I'm Not an Actor

So that he may be in trouble

In accordance with Ana's request, after taking care of the administration of the registration of the delivery service for the mother's cake shop, Lyra brought a special young mango for Ana.

"Nih mba his order" Lyra handed over the package containing the juvenile mango to Ana

"Wahhh, thank you Lyr" with exited Ana opened the package and without waiting for a long time Ana immediately ate the dish greedily.

Already a few days actually want a young mango but he has not had the opportunity to buy it, his legs are still in bandages make it can not go anywhere.

Seeing Ana who looked greedy eating mango rujak, Lyra became eager to eat too. "For ya Mba" Lyra took one piece of mango and then chocolated it into the spice, then put it in her mouth.

Just a few seconds after the mango entered Lyra's mouth, the girl seemed to be frowning in acidity.

"Iiiih Mba Ana is really cool, why Mba Ana is strong!!!" Lyra immediately rinsed her tongue with a glass of water to eliminate the sour taste.

"This is not at all acidic ko Lyr, even seger. Thank you for buying rujak for me" Ana devoured it to the end.

Mother who saw Ana's behavior so remembered when she was pregnant with her youngest daughter. Just like Ana, the mother did not feel the sour taste of eating young mangoes at that time, even though the people around who had tasted the juvenile mango flavor felt acidity.

"Opo kiro-kiro ana nembe?" mumbling mother in heart.

*What not - do not ana is pregnant

But again the mother brushed off the thought, she did not want to guess the uncertain thing, besides the mother was afraid if later Ana even became offended.

Mother chose to go to the kitchen to continue cooking for lunch, before long Lyra approached her mother in the kitchen.

"Momuuu, cook nopo sakniki?"

*Ibuuuu, what's cooking today?

"Jagan asem, sambel, iwak asin. kepiye affair, wis mersel?"

* Vegetables, sambel & salted fish.how was the business done?

Ask the mother while putting salted fish into a frying pan that has been filled with hot oil.

"Alhamdulillah dole buk mung ngenteni verification 5 dino, dino ker..."

*Alhamdulillah is done ma'am, again waiting to verify five days, day ker...

Hooooeeek.... Hooeeek....

Lyra who heard Ana's voice vomiting immediately ran up to Ana in the toilet, then Lyra took eucalyptus oil and rinsed Ana's neck with a small massage to make her better.

After Ana removed all of her stomach contents, Lyra had Ana's body sitting at the dinner table. Mother who had finished frying, approached Ana and made

warm sweet tea for him.

"Why are you vomiting all of a sudden?" ask the mother while giving her the warm sweet tea that she has made.

"I don't know ma'am, just kiss the smell of salted fish suddenly become nauseous" replied Ana then she drank a warm sweet tea made by mother.

"Sir, may I ask? but I apologize in advance if you later ask me to offend you"

Ana nods her head, allowing mother to ask him.

"Are you pregnant?" ask mom carefully.

Ana is confused about having to step forward or lie saying she only colds, but if she tells a lie saying that she caught a cold, of course, I will know because my mother has experienced pregnancy.

After thinking for a moment ana exhaled her breath, she decided to come clean.

"And I'm only here until my feet heal, before my belly grows I'll leave my mother's house." Ana murmured inwardly.

Slowly Ana nodded her head at the sign that she was confirming her mother's words that she was pregnant.

Mom sighed deeply for a moment, worried that this question would make Ana uncomfortable.

Mom gets closer to Ana, holds her hand and then she asks Ana back.

"Then what about your husband?"

Ana again fell silent not a word said from Ana's lips, over time clear liquid descended from ana's eyes, her tears began to wet her cheeks, a small stuffing began to sound.

"If you don't want to tell a story that's okay, forgive me for making you uncomfortable" said the mother while stroking the back of her palm.

Ana hugs mom spilling all her sadness in her arms, she feels like she has found peace, a peace she has never felt before.

Slowly her sobbing subsided, Ana began to scoff that she had conceived a child out of wedlock. Ana also told me that the man who had impregnated her had a wife.

But Ana is determined to take responsibility for caring for her child alone, devoting all the love she has to her child.

He does not want to destroy the household of others, he does not want to be the third person in the marriage of others. Enough of himself who felt the pain in lying by the man, he did not want to hurt the heart of another woman, his wife.

"Then what about your family do they know about your condition?" ask mommy back.

Ana lowered her head to hold back her tears so as not to break back, with a brick she told him if her mother had died while giving birth to her.

While he does not know the existence of his father since his father decided to remarry, Ana's last meeting with his father when Ana's 17th birthday.

Ana also tells the story of the only brother who is very angry even had the heart to expel him because he could not accept the condition of Ana's pregnancy.

Lyra who also listened to Ana's story immediately approached Ana then hugged Ana from the side, the three of them hugged giving support to Ana.

With Ana slowly releasing the arms of mother and Lyra, Ana does not want to drag on this comfort because it will feel heavy if the time comes for her to leave the mother's house.

"But mom and lyra don't have to worry, once my legs heal I'll get out of here. I don't want to keep troubling mom and lyra and embarrassing you." Ana wiped away her tears, trying to smile as if she looked fine.

Mother shook her head, mother disagreed with what Ana said.

"Stay here until whenever you want, if you clean hard to get out of here. Go, but after you give birth to your child" said the mother, looking into Ana's eyes.

"I don't want to bother Mom and Lyra, nor do I want to make you embarrassed because of my existence and condition" Ana said.

"Sir, I already think of you like my own mother's child so I don't feel bothered at all, and for the problems of people who will ask about your pregnancy, let the mother answer it later, you don't have to think about anything unimportant" Inu again grabbed Ana's hand and held it

"Your safety and that of your child is far more important than what they say, if you give birth alone, you're afraid of anything happening to you and your child, you don't want that to happen" Mom hugged Ana again, he was very worried about ana's condition.

"Thank you ma'am."

"Sama-sama nduk, yo wis fried mother of puffer fish just so you do not nausea anymore. happens to be in the refrigerator there is fish stock" Mother moved from her seat and returned to the kitchen, and returned to the kitchen, frying pufferfish for Ana's lunch.

The three ate lunch warmly, there was no more sadness in the look of ana's face, because lyra was very jolly she was able to change the sad atmosphere into cheerful.