I'm Not an Actor

I have so much to ask you

Arriving at the hospital Rio back guard Ana, he wanted to keep Ana closer then Rio entered the ICU room wearing special clothes.

The pain returned when Rio noticed all over Ana's body looking so weak and wearing a lot of tools, he still did not expect if the woman he loved so much was in this condition.

"Well, how long do you want to sleep like this? I miss you so much" Rio said curtly holding back his tears.

"In the meantime we're getting married, you still want to marry me? please wake up, baby"

"Dear forgive me, I should have protected you, not you who saved me" Rio could no longer hold back his sobbing, his tears rushing down his face, he spilled all his sadness.

Before Rio leaves the ICU room he writes Ar-Rahman's letter, a letter he plans to present to Ana when she and Ana get married later.

"Shadaqallahul Azim. I go outside first huh, I'll go in later" Rio stepped his foot out of the ICU room.

When Rio came out of the ICU room, he saw mother was talking to a man and a woman. Rio looks familiar with the woman, the woman is Risti's older sister Ana.

The man turned his head towards Rio then approached Rio, he was just looking at him flatly.

"I am Reino Alfian, Ana's real father" Mr. Reino extended his hand to Rio.

"I'm Rio." Rio received Ana's father's hand.

Mr. Reino started to glaze over, a look of sadness clearly visible on his face even though he was trying to stay calm and firm, Mr. Reino hugged Rio warmly.

"Thank you for taking care of Ana, I want to meet her daughter"

Rio nodded and invited Mr. Reino to enter the ICU room.

Mr. Reino was wearing a special outfit to be able to meet his youngest daughter in the ICU room, he started to draw closer towards Ana who was lying weakly on the bed, a sense of regret filling the recesses of his heart.

"An, forgive papah. Forgive me for not being able to be a good papah for you, forgive papah who can't take care of you."

"I'm sorry papa son, I'm sorry. huuuu..." Mr. Reino could no longer resist his grief.

Ana remained still, not moving a bit. After a long time Mr. Reino was in the ICU room, he decided to get out of the ICU room, because he had no heart to see the condition of his daughter.

Seeing his papa coming out of the ICU room Risti approached his papa, asking for his condition.

"Well, how's Ana doing?" asked Risti with an anxious look.

Mr. Reino just shook his head, he cried while hugging his eldest daughter.

"Bah, Risti wants to see Ana's situation" said Risti.

"Don't!!! I don't want you to hurt Ana anymore" Rio spoke in a firm tone to Risti.

It was still clear in Rio's memory of how Risti drove Ana out of her home, Rio wouldn't let anyone hurt the woman he loved.

"I promise I won't hurt her again, I just want to know her condition and apologize to her" Risti said.

Rio looked at Risti's face in earnest, he caught a look of regret and sadness on Risti's face so Rio allowed Risti to enter the ICU room.

Hesitatingly Risti walked over to her sister, then she sat down beside Ana.

Clear circles dripped down his cheeks without him being able to bear, asphyxiating as seeing his only sibling in this condition, regret after regret gnawed at his heart.

"Sir, Ma.pardon sister hiks..." Risti spoke in a stammer.

"Sorry brother who is always evil to you, brother can never be a good brother to you."

"Sorry brother who always blames you for the death of your mother, even though you are completely innocent, you should be a substitute for the figure of the mother who takes care of you."

"I realized my mother died because she was by God's will, not because of you"

Tiiiit...

The ana heart rate pressure monitor gradually increased, Risti seemed confused and panicked by what happened.

"Is this progress or is it the opposite" murmured Risti

Tiii... Tiiiite... Tiiiite...

The heart rate on the chart is increasing, Risti who starts to realize it rushes to call the nurse.

One nurse contacted the doctor and a specialist, while the other nurse checked on Ana.

Shortly after the doctor and specialist came to the ICU room to check on Ana, one of the nurses asked Risti to get out of the ICU room.

Seeing some doctors enter the ICU room and see the risti coming out of the ICU room with a panic face, making Rio immediately approach risti.

"What did you do to Ana?" rio asked half-screaming to Risti, leaving Risti terrified.

Actually Rio realized that if he was only Ana's fiancee, not yet part of Ana's family but Rio would not let anyone hurt the woman he loved.

"I didn't do anything, I just apologized for all my mistakes to her" Risti said stammered, not daring to stare at Rio.

The mother who saw her son in a state of emotion immediately approached Rio to calm down her eldest son.

"Le who's patient first, we'll wait for the doctor to check on Ana. Let's sit down yuk." Mother pulled Rio's hand to sit with her in the waiting room.

"If anything happens with Ana, I will make a calculation with you" Rio threatened to Risti, then he turned to follow his mother's order to sit back waiting for the doctor who was examining Ana.

An hour later the door of the ICU room opened, several members of the medical staff came out of it, all of them immediately storming the doctor who came out of the room.

"How's my fiancee doing, Doc?" ask Rio.

"How's my daughter doing, Doc?" the question came from Rio and Mr. Reino.

"Everyone please be calm, the patient's condition is fine. We have conducted a thorough examination of the patient, at this time the patient has begun to stabilize. But we are still monitoring the progress, if it is possible the patient will be placed in the treatment room."

"Can we see it, Doc?" ask Rio.

"Can but only limited, two people it was time was limited.So I had heard the patient mention the name of Kak Risti, if anyone can please come in."

"I doc." answered Risti.

The doctor invited Risti to go back into the ICU room, Risti also returned wearing special clothes and then approached towards Ana.

"Daddy, how are you?"

"Sister. sorry Ana yes" said Ana stammering.

"No deck, it should be the brother who apologizes for hurting you too often, the brother is not a good brother, huuuu..." Risti was crying.

"Sister promises to be a good brother to you, dear brother you deck."

"Ana loves you too, sister."

When Risti was hugging Ana, the nurse came to the nurse asking Risti to come out because the visiting time had run out, Ana still could not linger in the conversation.

Meanwhile outside the room, Rio asked his mother to return to his house since it was already afternoon.

Rio did not want his mother to fall ill due to fatigue, Rio told his store employees to pick up and deliver mother and Bik Ima home.