I'm Not an Actor

Not as usual....

"It's great that you were picked up with bigbos?" tanya Yoga the next day.

He didn't know that me and Angga had a special relationship.

"It's normal." I don't want any clarification.

"You're from headquarter huh, Wid?" ask Yoga again.

"Yes, baffles. What else do you want to ask? I do a lot of work" I pretended to be angry.

I was just lazy to talk about Angga.

He who forced me to be present in my life, now even hold me.

And later after my divorce papers come out, there will be no freedom for me.

My life seems to have been defined by him. I have to be his wife.

Not that I refused. But at least I want to live without pressure.

Not to mention if his wife knows that mas Angga married me later, the more cruel the accusations against me.

If I could, I'd like to go far. Leaving behind those who always pressured me.

But I'm here with a kid I can't leave for long.

"Hey! Even daydreaming!" Yoga surprised me.

"What the hell? Been back in your room. It's time for work, not time for conversation. Want me to report to Mr Andi?" my threat.

"Heeh.about his sister's boss, play reports." Yoga came out of my room.

During the break, Yoga approached me again. People don't have friends here.

"Hey, Wid. Let's go get some lunch, yuk. Laper" he asked.

"Can. But I'm being treated, right?" becanda.

"Ready! How much do you eat? Come on."

Yoga goes first. I followed him from behind.

"Where to eat, Ga?" tanyaku, because Yoga is still looking right left in front of the shophouse.

"What do you want to eat?" ask Yoga.

"What is it, what is important to be full" I said.

"Buskey. Usually if the girl eats it that does not make full. Let's not fat" said Yoga.

I laughed hearing that. Because I used to eat a lot, but not fat.

"Bakso can too, Ga" I said.

"Bakso is not full." said Yoga.

"Two bowls. Haha." I walk ahead of Yoga to the meatball stall across the shophouse.

It's good here too, away from the Angga. I can eat as much as I want with a friend who can keep me laughing.

"Sir, meatballs three."

I was shocked to hear Yoga order three bowls. Will he eat two portions?

"So seriously you order three portions, huh?"

"Say you want to eat two bowls?" sahut Yoga's.

"You're crazy! I'm just kidding!"

"Oh, kirain really. I'll be two servings later."

"Say you eat a lot. Pake pretended to nawarin me" I said.

Three portions of meatballs were in front of us. So cool to eat while chatting, I also feel less eating one portion.

Yoga chuckles, then divides the remaining portion into two.

I've never eaten this much.

"It could be really fat me, Ga".

"It's okay. Let it soft" said Yoga.

"What am I sleeping on?"

"Sofa!" sahut Yoga's. I threw the tissue I just used to wipe my mouth.

"Sorven, uh!" serami Yoga.

"Belvin. Slovenly is also important beautiful" I said as I blinked my eyes.

"Beautiful that slob also no one wants to. Tar is not good. Kayak me. Haha." Yoga laughing.

Until it does not feel a break time of just one hour, almost exhausted.

"Come ah, go home." I got up from my seat.

I walked towards the owner of the shop.

"How much is it, sir. Meatballs three, iced orange two equal three crackers" I said.

Mr. Meatball salesman counts, before I put money in my wallet, Yoga is ahead.

"Let me pay. You are a new employee, definitely not paid" said Yoga.

"Isa. Bummer." I put my money back in.

"The change." I gave her change to Yoga.

Yoga took it and gave it to a scavenger who happened to pass by.

I could see it. I don't think, yoga has a high sense of humanity.

Yoga lit his cigarette while walking back to the office.

"Well, are you too, Ga?"

"Well how?" ask Yoga.

"That was" I replied while pointing at the scavenger with my chin.

"Obviously. You never have been?" ask Yoga.

"Every, but rarely" I said with a grin.

"Frequently sharing, Wid. Whenever and wherever. Not only your fortune will be added, but you will get ease in everything" said Yoga.

I'm back dumbfounded. Yoga talk is very true, like tauziyya pak ustadz.

"Kok pinter the hell you are, Ga. I don't know" I said, because Yoga also mentions verses in the Koran.

"Learn, Wid. Mumpung we are still alive" said Yoga.

"Well, how do you say that?"

"Yes if you are dead you can not learn anymore" said Yoga then turn off his cigarette, because we have arrived in front of the shophouse.

"You're gonna get picked up by Bigbos again?" ask Yoga.

I shrugged my shoulders. I see disappointment in the eyes of Yoga.

"If not picked up, I want to take you" said Yoga then he entered his room, without saying goodbye to me.

I went up one more floor to get to my room. My job is still a lot.

At four o'clock in the afternoon, my work was not done yet. Yoga came into my room. Andi is out of town again.

"Not finished?" ask Yoga.

"Not yet." But I'm ending it. Because mas Andi advised to go home soon, even though it was not finished. Let's not make it home.

"Cock not resolved? Don't be afraid to be alone. I'm with you" said Yoga.

"It's not tomorrow, it's not." I laughed, imitating the Yoga I liked when I answered my question.

"Rubber. If completed now, tomorrow there is no work" said Yoga to laugh.

You can be fired long ago, then.

I packed my bag and got out of my chair.

"Who are you going home with?" ask Yoga.

"Yourselves!" sahutku. Then shut the door to my room.

"Asiatic. Not good enough to get extra income" said Yoga.

"Eh bushyet. I guess gratisan" I said pretending to be upset. I know that yoga is just a joke.

"Motors also use gasoline, ma'am. Buy him money!" say Yoga.

"Oh, kirain can buy a leaf" I said as I continued walking. Yoga followed me from behind.

"We go through the village road, right? I don't have a spare helmet" Yoga said.

"Whatever. The important thing is to get to my house. Uh, you know my house, don't you?" my many.

"Tau from the school era first time, Wid" said Yoga.

From the school age? Yoga never came to my house. Or maybe Yoga has been fans the same as me since school?

"No need for ge er. I'm not your fan. I've only ever told you when you passed out at school, in second grade. Remember?" say Yoga.

I'm trying to remember. Yeah, I remember one boy friend who drove me that time. I didn't think she was Yoga.