I'm Not an Actor

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Friday afternoon, Damar returned to Bandung to pick up Ayu and her children, and left for Jakarta on Saturday morning. At half-eleven in the afternoon they arrived at Damar's mansion.

Ayu was warmly welcomed by the large family of Damar who were waiting for her. Not only the big Damar family, but also the art of the house, they all waited and welcomed Ayu's presence.

"Welcome, baby!! Mama's glad you're finally back in this house." Sapa bu Sekar hugged Ayu.

"Thank you, ma'am."Say Ayu replied to the greeting of Bu Sekar. Ayu greeted and embraced the Damar family. They also did the same to Gara and Sikembar.

After that they chatted and then had lunch together. After eating, Ayu meets Tina and the other art. They were very happy when they found out Ayu and Damar had been referred, and Ayu would stay in the house again.

"No Tin, I'm not staying here."Terang Ayu's.

"Why?. Didn't you refer to Damar Yu?." Tina Tanya was astonished.

"Yes, me and Mas Damar have been referred, but I can't stay here. I mean, for now, I can't stay here."Ayu replied, she explained the reason to Tina, until she understood.

Ayu also said the same thing to the Damar family, and they understood. They didn't mind at all, the important thing Ayu and Damar had referred to, was the most important thing.

For now Ayu will still live in Bandung. He will meet Damar only on weekends, be it him who comes to Jakarta, or Damar who comes to Bandung.

Ayu has not been able to fully entrust the production of the cake to bi Elin or his employees, Damar understands and agrees to whatever Ayu says, although in fact he really wants Ayu and the children to immediately return to live in his house.

After lunch, the Damar family came home. Damar invites Ayu to rest in their room. Gara and sikembar have fallen asleep first. They slept in the room that Ayu occupied first.

Ayu's feelings were erratic, when he set foot in Damar's room. Ayu's eyes explored the entire room. Nothing had changed, everything was still the same as the last time he was in that room. Even their wedding photos are still in place. Ayu did not know Damar had time to get rid of the photos from there.

There was something that caught Ayu's attention at the moment. He saw a photo of himself, with a giant size on the wall of the room. The photo that was not taken when, because as he remembered never took a picture like that.

Damar smiled looking at Ayu who stood in astonishment. He hugged Ayu's waist from behind, then placed his chin on Ayu's boat." You know him?."Ask Damar with a smile.

"Mas, why is there a photo here?. I mean when was I photographed like that?." Tanya Ayu was astonished.

"That photo I took, when we were in Pangandaran. I'm sorry, I took that photo without your permission. At that time I was so fascinated to see your sweet smile. You're not angry, are you?."Answer and ask Damar.

Ayu smiled at Damar's reply."What would you do if I were angry?."Ayu asked back.

"What am I doing?." Ask Damar with a smile, while facing Ayu's body."You want to know what I'm gonna do?." Ask again, then bring his face closer to Ayu's face.

Ayu let go of her kiss when she felt Damar's hand about to remove her clothes. "It's still noon."Ayu said.

Damar ignored Ayu's words. He again touched it, opening the zipper dress used by Ayu, until in an instant the dress was removed from his body, displaying a beautiful view that had not been seen for a long time.

Damar looked at Ayu's body, which was increasingly beautiful in his eyes. He who had missed Ayu so much, could no longer resist his desires. That afternoon they let go of all the longings and desires that they had long been craving.

After that Damar took Ayu to the bathroom, did it again there, then took a bath together. After the bath, they rest with a happy feeling.

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Andreas was detained in the police station, all evidence against him, and Ambar himself was still in Bandung. She is currently visiting her husband in a detention cell. Andreas pleads with Ambar, so that Ambar does not abandon him. He promised to obey all Ambar's wishes, including his desire to no longer adventure looking for women to be made love friends. Ambar did not answer. He just silently looked at Andreas with such a cold gaze.

Ambar leaves from there, after giving divorce papers to Andreas. Andreas was in shock. He did not accept and did not want to divorce Ambar. Andreas ripped the letter in front of Ambar."I will never divorce you. Are you doing this, because I'm in jail now?. You take it easy honey, I'll be free soon, and we'll be together again soon." Andreas said with conviction.

"No, I'm not doing this because of that. I'm just not sure you can hang on with me. I'm afraid someday you'll dump me, like you dumped your wife." Ambar.

"No honey, I can't do that. I love you so much. I can't leave you."Andreas tried to convince Ambar.

"If you love me, you will not betray me, Dre."Ambar.

"I promise I won't do it again. I will be loyal to you. I will follow all your wishes."Andreas said, trying to convince Ambar, who seems to have lost his trust in Andreas.

He looked at Andreas for a moment, before finally leaving him without saying anything. His decision to divorce Andreas was unanimous. He did not want to be constantly fooled by him, let alone just be the object of his lust. Although Ambar did not care about all that, but now he does not accept it.

According to Ambar, Andreas did not earnestly keep his promise. She just mouthed sweetly and seduced him into not leaving Andreas and helping him out of custody.

Somehow he felt hate and disgusted at the man he initially loved so much and he was proud, making him desperate to leave Damar who used to love him so much.

His heart throbbed pain when he mentioned Damar's name, also when he remembered how Damar loved and obeyed all his requests, including his request to marry Ayu.

Ambar is sorry now. He regretted all his stupid deeds. Ambar regretted that by indulging his lust, he was willing to abandon the man who truly loved him sincerely, for the sake of a man like Andreas. Ambar now realizes that what he feels for Andreas is not love, but lust. The lust that had blinded the eyes of his heart.

The regret he now felt, after realizing it all. Ambar knows his mischief is useless and will not change anything, much less make Damar come back to him. She knows Damar really loves Ayu very much, and hates her. He smiled to himself as he recalled his foolish actions asking Damar to marry Ayu.

"Why should I remember all that?. What was I thinking?. What was I expecting?. I can't possibly lick my own spit."Mumbled Ambar.