I'm Not an Actor

Already missed so much..

When I got home, I went straight to my room. Anger at Yoga makes me lazy to meet or talk to anyone.

The mother who saw me go home straight into the room, following into my room.

"Where was that? Did you finish the picture?" ask mom while holding my son.

"People are leaving, Mom." I was so upset that I was comforted when I saw my son's smile. Especially when both hands try to reach me asking in a cradle.

"Open.uluh.uluh. Beautiful mom's son. Here's the hold." I grabbed my son from my mother's arms.

"Can we? Did you not make a deal first?" ask mother.

I explained that Yoga had contacted him. And when I was there I was left.

But I'm not telling you that I was left with a woman who turned out to have a relationship with Yoga.

"Kok so anyway? Not very professional." Then mom came out of my room.

While I'm taking my son's joke on the bed. Yes, my son was the encouragement of my life when I bete.

My phone's still in the bag. I accidentally didn't take it. Let Yoga keep calling me. I won't repay him.

I joked with my son to fall asleep because I was tired.

Until the afternoon I just woke up because my son's leg kick hit my stomach. He is indeed if sleep cannot be silent. Turn around and come here.

I came out of the bathroom to take a shower. Let it be later after the shower can change my son's bath if he's awake.

And right, shortly after I finished the bath, my son woke up.

"Mama's son is awake. Bathing yuk. We're water toys."

My son really likes it when soaking while water toys. In the bathtub later put a lot of ducks. He was guaranteed not to stop taking his bath.

"Wid. There is Yoga. Here let Diamond mother wait."

I lazily got up from the small chair I was sitting in with my son soaking.

Arriving at the terrace, I saw Yoga sitting down. He handed me a paper bag. I don't want to know the contents because it's still bete, just put the paper bag on the table.

"You've been on the phone since I didn't pick up?" ask Yoga.

"Hape me in the bag" I replied.

"Have you met Toni?"

"Udah. A little while because Toni keeps leaving. I was left with a woman named...Lidya."

Yoga staring. I returned the look in his eyes. I still feel angry. .

"He's my college friend. Her friend Toni too" replied Yoga.

"Oh" I replied briefly.

"Why you?" ask Yoga.

"It's okay. Just a wonder."

"However?" ask Yoga again.

"That college friend saved his name on hape my beb, huh?"

Yoga is laughing. I was confused, is there anything funny?

I stared lazily at Yoga.

"Why don't you see all the phone books? You're gonna say Lidya's her boyfriend of a dozen!" Yoga is back to laughing.

"You mean?" my question is not to understand.

"He kept the name of his male friend. There is even one in the save with the name my hubby. Understandably singles acute."

"What time?" ask again.

"I don't believe it. He is so the guy. And don't believe that she said my ex-boyfriend."

"But...Toni said so too."

"My friends thought I was dating Lidya. Because Lidya is the closest to me. But there's nothing. The suwer!" Yoga pointed two fingers at me.

"Why do you keep calling him all?" my many.

"I used to call her, Widhi. Just asking for news. Maybe that's what makes friends think I have a relationship with him." Yoga staring.

"But if you really don't like and disturb your mind, I won't call him again" continued Yoga.

Shortly, Lidya calls Yoga. Yoga gave me his hape. It says the name Lidya is beautiful.

I was washing my lips. Bete.

"Now, you lift up. Just tell me I'm in your house again."

I'm shaking. Yoga looking into his hape.

"Lidya keeps her name on my phone. Just a minute, let me change."

Then Yoga changed Lidya's name after the call from Lidya ended.

But just after Yoga changed Lidya's name, she called back.

Yoga switches Lidya calls to video call mode.

"What's Lid? I'm at the candidate's house again. Nih." Yoga turned the camera towards me.

I just smiled at the Yoga camera.

"Have you met, right?"

Lidya may be bete. Without speaking, he turned off his call.

"God, Wid. We're almost married. That is not to be taken by heart. If you're jealous, you'll get old!"

Yoga menowel my chin.

"Trust me, huh? When I decided to choose you to be my wife, it meant the others weren't the best."

I was trying to understand the word Yoga. I should have understood it.

I have to get used to the habits and associations of Yoga.

"Tomorrow if we're married, I'll introduce you to all my friends. You're going to ask, why not just now, right?"

I'm still quiet.

"Wid. I've had a bad experience. About Irene I told you about. When everyone found out Irene was my boyfriend, she was pregnant with another man." Yoga took his breath.

"Not that I don't trust you. Or liken you to Irene. Please understand my feelings. Whatever happened to Irene traumatized me enough."

Yes too. If someone is traumatized, it is difficult to get rid of them.

"Yes, it's okay Ga. I can understand" I said.

"Don't be mad or suspicious of me anymore, huh? I may not be the best man in the world. But at least I try not to be a jerk."

Suddenly my eyes saw the Yoga penny motor light break.

"Why sen your bike, Ga?" my many.

"It's okay. It's just people's motorcycles."

But I don't believe it just like that. It is not possible if the motorbike is broken like that.

"There's someone who intentionally broke it. Unfortunately I didn't see it happen. But from the cctv looks who did it." said Yoga.

"Who?" manya curious.

"But you don't have to prolong the problem, do you?"

I'm nodding. Even if I don't promise, either.

"Sir Angga."

Deghs.

The Angga? Is it that bad until the Yoga motor was a target?

"Sorry, Wid. It's not that I'm going to bully our ex-boss. But that's how he does it. Ever since he found out we were close, he's been terrorizing me a lot."

"How's the major?"

I remember when I was just married to Grand. His ex-wife was always terrorizing me, freaking me out.

"A lot, Wid. I can't tell you one by one. Maybe he thought I'd back off with all the terror."

"Origin does you no harm, Ga." I was worried about harming Yoga.

"Quiet down. I can take care of myself."

Hm...why is my love story always full of terror?