I'm Not an Actor

I'm Not an Actor
I feel something strange



For two months Ana had accompanied and helped her husband manage his papa-owned company, patiently listening to every complaint that came out of her husband's mouth.


Even when her husband made the wrong decision, Ana did not issue any judgments to Rio, she continued to support her husband and reminded him that every mistake she made was a learning process.


"Thank you for your boundless patience in accompanying me" Rio whispered as he hugged Ana from behind.


Ana really enjoys a warm embrace from her husband, she brings her husband's hand to the stomach so that Rio can feel the kick of the fetus in the womb.


"It's time for you to yoga, I'll take you. All right, I'm going to the place where Lyra gave us our old house certificate for her and Adit" Rio said


"I'll drop them a honeymoon ticket" Ana picked it up from her bag, then gave it to her husband.


Arriving at the yoga place, Rio said goodbye to Lyra and Adit for a while.


"Don't be long, we'll want a parenting class."


"It's dear." Rio was peeping his wife's forehead and stomach.


As soon as Rio arrived at the office, he immediately entered Lyra's room. Coincidentally in the room there is Adit, Rio handed over his urn and home certificate to Adit and Lyra.


At first they refused Rio's gift, but Rio forced them to accept it as their wedding gift.


Lyra and Adit looked at each other, on the one hand they wanted to independently build everything together but on the other hand they did not feel good if they refused a gift from his brother.


"One more thing, here's a gift from your beloved Mba, a honeymoon ticket." Rio handed over the honeymoon ticket to Korea to Adit and Lyra.


"Your mom and mom don't accept rejection" Rio said firmly.


Lyra approached her brother and hugged him. "Thank you, please also thank Mba Ana" said Lyra.


"Together the deck" Rio said as he stroked his sister's back gently, then Rio turned to Adit.


"Put Lyra to you, take care and love my sister. Mas can't be long, Mas wants to pick up Mba Ana" Rio left Adit and Lyra.


He rushed back to his yoga place, when he arrived at the yoga place he saw his wife drinking while wiping her sweat.


"Have you?" rio asked as he took the small towel Ana was holding then helped Ana to wipe off her sweat.


"Dear, it's just finished. How are you, Lyra and Aditnya?" ask Ana.


"It has. Oh it's time for parenting class yuk." Rio invited Ana into the room where they learned parenting.


Today Rio and Ana enter the baby care class, in this class Rio and Ana are equipped with basic knowledge of baby care such as how to bathe, change diapers until first aid when the baby is sick and there is added baby massage material. Rio looks very enthusiastic about taking this class, he noticed and tried the whole basic stages of baby care.


After learning parenting, Rio invited his wife to eat outside while taking a walk to buy baby supplies. Even though their preparations were already 99% but still Ana and Rio felt that there was something lacking.


"Honey, I have got the best baby sitter for our child, he is also trained" said Rio while embracing his wife's shoulders.


"Darling, I'll be caesar's hand. But people say that caesarean can not be said to be a whole mother" said ana while pouting.


"Who said that? don't listen, you just have to listen to your husband. To your handsome husband you are the perfect wife and mother of my children. And for your husband whatever the most important delivery is for the safety of you and our children, if it's medically impossible it's normal I won't take risks just for the sake of people's talk" Rio stroked his wife's arm gently.



Arriving at the wedding day of Lyra and Adit, Ana looks beautiful with a gold bridesmaid dress.


"It's so beautiful for my wife" Rio praised as he hugged and kissed her chubby cheeks which seemed adorable to him.


"Dear, baby.. yuk we have to the venue, you are Lyra's marriage guardian why is still here" Ana tidied up her husband's clothes.


"I'm so worried about my beautiful wife" Rio again kissed her cheek with anxiety.


"Dear baby..later my makeup is disheveled" Ana protests while pushing Rio's body away from her.


"Yes, yes, yes yuk" asked Rio, he stopped his act of judging his wife.


When she was about to take the bag accidentally Ana nudged a glass, until the glass fell and broke.


"Let me tell people to take care of it" Rio said.


"What a bad feeling, huh? I'm worried about papa." Ana breathed her breath.


Ana nods her head and holding Rio's hand entering Lyra and Adit's wedding venue, Rio asks Adit's cousin sister to accompany his wife to sit in the guest chair.


Adit and lyra marriage contract goes on hikmad and smoothly, as well as Rio and Ana's wedding ceremony. Now Adit and Lyra marriage also uses Javanese customs, only at the wedding of Adit and Lyra at the same venue and the same day after the marriage contract.


Entering the reception Ana was still sitting in the guest chair, while occasionally smiling towards her husband who was sitting at the reception along with Mother, in the middle of the reception event suddenly mobile phone ana vibrated.


drrrtt...


There was one call coming in from risti, at once the look on Ana's face became panicked when she heard the sound of risti's cry.


"What's wrong? brother, answer me what's wrong?" ask Ana.


"Papa's father is no longer there, papa left us the deck." replied Risti stammered for holding back his sobbing.


Instantly Ana drops her phone on the floor, her tears rushing down her cheeks. Suddenly Ana's stomach contracts, she squeezes her clothes while holding her stomach.


Rio who was in the guarantee, was shocked by the panic of the people around his wife and there were some people calling him, he immediately ran towards his wife.


"Darling why are you?" rio asked as he held onto his wife's body.


"My stomach hurts, baby." Ana held her stomach.


Without a second thought Rio carried his wife into his car, Rio told his driver to drive at high speed, while calming his wife, Rio called the hospital for them to prepare.


"I'm going to Germany baby, papa died Hikks..." Ana cries in Rio's embrace while squeezing Rio's shirt, enduring the pain in his stomach.


"Pa-pa died?" asked Rio stammering.


While Rio was silent, he could not believe that his father-in-law had died, until he was startled by the sound of pain in Ana's voice that spread her daydream.


Rio hugged his wife in the car, he also tried to contact Risti to ask about the truth of the news.


"Calm down baby, earlier Risti said he was taking care of the departure flight of papa's body. Papa will be buried next to mama's grave, I promise you will bring you to meet papa for the last time. Now you focus on delivering our son." Rio tried to calm his wife who was holding back the sadness as well as the pain of contractions in her stomach.


"It's a shame I know this is so hard for you, but trust me that this has all been the case. Even though papa is not with us at the moment, we can send him al-fatihah and prayers to illuminate his steps." Rio said as he wiped the tears on his wife's cheek.


Arriving at the hospital, Ana was immediately taken to the operating room. During the operation, Rio faithfully accompanied his wife. He said many thanks and words of love for his wife, he also had time to capture the moment in the camera phone.


Tears of happiness flowed into Rio cheeks when he first saw one of the doctors holding his little daughter, the doctor gave her baby to ana to do the initiation process of early breastfeeding (IMD) in the chest ana, ana, but Ana refused it.


Ana's rejection makes Rio's heart hurt, but he suspects that his wife has baby blues syndrome. Even after Ana is in the treatment room and the baby is clean and Rio has complained, Ana still refuses to hold and suckle her.


"Sabar le, try to check if ASI Ana has come out. If there is, you persuade in another way" said the mother while holding her first grandchild.


Rio approached his wife and made her change her sleeping position.


"Aduuuhh my stomach hurts so much" Rintih Ana because the effects of her anesthesia have disappeared. Rio stroked Ana's shoulder, he also felt what his wife was feeling.


"Darling, don't you want to hold our daughter for a moment? this nine-year-old princess is in your womb that we keep together and that we look forward to.you want to, baby?" Rio clasped Ana's hand.


Ana nods her head, the mother approaches and gives it to ana, slowly ana land starts to want to give ASI to her child.


Ana's right hand squeezes the husband's hand holding the pain in her pu*ing the first time she gives breast milk to her son.


"www..." Ana grimaced in pain, Rio let ana squeeze his hand, rio stroking Ana's head and shoulders, while occasionally kissing her head, Rio continued to provide support to his wife.


After his son fell asleep and gave it to rio, rio put his son slowly in the baby's mattress located not far from the mattress ana.


"Thank you, baby." Rio kissed ana's forehead and thanked his wife.


After ana breastfeeds her child, rio feeds her and gives her warm milk and rio asks her to rest.


After making sure his wife and son were asleep, Rio approached his mother, kneeling before his mother.


"Today I witnessed the struggle of the woman I love to give birth and breastfeed our little daughter, if there is a word more than a thank you I can say to my mother of course I have said. Mom, thank you for the struggle mom gave birth and took care of me, thank you for educating me until I was at this point, thank you for the love you have given me. Time me to die just for you." Isaac rio.


Mother gently stroked her son's head.


"Mom only asks you never hurt your wife, glorify her as you glorify mother, for your wife is the mother of your children" she said.