I'm Not an Actor

Disgusting man,,,

Yoga and I went back to the office. I went straight to my room on the third floor. Yoga room on the second floor.

"Your son, it has arrived. I'm still one floor away" I said as I reached the second floor.

"If I'm not strong, will I?" sahut Yoga's.

I flicked my lips and went up the stairs. Yoga raves. Basic Yoga nosy, there is a joke.

Arriving at my room, I saw Andi was already there.

"Where are you?" ask Andi.

"Lunch with Yoga" I said. Then I headed to my chair.

"Mas Andi's eating?" my many.

"Yet."

"Try saying. I can buy them all" I said.

"Where do I know you're eating?"

"He can call. Mas Andi anyway, if the break callnya Tari just!" sahutku.

"Say let me not be single?"

Also true. I gave the code okay with my two fingers.

Poor Andi, from a long time ago can never be close to women. Either not practicing or indeed never found a suitable one.

Hopefully, Dance can be a suitable partner.

"What's up, Mas?" my many.

Because even though I meet every day, but I rarely interact with him.

Dance came home before I left for work. Sometimes before I go home.

"Well, why?"

"Just want to know how your relationship is developing" I said.

"Repo!" Mas Andi threw the crumpled paper at me. I laugh.

Moreover, Andi's face so blushing. Abege is in love.

Andi taught me a lot today. Understand the first day. I still don't understand my job.

Not felt, it's four o'clock.

"Let's go home. You want to go overtime?"

"Duuh..yang again kangen" said I tease mas Andi.

"Yes, I'm staying!" Mas Andi came out of the room.

"Don't, Mas. Waita minute!" I hurried to pack my things.

I chased Andi all the way to the second floor. There aren't. I even met Yoga.

"Ga, see Andi's not?"

"Udah down" sahut Yoga.

I'll be right down. Don't let me go home alone. Faraway. Can replace the angkot twice.

Yoga following. We got to the first floor.

"What the hell are you running around?" ask Yoga.

"Gejar mas Andi. Where's she?" I looked to the right and to the left.

"That's right there!" Yoga pointed at Andi near his car park. He was with Angga.

"I'll go home first, Ga. Goodbye." Yoga just nodded.

I walked closer to them.

"Wid, you go home with Angga. I have a sudden business" said mas Andi.

This guy, this morning, made a deal. He said I should not get close to the Angga mas. Twenty-four hours is no different.

Mas Angga opened the car door for me as usual. I went up and from the corner of my eye, I saw Yoga still staring at me.

Mas Angga drove his car. I just kept quiet and didn't say a word.

"Tumben diem?" ask the Angga.

"Capek" I replied. Then I leaned my head and closed my eyes.

For some reason, since last night and our deal this morning, I feel like I should stay away from Angga.

Even if it can be impossible. My work is still related to him.

"How's your job?" ask the Angga.

I pretended to be asleep and didn't hear the question.

"I know you don't sleep really."

Suddenly, Angga stopped his car. My reflex opened my eyes.

Mas Angga looked at me.

"I'm tired" I said again.

Mas Angga exhaled his coarse breath. Then grab my hand. And kissed.

"It's on the road. Don't fuck around." I pulled my hand.

"You're still angry about last night?" ask the Angga.

"No." I turned my face away. Mas Angga drove his car slowly.

"I'm sorry, Wid" said Mas Angga.

"Necessary. I was wrong. I'm the one who came into your lives. I'm the one who should be apologizing" I said.

"Wid. That means you're mad at me?"

"No. I have no right to be angry with you" I said.

"You deserve to be angry, Wid. I was wrong. I cannot defend you in front of my wife."

Mas Angga mentioned my wife's words in a slow voice.

"No! He is worthy of you. He has the right to be angry with me. I am a cheap woman. I'm the.actress."

I turned my face to the side. It hurts me to remember those words. The most despicable name in my opinion.

Two women call me that. Painful.

Mas Angga pulled his car back.

"Road! I'm going home!"

"No! I'm not going to walk. Let's just stop here!"

"OKAY. I'm getting off here!" I tried to open the car door. Unfortunately it was locked by the Angga mas.

I threw my head against the back of the car. I took a breath and threw it away violently.

"Don't mind the chatter, Wid. She's a crazy woman! Women have no feelings!" mas Angga.

"He's sane! I'm the crazy one! Be crazy about people's husbands!" sahutku.

"I am a fool. Easily fickle. No standpoint. Tell your wife I'll never come near you again!"

"I'll come near you. Protecting you. I don't want to lose you a second time."

Mas Angga grabbed my hand. Grasping tightly.

"Take me off first. Release me first. I want to enjoy my world first. I'm tired of always being tied up. Because that bond just makes me sick."

Mas Angga was silent. Then looked at me.

"Until when?" ask the Angga.

"Until I'm tired of solitude" I said.

"You'll never be alone, Wid. Because I can never be without you" said Mas Angga.

"Next week, our business in the religious court is finished. We're married in three months".

Mas Angga drove his car. I'm gawking at his talk.

Be married?

Car mas Angga continued to drive until it reached in front of my parents' house.

I'm coming down, when Angga's mas has unlocked it.

I went straight into my room, without caring about the mother who was looking at me in astonishment.

I don't know where my son is. Maybe he's still with Dance or dad.

I locked myself in my room. I took the headset and put music in my ear.

I don't want to hear anything. Better to listen to music.

I regret my stupidity. Why would I let Angga go into my life? Why did I fall asleep so easily? Why can't I refuse it?

Why did I accept all the gifts? Why do I receive all his kindness?

As a result, I owe him. I finally couldn't get away from him.

You idiot! I'm so stupid! I cursed myself.

The head set was still in my ear, until the night I woke up.

I blinked my eyes. I saw the clock on my wrist. Eleven o'clock at night.

I see my body. Still wrapped in work clothes. Ah, I slept long enough.

I let go of my head set. I got out of my bed and opened the door, and stepped forward.

My eyes collided with the eyes of Angga. Yup, he's still at my house at this hour.

I turn around and go back to my room. But Angga's men chased after me and hugged me from behind.

"I'm sorry, Wid. I can't live without you anymore" said Mas Angga near my ear.

I turned my body. Looked at him sharply. Is this my next soul mate?