I'm Not an Actor

Very broken and wounded...

Angga's car was parked in my parents' yard.

"Your husband-to-be is waiting. Buruan. I'm gonna get SP, again."

Yoga immediately took off my helmet, as I deliberately thrust my head at her.

"Marijuana!"

"Belvin. Usually a gini." I replied spoiled.

"See you tomorrow, Ga." I took my grocery bag. Then get inside the house.

Mas Angga was talking to my father. Mother was also on the terrace holding a diamond.

Tumben, usually mas Angga who will hold the Diamond.

I greet my father and mother, as well as Diamonds. With the Angga I just nodded with a smile.

Then I went inside the house. It feels so good all day outside the house.

After the shower, I didn't leave the room. I was intentionally. Because I was lazy to meet Mas Angga.

I pretended to be busy in my room. Until my mother came to my room.

"Wid. There's Angga why you didn't come out. It's been since."

I grabbed Diamond and took her to bed, and asked her to joke.

"You're!" Then mom came out of my room. I laughed in my heart.

Let your father and mother meet him. He didn't look for me or greet me.

I remained in my room until I finally fell asleep with Diamond.

The next morning, I went to work as usual. Follow Andi's car.

As I passed through the Yoga room, I took a quick glance. He's not seen. Spontaneously I glanced at my watch. It's eight o'clock. More even. Because we were at the gas station first.

Yoga does not usually come at this hour. Or did he not come in? Butwhy?

I hurried up to the third floor and entered my room. Coincidentally Andi was immediately gone. So I'm free to call Yoga.

I dialed a Yoga number. But just call. The phone is inactive.

Half-running I went down to the second floor, to the Yoga room. There's only Toni.

"Sir Toni, which Yoga sir?"

"He's not here yet, Mom."

Apparently Toni also does not know the reason Yoga has not come until this hour. Even he had tried contacting Yoga, but his hape was inactive.

"What's up, sir?"

"I don't know either, Mom. Let's just wait."

I finally went back to my room. Until noon there was no news of Yoga.

I'm getting more and more agitated. Because usually Yoga has visited my room many times, even in a moment he will definitely invite me to lunch.

And until lunch time, Yoga didn't show up. I'm disappointed. I ordered food on the online app.

It feels bad to walk alone. Although there are many friends here, but during work here I always eat with Yoga. It is not comfortable with others.

Yoga days have no news. His number remains unreachable.

I feel like I lost my work spirit. No friend is as comfortable as Yoga.

And I was even more disappointed when I found out that the Yoga position was replaced by Toni.

"You're the one who gave this report? Yoga where?" I asked Toni when she came into my room.

Toni's younger than me, so sometimes I'm just me and you're with Toni.

"It looks like Mr. Yoga has resigned, ma'am. I was told Mr. Andi to replace him."

I was surprised to drop the pen I was holding. How could Yoga suddenly resign? He never said anything before.

Even on the last day of Yoga, there was no sign of him stopping.

I remember the last time we met a girl named Irene. Or does it have something to do with Irene?

I received a report from Toni. I lazily checked it.

"Why are you Wid? From that day on?" ask Andi who since Toni came out of my room, come in.

"Mas! Is it true that Yoga is resigning?"

"Yes. A few days ago, he submitted his resignation. Is it not the same with you? You're the soulmate."

"Absolutely not. Even until now the hape is not active." I said.

"Oh. Maybe he is busy, has got a new job" replied Andi casually.

That's not the answer I want.

"She submitted her resignation letter officially?" I'm still curious.

"That's on my desk." Mas Andi pointed his face at his desk.

I'll go to Andi's desk. I'm looking for a resignation letter from Yoga.

Andi came out again.

After I got it, I read everything. Fortunately, it was written the address of the Yoga residence.

Soon I'll photograph the letter. I also copied it on a piece of paper.

After work, I ordered an ojek online to the Yoga address. It is also far from our workplace.

Arriving at a house that is not too big.

"It has arrived, Ma'am" said the rider ojol.

I checked again, it was true that was the address I was looking for.

I'll go downstairs and pay for the jolt. I stepped slowly towards the terrace of the house without a fence that looked lonely.

There was no sign of anyone inside. The doors and windows are locked.

I tried to knock it. No answer at all.

After knocking many times, an old woman came to me.

"Who's looking, Neng?" He's observing me.

"Oh. Is this really Yoga's house, Mom?" I asked while observing the mother as well.

"Oh, Mas Yoga?" I'm nodding.

"Yes, right. But he rarely went home, Neng" answered the mother, then sat down on a rattan chair on the porch.

I feel like my mom knows a lot about yoga. I tried to get information about Yoga.

"Oh, so did Mom. There's no one else in this house, ma'am?"

"Since both of his parents died in an accident, mas Yoga has lived alone. Because he is an only child" replied the mother.

I nodded my head. My eyes asked him to tell me more.

But the mother was willing to leave. I racked my brain, so that the mother would give me a little more information.

"Sorry, Mom. May I send a message to my mother, make Yoga?"

The mother looked. And then smile at me.

"Can."

Well loh. I was confused about what kind of message I would send.

I finally picked up the note book I always carry. Write a message for Yoga.

"Mother so remember, there used to be a beautiful daughter who also often left her letter to the mother. But it was a long time ago. If it's not wrong, Yoga time is still school."

Maybe love the monkey Yoga. Because the times still use letters, I thought.

"Do you know that girl?" manyaku.

The mother shook her head.

"She just used to write her name on the envelope. If it's not wrong, her name is Irene."