I'm Not an Actor

I'm Not an Actor
Considering everything that's happened,,,



After Yoga was completely healthy, you allowed us to move into the Yoga house.


Today I cleaned up some of my clothes. Actually I want to take all of them, but Yoga forbids. He said it would be easy to buy again.


"Love the money, Ga. My clothes are still fine."


Yoga instead replied, "Let's stay at home mom don't have to bring a change of clothes."


Also true. And I'm so happy, that means I'll stay at my mom's house a lot.


"You sure you let me stay at Mom's, don't you?"


"Rest assured. You have a child here anyway. Time you did not visit. Your son doesn't know his mother dong."


I am proud of Yoga. He won't limit my interactions with my son. Although the taste is not excessive like the Angga mas first.


Remember the Angga so remember all the goodness. He's very good at diamonds. He even said he would take care of Diamond even if he couldn't marry me.


Fortunately, I wasn't satisfied with the talk. If that happens, it'll be hard for me to see my own son.


Ah, nevermind. Just forget him. He lives anywhere I don't know.


"I ordered an online motorcycle first, huh?"


I just nod. If Yoga orders it now, then I need to get ready. Because usually the driver will come in five to ten minutes.


"Where are you going to take the bag?" tanya Yoga saw me pulling the bag onto the terrace.


"Ready-prepared. Did you order a taxi online?"


"Who did I say I ordered a taxi online?"


I don't understand Yoga.


"What did you order?" my many.


"Online objects."


Oh, it turns out Yoga wants to skimp. We'll go back to his house on an online taxi. I just nod.


"Well, there's one. Just tell me to wait so we can go together."


Yoga even scrunched his forehead.


"What are you doing, Wid? Yoga is an online ojek for itself. He'll go home first get the car. Let Mama and Diamond come there. We'll be home later this afternoon." The mother who had just come out suddenly said. Apparently, my mother listened to me with yoga.


"Everything if anyone says don't cut it right away. So misunderstand me, right?"


I scratched my head that wasn't itchy.


"Hehehe. Yeah, you go there."


Yoga held out her hand. I'm silent for a moment. Then pat my forehead. I forgot that Yoga was my husband, no longer my former schoolmate or coworker.


I grabbed Yoga's hand and kissed him. It's also awkward, because it's not ordinary.


In the past when we were still together working, if we split up we bertos ria ala young people who slang.


Yoga go with ojek online. I put my bag back in.


"Diamonds still sleeping, Mom?"


"still. Let it. We'll go when the diamond wakes up. Poor to build" answered my mother.


I saw my son sleeping. I approached slowly. I caress his head.


It's so sorry for him. Since birth never with his father, now also must be far from me.


Even though the affection and attention of both my parents was never lacking. Moreover, mas Andi who does not want to be called pakde, he is very fond of Diamonds.


I clenched his forehead. And fell asleep by his side while hugging him.


Mom went into the room and told me to get out of the way.


"Don't bother, Wid. Let the Diamonds sleep."


Mom was always like that. No one should bother Diamond even if it was me, the mother who gave birth to her.


"Std. Don't be noisy!" I forbid my mother to speak.


"Well, wake up!" threaten my mother and get out of the room.


I woke up when I felt someone approaching. When I opened my eyes, it turned out that Yoga was sitting beside me.


Yoga smiled at me and went to lie down next to me, hugging me from behind.


Peaceful feeling. I can sleep one bed with my son and husband. And it's even happier that Yoga can accept Diamonds even if we can't take care of them.


We woke up when Diamond woke up.


"Mama."


I immediately patted him.


"Yes, Honey. Mama's here."


Yoga got up, immediately grabbed Diamond and took her out.


I caughtup. Apparently Yoga brought Diamond to the terrace and invited him to play.


I saw the interaction between my son and my husband. It was like they had a blood relationship. Though not at all.


Even Yoga knew Diamond not long ago. But it can be so familiar.


What may be due to the longing of Yoga on the figure of a sister or child. Yoga only child. He has never been married either.


"Ga. We get ready yuk. If later the afternoon hunt, it will not be anymore."


"Yes, you dong are ready. I'm just like this. What about this diamond?" ask Yoga.


"So, I asked you first."


"Let mom change her diapers first. It's already full. If you need Diamond, you are ready."


Mom picked up the diamond and took it to the room.


After everything is done, we leave by taking a ride in the Yoga car.


Diamonds are on the road.


"Why, Honey?" my many who hold it.


He pointed at Yoga. He wanted to sit on the Yoga bench.


"Don't, Honey. It'll bother Papa."


His yoga is called Papa. Even though he's not his real father. Yoga is called mama. Let klop said.


"Nothing. Here with Papa." Yoga pulled over his car and grabbed Diamond and hugged him.


"Later you'll have trouble, Ga. It's even disturbing your concentration."


I tried to reject it. But the kekeh yoga.


"Diamond the henchman, huh? Don't bother papa nyet."


The cool diamond holding the steering wheel and playing the horn, no longer want to listen to my words.


Yoga is quite overwhelmed with the Diamond's mannerisms. Not even mother's words were heard by Diamond.


Finally Yoga turned his car into a shopping mall.


"We go shopping, huh? There is nothing at home. You'll be bothered if you want to cook."


We got off the car. Mom reaches out to hold the Diamond but is rejected by Yoga.


"It's okay, Ga. Let's have a fat mom."


"Mothers with Widhi shopping only. Here take my credit card. Whatever you want to shop. I also want to shop for daily necessities. I'll play with Diamond first. When you're done, call me."


Yoga handed me his wallet, and I took his credit card.


I walked with my mom into the supermarket, and Yoga to the children's playground.


I feel like this has happened to me. Exactly like this. After I thought hard about when something like this happened, I finally remembered it.


When I was just married to Grand. We went to this supermarket. Then I entered the supermarket with my mother-in-law. Mas Agung took his children to the playground.


We ate at the food court. And when we walked home, we heard the news of the Great's workshop burning.


Ah, I hope the dejavu gets here enough. Do not come to the event that does not wear it.