I'm Not an Actor

Not getting angry

The return hour is still about ten or fifteen minutes away. Ayu and Gara get off the car to a mini market near the school. Ambar watched from inside his car. You've really changed now Ayu. No one would have thought that you were just an ordinary woman who lived a passive life. Ambar said in his heart.

Ambar still continues to look towards Ayu and Gara who just came out of the mini market. He smiled as he looked at Gara's cute face and resembled that of Damar. His maternal instincts emerged. He wanted to kiss and hug the boy.

Her eyes glazed over as she looked at Ayu and Gara's interaction. Ambar is very envious because Ayu is the mother of Damar's son who is very funny and similar to his father.

Shortly after, the twins came out of the school gate and approached Ayu. They both greet Ayu and tease Gara, then they laugh together. This incident caught Ambar's attention. His smile again expanded, when Ambar saw the twins, the child he had wanted to take from Ayu was now big and very beautiful.

Envy increasingly enveloped Ambar's heart. Why did Ayu become the mother of those children?. Why not himself. That's what Ambar thinks right now.

In the past, she asked Damar to marry Ayu, because she intended to take Ayu's child, but what happened instead Ayu managed to capture the attention and love of her husband. Ambar admits he regrets his stupidity, even if it's all free now.

Ayu is seen receiving a call from someone, after which she asks her children to get into the car and leave school. Ambar still faithfully follows Ayu's car, which is currently into a famous restaurant in the capital.

They went down, and soon a man came out of the restaurant, which was none other than Damar. He hugged and kissed Ayu."You finally come, baby." He said as he kissed Ayu's cheek. Damar kissed his three children, then took them inside the restaurant.

Ambar was still faithful to watch the scenes of the Damar family's intimacy. His heart throbbed pain seeing all that. Ambar then chose to go from there, back to his boutique. He himself did not know why to follow Ayu, and saw all the events that made his heart heat up.

Meanwhile, a slanted smile rose on Damar's lips, as he read a message from his men, that Ambar had already left from there. Damar had just finished meeting a client at the restaurant, when his men said that Ambar was following Ayu, so he asked Ayu to come to the restaurant, on the grounds that he wanted to take her to lunch, he had just had lunch with his client.

Damar asks his men to remain vigilant, because he does not want Ambar to hurt Ayu or maybe approach the twins. It is still clear in Damar's memory how Ambar used to want the twin, and desperate to do anything to get his wish.

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One Year Later.

Ambar increasingly visited and spent his free time in the orphanage, expelling and treating his loneliness, by playing with the children there. Ambar had intended to adopt one of the children from the orphanage, but he abandoned his intentions for various reasons.

In addition to wanting to play with the orphanage, one of the reasons Ambar often comes there is because of his encounter with Tristan, a successful businessman who is handsome and very rich. He was also one of the regular donors in the parlour, as well as other replacements.

They finally broke up, and the relationship has been going on for four months. Ambar could forget all the pain he had felt all along, due to Tristan's presence. He's really in love with Tristan. Tristan's charm can undermine his intention not to do prohibited acts, like what he did with Andreas.

Handsome and handsome face, as well as all the deadly seduction of Tristan make Ambar lulled. He voluntarily gave himself up to the man he had just known. Ambar had always felt very lonely and cold. He had not felt the touch and warmth of a man for a long time, and Tristan was the man who had warmed him again.

They both often spent long nights in bed, at Ambar's house or in a hotel. According to Ambar, Tristan is not as good as Andreas, but still he can satisfy him.

According to his confession, Tristan was a widower who abandoned his wife because she could not make his wife pregnant, or in other words, Tristan was a barren man, just like Ambar.

Ambar feels a match and a lot of similarities with Tristan. He brought Tristan along, introduced him to his parents. Ambar's parents, like Tristan and agree to their relationship.

Ambar establishes his heart to be Tristan's companion, but Tristan himself does not want to rush to make a decision."I will marry you, but not so soon. You know, right?." Tristan to Ambar.

"Yes, I understand. But you promised to marry me?."Ask Ambar to make sure.

"Yes baby!! I promise, but not now. I'm not ready." Reply Tristan.

"When do you want to know me as your parents?." Ask Ambar a little annoyed.

"I'll know you to them. But for now I can't do it. They're overseas, I'm busy here anyway. So I hope you understand and be patient." Tristan said, hugging and kissing Ambar's cheek, making his frustration disappear instantly.

Ambar has no idea what Tristan said about his parents is true or not. He is eager to meet them, but Tristan does not seem to want to introduce him to his parents or his extended family. Whether it was just Ambar's feelings, or it was true that Tristan was unwilling to introduce him. Ask Ambar inwardly.

Each Ambar asks when Tristan will introduce him, there are only reasons that Tristan said, and Tristan can always divert Ambar's conversation and attention, as now.

Tristan hooked Ambar, and managed to lure him, until finally they returned through a long night at Ambar's house.

They both do it a lot there, but not once did Tristan and Ambar do it at Tristan's house. Tristan lives alone in his mansion. None of the family members lived with him in Jakarta. There were only a few servants, cooks, gardeners and security guards.

Tristan did not want to haphazardly bring others into his house. Ambar himself had just set foot in Tristan twice, and not for long, because Tristan immediately took him away.