I'm Not an Actor

I'm Not an Actor
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This morning Rio wants to spend time with his lover before the afternoon he must leave for Sumatra.


After having breakfast together, Rio approached before Ana, he squatted down to align himself with Ana who was sitting in a wheelchair.


Rio handed the pink box of parcels decorated with white ribbons in the corner of the box.


"What is this, baby?" ask Ana while receiving the parcel.


"Open up!!"


Slowly Ana opened the parcel.


Ana looks stunned to see the contents of the parcel given by her lover, she remembers when the last time she worshiped. Ana began to wonder what Rio meant by giving her a beautiful, plain white, silk face with lace on the lower fringe.


Rio took Ana's hand then grasped it, he looked at Ana's beautiful face deeply.


"Honey, I want us to learn to improve our worship together, by fulfilling all our obligations as his servants." Rio paused for a moment, then he continued his sentence again.


"If I may ask you, take my name with me in every prayer you pray and if you ever miss me, admonish the owner of my heart and body, let this universe rule our way" Rio said.


Ana was really moved by Rio's words, but she couldn't understand what Rio's saying about 'if you ever miss me, you're going to complain to the owner of my heart and body, let this universe rule our way.' "Wouldn't Rio always be with her?" ask in his mind.


"Darling, don't you want to follow me to Singapore?" ask Ana.


"I will definitely come to catch up with you dear" Rio was laying his head on Ana's lap, Ana stroked Rio's head gently.


"Darling, thank you for teaching me so much good. The way you make me a better human being is amazing."


Rio raised his head, summarizing Ana's face.


"I want to reach out with you baby."


That morning Rio took Ana for a walk in the park while enjoying her lover's favorite ice cream, he pushed Ana's wheelchair towards the wooden bench located in the corner of the park, then he sat on the bench.


"Darling do you really love me?" ask Rio.


"Of course, honey, do you doubt that?"


"If I hadn't been by your side in a long time, would you have been looking for another man to replace me?"


"I won't replace you with anyone, I just want to get married and age with you. You're why the hell? since it was so strange, we are only LDR one week, after your business is done you can visit me. Or do I ask papa to cancel it to his Singapore?"


"Don't do that!!! I want you to heal fast, be able to walk again like you used to."


"Yes, but from that moment you are very strange, dear."


"Promise yes, to continue to keep your heart only for me" Rio pinta.


"Definitely darling, my heart is only for you" Ana nodded her head.


"Promise to continue the spirit of therapy to be able to recover."


"Yes I promise." Ana nodded her head.


"Promise to obey your father."


"Yes I promise." Ana nodded her head.


"Promise to keep your worship."


"I promise you, my dear." Ana pinched Rio's nose from being anxious with rio's attitude.


"People are sick dear" Rio held his nose red because it was pinched by Ana.


"You are, rich want LDr for many years. After all the distance from here to Singapore is only two hours drive."


"But I want you to promise me, baby."


"Yes you promise me dear. I promise to keep my heart only for you, I will be the spirit of therapy, I will obey my father and I will keep my worship and call you in my every prayer." said Ana.


During the trip back to Ana's house, Rio did not let go of her hand grip.



Medan became the first city of Rio to expand its business wings on the island of Sumatra.


Arriving in Medan, Rio several times tried to contact his lover but Ana's mobile phone was always out of reach.


"Maybe Ana has rested" Rio muttered inwardly, then Rio sent a message to Ana, telling her that he had reached Medan.


The grand opening event of shoes care outlets in Medan was lively, Rio himself seemed busy chatting with some local media colleagues he invited to help him promote his business.


Visitor enthusiasm is very high, the lovers of local shoe brands crowded to visit outlets owned by Rio.


Several times when there was a chance Rio checked his phone hoping there was an incoming call or reply to a message from Ana, but he never got it.


The next day Rio flew to the island of the Gods of Bali, the grand opening event of shoes care outlets on the Island of the Gods was no less lively with the event in Medan.


Lovers of local shoe brands have crowded Rio outlets because at the grand opening event the Rio shoes care outlet offers a lot of promos.


Same thing with in Medan, on the Island of the Gods Rio also invited some local media colleagues to cover his event as promotional material.


Already the fourth day Rio still did not get news Ana, Rio had tried to contact Pak Reino and Risti but both did not answer the phone call and also did not reply to Rio's message.


Anxiety and fear of losing Ana come back to haunt him, beset in his mind regretting why he did not follow Ana's company to Singapore.


Rio cancels his flight to Makassar, he asks Adit to replace him.


"Are you sure you don't want to go to Makassar?" Tanya adit reconfirms her superior's decision.


"I'm sure Dit, I trust you with everything. I'm waiting for all the reports."


"Good Mr. Rio."


After the grand opening event in Bali, Rio left for Singapore to find Ana, when he arrived in Singapore Rio began looking for data on the names of famous hospitals there.


The first hospital that Rio visited National University Hospital located at 5 Lower Kent RidgeRd, Ri directly asked the receptionist who worked at the hospital.


"Excuse me, I would like to ask if here there is a patient named Sandriana Afian?"


*excuse me, I would like to ask if there is a patient here named sandriana alfian?


"Please wait, I will search the data"


*Please wait, I will see the data first


"Sory, here there are no patients named Sandriana Alfian.


*sorry, there is no patient named Sandriana alfian


"Okay, thank you."


"You're welcome."


For two days it had been dozens of hospitals that Rio visited to look for Ana, no single patient named Sandriana Alfian was admitted to hospital in Singapore both outpatient and inpatient, this makes rio more frustrating.


Rio decided to return to Indonesia, Rio wanted to find Ana to his parents' residence.


Ting... Kegs... Ting... Kegs...


Rio rang the bell of Ana's house, before long Ana's housekeeper opened the door.


"Sir, is Ana here?" ask Rio.


"Non Ana and Mr. Reino left the country a few days ago."


From the direction of the gate, Rio heard that there was a car entering the residence of Ana's parents, he noticed who came and hoped that Ana would come.


But Rio's guess turned out to be wrong, not Ana who came but Risti and her two children who came.