I'm Not an Actor

Very much indeed

After bathing Ana down to the living room, when she was about to go down the stairs Ana repeatedly called her lover, but Rio never answered her, Rio just focused on the phone in his hand.

"Honey" Ana poked her hand against Rio's neck.

Rio looked surprised by the presence of Ana who was suddenly in front of him, Rio immediately turned off his phone and put it in his pocket.

"Have you finished the shower?" Rio tried to hide his surprise.

"What are you seeing again?" ask Ana.

"It's nothing, that's Adit just sent a report email from the branch" Rio wrapped his hand around Ana's waist.

"I'm going to Bangkok?" Ana again asked Rio for permission.

Rio just nodded his head and tried to smile, Rio was well aware of Ana's sudden friendly change of attitude to take his heart so that he would allow Ana to go to Bangkok.

"Breakfast yuk!!" Ana holding Rio's hand led him to the dining table.

While at the dining table they ate in one plate together, Ana meticulously fed Rio.

"Honey, today is the agreement at what time is the WO team?" ask Ana.

"Hour 11" Rio replied briefly.

"It's a pity that we will buy dresses and uniform clothes for my family from Bangkok, yes."

"Honey there's something I want to talk to you about" Rio picked up the spoon and fork that Ana held then Rio put it on the plate.

"What's the matter, baby?" asked Ana confused.

"In the back garden!!" bring Rio.

Ana nods while pouring milk into her glass, she takes the milk to the garden behind her house, following Rio from behind.

Ana was sitting on the long chair beside Rio, while drinking the milk she was carrying.

"Darling, forgive me for being insensitive to what you're feeling right now."

"You mean?"

Rio opened his phone then gave it to Ana.

"I'm sorry for violating your privacy"

Ana put her milk on the table, her body began to tremble, her tears fell profusely down her cheeks, her sobs slowly sounded, then Ana covered her face with both hands.

"Honey, one thing you should know I love you with all my heart, your past is entirely yours and I sincerely accept your current condition."

"Sorry, I lied to you. I want to go to Bangkok not for work but I want a membrane operation da*a." Ana stammered.

Ana bowed down not daring to look at the face of Rio who was in front of her.

"I-I, I know it's gonna be different even if I have surgery, but at least I'm trying to give you. hikss.."

"You don't have to do that for me, I'm not sincere if you change it" Rio said while holding Ana's hand.

"Your attitude that takes care of my body many times, makes me more insecure, you are like guarding a jar that has been broken."

"I'm happy to see all the achievements you've achieved right now. With the treasure, throne and popularity that you have now, of course many women are waiting in line to get you. Men as perfect and as perfect as you deserve a good woman, not a dirty woman the sinner like me huhu.. hu..."

"I-I don't deserve you..."

Ana got up from her seat, but Rio held her back.

"So don't you want to throw a fancy party with billions of dollars just to marry trash like me? I really don't know myself once."

"Pretty dear!!!" Rio hugged Ana tightly.

"I'm sorry if my attitude actually makes you insecure, I really don't mean it that way. I just want our relationship to be in god's favor, to go according to its rules, and I'm sorry if the way I communicated it to you is wrong."

"Trust me you remain special in my eyes, I love you very much dear"

Rio let ana cry as much in his arms, rio understood what ana was feeling at the moment. After ana's cry subsided, rio wiped away ana's tears with her finger, rio summarized ana's face.

"I beg you not to think like that anymore huh, I am also a sinner and my disgrace is also a lot just God closed my disgrace. In this world no one is perfect, please learn to be at peace with yourself"

Drrr...Drrr...Drrr...

The Wedding Organizer team contacted rio, asking for the whereabouts of rio and ana as they had been waiting for an hour on site.

"Sorry we're on a sudden need so we're late, but in 30 minutes we'll be on set." Rio hung up

"Will I be my life partner, accompany me for the rest of my age?" ask Rio.

Ana nodded her head, while tidying up her long, unraveling hair.

"You get ready, I'll wait in the car."

Ana returns to her room to pick up her makeup supplies then follows Rio into the car, ana intends the makeup in the car so that Rio does not wait long.

While driving occasionally Rio looked towards Ana who was busy making up

"Beautiful to me?"

"meaning?"

"I mean if we come out pretty neat, not on red-brown cheeks and lips."

"If I am beautiful, neat and fragrant right so not shy you, later even in saying 'his future wife is a Founder Child's Hope is ugly huh?' hehe"

"I don't care what people say, anyways you don't wear any makeup still look pretty."

"Dear, this I deleted again. How about this?" Ana smiled facing Rio

"Yes just like that. So still want to use the concept of marriage that you make what use my concept?" ask rio

"To be honest I'm afraid that if there's a media that scolds my past, and then it's up to the public, it's going to take down your reputation."

"I'm sure it won't be that far, after all papa is a quite distinguished businessman so there won't be anyone who dares to go that far, believe me" Rio clasped Ana's hand tightly and kissed her.

"Actually I never had any intention of squandering money, but I want to treat well those who have helped and supported me and you because without them I would not be what I am today."

"But if you feel uncomfortable, I have no problem wearing your chair, make me the most important thing you're comfortable with."

"I agree with your concept baby, sorry if I always overthinking."

Rio smiled and nodded his head.

"Udah until, let's see the venue for our marriage contract later."

Rio opened the door of Ana's car, then took Ana to the venue.

"Communication and trust are two main ingredients for a successful relationship." Rio muttered inwardly.