I'm Not an Actor

I'm Not an Actor
Yes I remember



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Ana knocks on Lyra's bedroom door, then opens it slowly.


"Can you get in Lyr?" ask Ana from behind the door.


Lyra who is busy reading a novel while listening to her favorite music allows Anna to enter her room.


"Yes mba Ana, just come in"


Ana steps into Lyra's room and sits on the bed with Lyra.


"Lyr, I'm sorry mba. Because of your friendly relationship and Retno so stretched like this" said Ana with regret.


"It's not wrong, but why don't you tell me if her husband Retno is impregnating Mba Ana? haven't we met Retno and her husband?"


"Lyr, mba did not tell because mba did not want to damage your friendship and Retno, after all mba did not expect her husband Retno to be responsible.so for what?"


"It is very good to think about my friendship with Retno and Retno's domestic relationship with her husband. Though who should think that's her husband Retno, already have a wife who is single, do not think I'm with her."


"Already Lyr, mba has sincerely accepted it, after all mba is also wrong to do things that have been forbidden by religion. Mba hope someday your friendship with Retno can return to how it used to be."


lyra nodded while hugging Ana, in the middle of lyra's conversation with ana suddenly rio came peeking out from behind the door.


Lyra who realized that her brother was behind the door immediately called out to her brother.


"Mas Rio enter just don't take care."


"Hehe. I'm sorry to bother you. Actually I just wanted to give this to Ana"


Rio handed a large paper bag with pink horizontal stripes with white ribbon as the paper bag's pemais to Ana, Ana immediately received the paper bag given by Rio.


"Open up" said Lyra enthusiastically.


Ana also opened the paper bag slowly, Ana took out all the contents of the paper bag. There was a black graduation toga shirt and graduation hat, Ana stared at the graduation dress deeply.


"Scholarship?" muttered.


"Aren't you going to graduation soon?" ask Rio.


Ana recalled a few days ago when Mia called her, Mia had already reported about her class graduation event which will be in the title soon.


"Tomorrow the day after tomorrow you come with me back to Jakarta" said Rio.


Ana hesitates to follow the graduation procession with her stomach starting to look enlarged, Ana is silent while stroking her stomach.


Seeing Ana's behavior, Rio understood what Ana was thinking.


"You don't have to worry, I'll accompany you."


"Mba Ana, is not graduation an event that is very much awaited by all students? mba come along, there is mas rio who will accompany mba."


Lyra tries to convince Ana to follow her graduation procession.


until finally Ana nodded in agreement to input from Lyra.


"Well, dong Mba Ana, Lyra aja want a quick graduation"


"Learn so real, lecture here just you play continue, how do you lecture outside the city, you can forget the land." said Rio while throwing a pillow towards lyra.


"iiiih mas Rioooo, really nice. I won't help you!!!!" threaten Lyra's.


Rio began to panic with Lyra's threat, immediately Rio stroked his sister's head carelessly with his left hand, while the finger of his right hand was glued Lyra's lips so that Lyra did not continue her speech.


"Addduuuhhh mas riooooo.... go there!!! bother me constantly." Lyra started getting up from her bed pushing Rio out of her room.


"You're lucky Lyr has a sister like ka rio"


"Haduuh mba. mas Rio is nosy, fierce, rich babble mothers, likes to nag me." grumbled Lyra.


"That's a sign he loves you Lyr, yes already back to the room mba first yes want to rest."


"Ok mba, but don't forget that tonight accompany me to a friend's birthday." Lyra again reminded ana not to forget, ana nodded while stepping out of lyra's room.



Lyra who had been prepared with her appearance shortly afterwards entered Ana's room.


"Mba, let's go" Lyra asked.


"In the meantime Lyr, I say goodbye to Mom and Sister Rio first" said Ana.


When Ana was about to head to the mother's room, Lyra held Ana's hand until her arms stopped.


"Don't mba!!! mom's asleep, I was late."


"Yes already then I say goodbye to Kak Rio only" said Ana.


Lyra held him back.


"Mas Rio has gone to his friend's house, he has business. Mas Rio also already know, already let's just go." invite Lyra.


lyra rushed to hold Ana's hand, in order to get to the venue immediately.


After arriving at a restaurant, Lyra takes Ana to a private room. A restaurant waiter opens the door to the room and allows Ana and Lyra to enter.


Ana seemed surprised by the dark atmosphere of the room, there was only one light that highlighted right above a man who was sitting holding a guitar, ana noticed the figure of the man.


"That Rio beats, but what do you want at his friend lyra's birthday? and why this place was so desolate" Ana murmured inwardly, Ana still could not decipher all the conditions before her.


Soon after playing his guitar, Rio performed a song owned by Budi Doremi entitled Painting Dusk.


I got it


The journey you are now going through


I hope


Although heavy, you don't feel alone


You've been fighting


Conquering your days is not easy


Let me keep you company


Wash your tired


Let me paint twilight


Carve your name there


Heard you tell a story


Crying, laughing


Let me paint a night


Bring you the stars


'Your friend's injured


Until you're happy


Source: Musixmatch


Songwriter: Budi Syahbudin


The last part of the song rio got up from his seat, walking towards Ana and Lyra. in front of ana rio sang the last sentence of the song with great emphasis.


"Your friend who's hurt until you're happy"


As soon as rio finished singing the whole lamp in the room on the light, ana was surprised to see the mother in the room was looking at him. Lyra walked over to the mother, leaving ana and rio both.


Rio took the red tadpole box, then rio opened it. There was a white gold ring inside the box.


"An, in front of my mother and sister. I ventured to express my feelings that I had been feeling for a long time" Rio paused for a moment then continued on again.


"Will you marry me?" ask Rio.