil dong!"

"Ah, already! Don't talk about demons. I'm scared!"

"Why should I be afraid? There will be me."

Slowly Yoga began its action. He started to take off my clothes. As usual, night sports.

"Ga."

"Hhhh." Yoga is busy with the action.

"If people are pregnant young, it can not be too much."

"What shift?" Yoga does not know what to pretend not to know.

"Shift worn!" ketus.

"Keep having to keep fasting, is that it?" Yoga is not acceptable.

Yoga stopped the action.

"What vulnerable?" Yoga looked at me.

"Vulnerable miscarriage. You don't want if the fetus dies because you ask for rations?"

"Yes that. But you are not pregnant. So dong free?"

"If I'm pregnant?"

"Have you come to the moon?"

"Lho every night you ask for rations. You should know that I haven't come by the moon yet."

Yoga speechless. Then mangosteen. And immediately ran out.

"From what, Ga?" I shouted from the top of the bed, because I was lazy to go down.

"From the testpack you haven't used!" sahut Yoga's.

After a long search, Yoga returned to the room.

"Where do you keep the testpack?"

"I threw it away with the testpack I was wearing."

Yoga was disappointed.

"Ga. You remember, it was you who ripped it off. Then I don't wear it. I'm afraid it's contaminated with air, and then it's not accurate to use."

"Yes already. I'll buy it again tomorrow." Yoga goes back to bed.

"What do you want, buy again?"

"You're a freak. People buy testpack to check pregnancy. Let me know if you're pregnant yet. Let me just in case and not carelessly makai you."

"Oh, so that's what it means?"

Yoga even bete, and he who sleeps near the wall instead faces the wall.

Nothing is angry yet. What if he finds out I went to the obstetrician without him?

"Ga. I'm gonna talk to you."

I shake his arm to face me.

"I'm asleep!"

I laugh.

"If anyone sleeps, don't be noisy!"

I laughed again. Where anyone has slept answered.

"Ga!"

Yoga is silent.

"Yoga!"

Still quiet.

"Yes, be quiet. Tomorrow I'm going to the gynecologist alone."

"Are you pregnant?"

"Areally only pregnant people who can go to the obstetrician?" I asked back.

"Well, I'm tired. Going to sleep." Yoga is really sleeping.

I also fell asleep. Lucky tonight there's no sporting event. Because I'm so tired. And I'm also worried about my baby candidate who's still a grain of corn.

The next morning, Yoga, who only had breakfast bread and a cup of coffee, said that he would return home soon. He said he wanted to play ball again in the park.

Waduh, will be tired again. Yoga will surely act again like a toddler.

I thought for a moment. So I decided to tell Yoga.

Okay, I take a deep breath. And I started counting one to three to talk.

One.

Two.

Yoga phones sound right on the count of three. Yoga picked her up and left while still talking on her phone.

To be honest, it's hard to find a chance.