I'm Not an Actor

What do you want to do?

Today I am really at home. Spending time with my son and my mother.

One burden of my mind diminished again, after my divorce process with my husband was over.

I did not expect that everything that was done mas Angga just because of his obsession to have me.

Come to think of it funny too. I'm just an ordinary girl, who never felt beautiful or popular. Even being chased by a great man like Mas Angga.

I call it great, because he has everything. Successful businesses, houses, apartments and cars.

Showrooms are everywhere. The car just choose. If you want to change every day, you can also.

I didn't think his obsession was only with women like me.

If so, then okay. He was just a private employee. Having a relationship with an ordinary girl too.

Ah, nevermind. I hope my brother can solve this problem. And realized Angga mas that I was not the purpose of his life.

I want to see him happy with his wife. Even if they are only arranged. Even though they have no children to date.

There are many ways to achieve happiness even if you do not have children. Not always children make the household can survive.

Like myself. Once we had a child, we divorced. Even my ex-husband never gave his affection to my son.

Never mind. I can still be happy. My son is also happy to grow up with people who love him.

"When were you close to your friend last night?" ask mother.

"Since I moved into a new office, Mom. We meet there." I said while feeding my son.

"Are you serious about him?" ask mom again. I'm nodding.

"Later in the afternoon he will come here again. He wants to talk to you."

"Speak what?" mom scrunched her forehead.

"Eitherway. He just said he wanted to talk."

"She wants to come alone, or...?" mom didn't continue her sentence. But I know what Mom meant.

"Both of his parents are dead. He's an only child."

"Have you been to his house?" ask mom full search.

"Already, Mom. Yesterday afternoon" I shyly answered. Lying is like being afraid of sin.

"Certainly the car he brought last night?" I still keep investigating.

I think mom didn't notice the car that Yoga was carrying.

"I don't know, Mom. Last night I was testing, when I wanted to go home he knew-tau dumped the car from the garage next to his house."

I never even thought Yoga had a car, let alone a car as luxurious as that.

Because during work, Yoga only ride the motor matic which is not the latest output as well.

"Yes already. Later you say your father, let him go home not kesorean." said mother full of patience.

"Oh, yes. Does Yoga know your status of having been married and having children?"

"Yoga's the one who took me to get a divorce certificate, ma'am."

I smiled hearing it.

"Mom hope you don't impose your will. This time let your father decide." said the mother.

I'm nodding. I'm sure you won't get in the way, because there's no reason for you to refuse Yoga.

Even though our age is only a few months apart, it makes us like friends.

Our communication has been very connected all this time. There's no stale base. Just flow.

Yoga makes me love it even more. The life I imagined would be fun. Non-rigid.

I called my dad, told him if anyone would see you later in the afternoon. Father assented.

I also told Andi, no matter how much she was my sister. I also asked Andi to invite and dance. Let's get rame.

Mother who I thought was just ordinary, even prepared a lot of cooking for later in the afternoon.

"Mom why cook so much?"

When I sent a message with Yoga, I also said don't let him not come. Because I cooked a lot for dinner together.

Yoga has even mocked me.

(Duh, who wants to be applied.).

I just replied with a confused emot. Confused by his jokes.

Yoga is sometimes bad. But that's exactly what I like.

In the afternoon, I was confused as to what clothes I would wear.

"Why haven't you changed your clothes?" ask the mother who saw me still wearing a home shirt.

"I'm confused as to what clothes to wear, ma'am." I said.

"It's all neat. It's just dinner together." said mom and went ahead again.

I also saw mom going back and forth like a confused person. Sometimes in front. Sometimes go back inside.

After changing clothes, I walked out of the room.

"Mother why?" my many. Mom looked at me instead.

"Why, Mom?" ask again.

"Mom just doesn't feel good about your sister. He hasn't proposed to a woman yet, you've wanted to do it twice."

"This isn't my proposal, ma'am?" sahutku.

"You sure?"

I'm nodding. Because Yoga didn't tell me that today he's going to propose to me. He just said he wanted to talk to my dad.

"Yes already. Let's see later." said mother.

Soon father came home. It was only four o'clock. Usually almost five o'clock the new father arrived at home.

"So, do you want to take a shower first?"

"Go take a shower." said the father. Mom then prepared a batik dress for dad.

"Who are you wearing batik clothes, Mom? He said regular dinner?"

"Your father wants that."

Even the mother then changed clothes that match with the clothes of the father. Including Diamonds dandani mom with beautiful.

I'm even confused. What happened to my mom and dad? Will they celebrate their anniversary?

Ah I don't know. I went back into my room. It was me who was wearing only trousers with an ordinary shirt.

I sent a message to Yoga.

(Ga. So go to the house, right?)

Unread. But it ticked two.

I just don't feel good if Yoga doesn't come. While my father and mother were well-groomed.

And soon, Andi came home. He no longer carries his car.

Mas Andi came to dance. Not riding his bike. But the new bike I just saw.

And behind Andi mas, the Yoga car follows. How can they come in a row? Intentional or just a coincidence?

When the Yoga car stopped, Andi came to him. Andi opened the side door of the car. And took out some stuff aided by Dance.

I just saw it. They seem to be making a surprise. But I don't know for whom.

Yoga came in and greeted me as usual. Yoga also greets the father and mother politely.

After we all sat in the guest chair, Yoga opened the conversation.

"Father, mother.saya Yoga Prasetya, intend to propose to the father's daughter. Did mom and dad allow it?" yoga to the Point.

I was really surprised. Especially when you allow it.

Why is it so easy and so fast? Everyone present laughed and saw me.